Looking for a female fwb/companion.

[alongodyssey]

Firstly, before we start, I would like to announce that I have actually decided to conduct a little interest gauge for this new project of mine. It is actually just a sensual story which I had been brainstorming up for over the past seven days. If you are interested in checking it out, do click on here (https://www.sammyboyforum.com/showpost.php?p=14211946&postcount=10) to proceed straight to it.

However, if you are not interested in that, I would like to apologise to you in advance for taking up a little bit of your precious time, but now, without any further ado, I presents to you:

I am looking for...

That line above should have been the real title. I now understand that the first impression is the most important thing to note when meeting somebody new, even when it is just a bunch of text talking about about myself, and that is why I regretted not putting in more work into this thread when I first posted it. However, as I don't see the point in either creating a new account or a new thread, I had instead chosen to correct my mistakes here and taking the right step ahead forward. Thus, here I am, with a newly edited post, hoping to convey my message over to you all in a much more comprehensive way.

This thread is no longer about just looking for a female fwb/companion.

I am actually hoping to find the ideal someone to partake in activities of both sexual and/or non-sexual nature and instead of creating multiple threads, I have decided to consolidate them all into one single thread for convenience sake. Except for the request of a FB/FwB, which is located just right in this post, quick links to the rest of my requests will be listed down below, right after the brief introduction of myself.

Introductions:

Hello samsters, I have been lurking in this forum for many years now but, I never had the courage to post a request like this on this forum, until now. I have been inspired by the multiple success stories over the years and had finally decided to try my luck with this particular thread and I hoped that lady luck would smile upon this new venture of mine.

Here are a brief look at my stats, listed out with the template kindly provided by senior samster, masterwanker(Thank you.):

- Male
- Chinese
- About 1.74m
- Around 70kg
- 24 years old this year
- Curly black hair, slicked back when styled
- Lean muscular, results of working out with heavy weights multiple times a week
- Don't smoke
- Do drink
- No tattoos

I don't really consider myself to be handsome but I had been lucky enough to be praised by that adjective before. I sometimes noticed girls doing a double take on me when I am out in the public as well but, just to be safe, don't expect too much from me before meeting me in person.

Now, if you are interested in going through what I have written for a potential FB/FwB, all you have to do is to just continue to scroll downwards, for as stated above, said proposal is contained just within this post but, if you are looking for that significant someone, do click on the link just down below if it is what interests you.

#2) A Sugar Mom (https://www.sammyboyforum.com/showpost.php?p=14148639&postcount=2)

However, if you are either a male samster, or just plain not interested in any sexual requests, do click on the link down below to proceed to my third request post, where my non-sexual requests are written in. I would really appreciates the effort that you would take to check that out.

#3) Activities of Non-Sexual nature (https://www.sammyboyforum.com/showpost.php?p=14179383&postcount=9)

Written down below would be my proposal as follows.

#1) A female FB/FwB

First thing first, I have something to clarify. It had dawned on me that others may perceived FwB in a way that might be different to mine. In my mind, the term FwB and FB had always been interchangeable, so I am sorry if there may be some confusion arising from this misunderstanding. To me, both means something along the line of knowing each other and having sex. If FB truly means something lesser than a FwB, then I am sorry for my mistake, as a FB sounds very enticing to me as well.

With that said, I am still trying to look for a female fb/fwb to have fun together and to, more importantly, satisfy each other needs. I promised to respect your wishes at all times and will not step over any boundaries that you might had laid out for our relationship. I also strongly believe in privacy and will definitely not divulge any information with regard to our rendezvous, being discreet is the key. I will also do my best to accommodate to your timing as well and would be game to fulfill all of your darkest fantasies(be it bdsm, outdoors or etc.) whenever you feel ready enough to reveal them to me, I am very adventurous when it comes to these sexual sort of things.

As our relationship advances and if you are interested to try something new, I am very open to try swinging with you as my partner as well.

I do work out a lot and due to that, I do possess a very high libido and will usually have a lot more in the tank after the first orgasm. Still, there is no certain way to know how long one can hold an erection with a new partner and thus, I won't promise anything on that, but what I do know is, after the first one, I will definitely be able to hold the second, or even a third erection, a longer time than the last. Alcohol would be very helpful in this regard too.

Now, I do understand that there are dozens of threads like this every other month, and I am sure most of you females here are already numb to them, mostly due to the lack of sincerity/effort and of course, just the sheer amount of them.

I also do understand that upfront, I don't offer anything different from the aforementioned other threads. I too, know that there is absolutely nothing that I can say right here which will alter that fact as well, because anything written online, especially anonymously, doesn't really carry much weight as there is no way for one to differentiate the truth from the false. However, I would be really happy if you would just give me a little chance for me to show you what kind of person I am and more importantly, to show you that everything that I have stated here is nothing but the truth, for I believe that there is no point in providing false information over here when the truth will eventually reveal itself when we finally ends up meeting each other in person.

I promised that I won't be a waste of your time. I will do my very best to prove my sincerity, and to show that I could actually be somebody that you would like to hang out with, or at the very least, be that someone who can provide you with a listening ear and maybe some advice when you really have no one else left to turn to. We don't necessary have to immediately jump into a FB/FwB relationship, instead, I would rather we take the time to get to know each other first before committing into something so intimate. That way, even if nothing substantial materialises from our chats, but if the stars aligned, we may still end up as friends who could at least provide each other with a listening ear to lament at, especially if there are common interests between us.

Quick question, have you ever counted the number times of times when you really need someone to talk to, but because of the relationships that you had with all of your friends, no one is really suitable? It will definitely be easier to open up to an outsider, as a channel like this would allow you to spill your heart out freely without any consequences to your existing, more important friendships. An additional plus point would be getting to hear my impartial thoughts on the situation from an a third party standpoint.

As you can see, those are some of the reasons on why I think that we should get to know each other a little better first before getting all passionate, after all, there are most definitely other things to do than to just have sex when two people of the opposite sex meet up, isn't it? I would actually prefer the date to be at a place where we can drink both of our hearts out, that way, it would be much easier for us to open ourselves up to each other. However, if you still wish to proceed straight to the bedroom on the first date, I will have no qualms about that as well.

Now, here is an additional useful information about me:

- 5.5 inches

Here are the requirements of the ladies that I am seeking, as per the template:

- All races
- Petite or medium

That's it, I ain't really that picky actually. I do, however, have a preferences for mature ladies as I have no such experiences with them before. To all ladies who would wish to take a leap of faith, you are very welcomed to start a conversation with me, I will definitely reply as soon as I can. You can choose to leave me private message or alternatively, contact me via the following, easier ways:

WeChat ID: alongodyssey(preferably)
Email: [email protected]

Do let me know if there are any other forms of communications in which you will be more comfortable with, and I will set that up right quick. Also, do feel free to ask me about anything that you may wish to know about if I hadn’t already revealed them in this thread.

With everything that had been already said, I would just like to add one more thing over here, as I feel that this doesn't really warrant a separate request; if you are interested in being just a 'make out buddy'(just making out, no sex) first before proceeding any further, I am fine to experiment with that as well. Life is all about trying something new, isn't it?

Thank you for taking your time to read through all of that as I very much appreciates your efforts. If you are interested, I do sure hope to hear from you soon!

[alongodyssey]

Before we continue with anything else, here is a recent(2016) photo of myself:

https://www.sammyboyforum.com/picture.php?albumid=159&pictureid=994

Hopefully, you will like what you had just seen, but for now, let's continue:

#2) A Sugar Mom

I am not really strapped for cash but, I am not really considered to be well to do as well. My family is just barely scraping by with their paycheck every month and any extra revenue from my side would be very helpful to them for their daily expenses. Thus, this unusual request for a SM.

However, because of my schedule, it is very hard for me to commit a large amount of time into a relationship like this, thus I had come to the conclusion that a FB/FwB would be more feasible for my timetable, not because that is necessarily more of what I want, but because I feel that, with the little amount of time which I am able to fork out, it wouldn't be very fair to the potential SM.

That is the reason why I chose to present the former request before this one, but that doesn't mean that I wouldn't be making an effort to make this work. On the contrary, I would be putting in an even more amount of effort into a relationship like this due to the money involved.

With that out of the way, written down below are the necessary information about me that you may be interested in. Do contact me for any other additional information that you may want to know about if I didn't write them down anywhere.

Now, I have already mentioned some of the qualities which I think I possesses above, but if you have skipped over that and had come straight to this section, here is a consolidated list of my stats and what I am able to offer to a potential SM:

- 5.5 inches
- Very high libido due to being very active in the weight room, thus am able to hold multiple - erection in one sitting
- Sexually adventurous, willing to fulfill any of your fantasies
- Probably good looking(I don't think I am.) with a lean muscular body
- Respect of your privacy, I will tell no one that we have something like this going on
- Respect of your wishes, I will not step over any boundaries which you have laid out for our relationship
- Boyfriend experience

Of course, there is really no need to have sex on every meetup, we can do any other things that you may wish to do at the time. It would be fun to try out new experiences and to explore new places together with you as well. I am also open to travel overseas together if my schedule allows and should the country be somewhere where I actually wished to go, I wouldn't mind forking out my expenses from my own pocket. If you need a partner for any event, I would also be willing to step up for the occasion too.

To be honest, I would actually do anything that you want to with you when we are out together on our date.

Additionally, I may not be a certified fitness trainer, but if you don't mind some fitness tips from a recreational lifter, we could go to the gym together for a workout and if there are anything that you wish to know about which I don't know yet, I will go research on it and we can try and understand the concepts together.

Timings:

I am currently working a standard office hours job and thus will only be available after 7pm during the weekdays, and will be fully available during the weekends. I will appreciate if you would allow me some time for me to hit the gym as well.

As you can see, with that much of availability, it meant that there wouldn’t be much time for us to meet that frequently. Despite that, I still would rather stay loyal to a single SM than going the route of being a FL, as after all, having great sex is still the main priority, and it will be easier for frequent sex partners to talk about their likes and dislikes, thus making it easier for them to improve upon previous experiences. Familiarity will also results in each party being more experimental in future sessions, meaning that there will be more exciting meetups to look forward too.

In addition to that, the trust between two persons can be built properly when it comes down to only two of them and that is very important to me for these kind of escapades. With trust comes reliability and when money is involved, this point becomes very important.

That is why, if I am to be lucky enough to be chosen by a SM, I would immediately shut this thread down, as I believe that being in a relationship like this is a very important commitment, and most, if not all of my free time would be directed into her instead.

Price:

Negotiable, but to be honest, i am not really expecting anything above a thousand due to my current schedule. I think that a pay per meet would suffice? There is really no need to decide on an amount before our first meeting, instead, I think that we should go on a trial date first and then you can decide on the amount that you would want to pay me after judging my performance.

With all things considered, if you are still interested in meeting up with me, you can choose to leave me private message or alternatively, contact me via the following, easier ways:

WeChat ID: alongodyssey(preferably)
Email: [email protected]

As stated above, do let me know if there are any other forms of communications in which you will be more comfortable with, and I will set that up right quick.

Now, as I had mentioned before, I do place heavy emphasis on telling the truth here for there is no point in lying if we are still going to meet up with each other in the end. I promised that I would not be a waste of your time in any case and I will definitely put in the most amount of effort to make this relationship work if we decide to go along with it. I will do my best to prove that I will be someone who would be worth both your time and money.

Conclusion

Once again, I would like to thank you for your effort in reading through everything written so far as I very much appreciates that and, if you are keen, I sure do hope to hear from you soon. To all my fellow male samsters who had kindly chosen to read through all of the above, did anyone suitable pop into your mind during the ordeal? If yes, do refer them to this thread, I would be very grateful for your kindness.

With that, this section of my thread is finally over. However, if nothing above catches your eye and you are still interested in doing something non-sexual together with me instead, do check out the third post by clicking the link just directly below.

#3) Activities of Non-Sexual nature (https://www.sammyboyforum.com/showpost.php?p=14179383&postcount=9)

[Totallyuseless]

No need to look liao.. All SB wannabe all hiding up becos of auntie . Scare wait kana take pic and show others
Me passing by nia :D

[alongodyssey]

No need to look liao.. All SB wannabe all hiding up becos of auntie . Scare wait kana take pic and show others
Me passing by nia :D

Are you serious? Thanks for the heads up but may I asked, what had actually happened? I am not as active on this forum as I would like to be.

[masterwanker]

No harm to continue looking . You may never know what will turn up . Patience is the key .

[alongodyssey]

No harm to continue looking . You may never know what will turn up . Patience is the key .

Very true, thank you so much for the advice bro, really appreciates it.

[vietboi]

No harm to continue looking . You may never know what will turn up . Patience is the key .

really? something will turn up?

[alongodyssey]

really? something will turn up?

I get where you are coming from, but I guessed my mindset for this proposal is something along the lines of: 'You miss 100% of the shots you don't take.'

I mean, we will never know what would actually happened in the future, but sometimes, we just have to put one foot forward and hope for the best, isn't it?

[alongodyssey]

#3) Activities of Non-Sexual nature

Hello again to all my fellow samsters, firstly, I want to apologise for the fact that this particular section of the thread is buried under all the other prior comments, however, this doesn’t mean that it isn’t as important as the previous two to me, but actually due to the poor planning on my part. In fact, due to the nature of such activities, I reckon that I would be receiving more even responses for these, compared to the previous two, and thus, it being so far below the original post is actually detrimental to my goals. That is why, no matter what, I am actually very grateful that you would take the time to check it out.

The reason why I wanted to include a section like this into my thread as well is because, I figured that this could be a place where I will be able to find some like-minded people to both experience new and intriguing activities together, and to explore foreign but exciting places with. After all, we are all put onto this earth with only one life, and it will be a waste to not spend it as fruitfully, and with as many new faces, as you can, for as long as you can, isn't it.

Another reason would be because it would definitely be more convenient for an interested party to get all of the information that they would want from me in a single place. However, I have a question for the more experienced samsters; will this section benefits more from being posted at another part of the forum? If yes, do let me know on which particular board should I put it in, and I will update this post right quick. I will be very grateful for your advice.

With that out of the way, now we can proceed to the fun part; related requests are numbered as below:

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1) Music festivals

I really enjoy music from the EDM genre and have always been looking forward to the multiple music festivals, especially those that features the better, albeit more expensive, artiste. However, as that form of music seems to be catered more towards people with an acquired taste for it, I don’t really have that many friends who are as into this sort of music as I am, probably because in this country, people don't really grow up with this brand of music.

Common excuses which I encountered from them would be that the ticket pricing are too expensive for them, and it is not worth the price. They would oppose the idea even harder when they learnt about the jacked up alcohol pricing as well. I for one, feel that the ticket is very much worth it. I understand that this kind of atmosphere may not be for everyone but, if you are unwilling to give it chance and chose not to even attend a single one, how would you know if this isn't your cup of tea?

On the other end of the spectrum, I feel that there are some fellow brothers out there who may had already become totally jaded by all the numerous failed attempts at trying to bring girls home for the night. They are those who were once excited to show up at events like this, but have been fully demoralised by all the wrong reasons. To them I say, do give it a shot again, but this time, do try to enjoy yourself first instead of going straight into hunting mode at the start. Girls would be more willing to have you around when you aren't actually trying too hard to be a creep. Do try to have a little bit of fun first and your positivity may eventually rub off on some of them. In the end, who knows? You might even get lucky that night. However, even if you didn't, at the very least, you wouldn't waste the night away feeling so miserable about life.

With that said, I would have to admit that I had only ever attend two of such festivals, thus, I am not really the guy to look for for a guide. In fact, I would be very grateful if anyone would take me under their wing and show me the ropes, like the best way to get intoxicated with as little strain to the wallet as possible and the best way to enjoy the festival.

Regardless, whether you are already a guru or just a newbie wanting to try something like this out for the first time, for I am really just hoping to meet all kinds of new faces to rave with in the future. Thus, whether you are already an experienced raver or just someone who is going to try their hand in something like this for the first time, if you are looking to have some fun with a new face in the near future, then please don’t hesitate to contact me via the contact information written below. I hope to hear from you soon!

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2) Clubbing/pubbing/drinking buddies

Alcohol and music, the two most indispensable necessity for every Singaporean’s nightlife. Like I had mentioned above, music festivals may not be everyone’s cup of tea. I may not want to accept that but I do understand where they are coming from, like I had mentioned, it is an acquired taste.

However, as much as I would love to attend music festivals, those that are actually feasible for me to attend are actually far and few between. Clubbing does seems to be the cheaper alternative but, it isn’t really fair to be comparing the two within the same light, for they both serve a different form of release for your mind and soul. To me, a music festival is more of a major event to look forward to every year, while clubbing is like an activity you do after a long day at work to unwind.

Sad to say, I haven’t been unwinding with that for a very long time, thus I am here, attempting to look for clubbing buddies as well. I have only ever been to four different clubs so far, albeit with very little frequency, thus I can be still considered a novice in this area. I do hope to find someone who would show me the ropes in this area as well, like the many different form of alcohol presentation and their respective names, and of course, the individual pros and cons of each alcohol in your eyes. Fellow beginners may choose to join me in learning through experience as well if there happens to be no seniors who would be guiding us for the day.

Besides clubbing, I have only ever been to one pub before in my life, thus I have no comments on whether I would enjoy it or not. However, I would very much love to get myself familiarised with the pleasures of a pubbing experience.

I believe that there are more places of vice in Singapore that doesn’t fall under these two categories, and I would love to check them out as well. Like I have said before, life is about living it to the fullest, and I do believe a male wouldn’t be doing that unless they have been acquainted with these ‘bad habits’.

Thus, I hope that my fellow more experience samsters will be kind enough to take this inexperience boy under his wings and show him how a real man enjoys his night. So, if you are willing to be a teacher or if you just happens to be looking for someone to enjoy the night with, do contact me via the contact information listed below, I would love to hear from you soon!

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3) Fitness/Dining/Others

Looking for gym or running buddies?

Looking for someone to explore new places for food with?

Looking for someone to accompany you for an overseas trip?

Do hit me up with any other form of requests which you may have, after all, this section is all about meeting new people and having new experiences together, isn’t it? You can choose to leave me a private message or contact me via the following, easier ways:

WeChat ID: alongodyssey(preferably)
Email: [email protected]

As I had mentioned, do let me know if there are any other forms of communications in which you will be more comfortable with, and I will set that up right quick. We can work out the relevant details of all requests through our conversations.

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Final thoughts.

At the very end of the day, I supposed that I am just trying to look for a woman to have regular, discreet sex with and; if I am to be really honest, that's probably my only goal for this thread, for anything else more than that would actually be a bonus in my book.

Now, I just want to thank everyone who had taken their time to read through everything that I have written, for I am really grateful that you would put in the effort to go through such a long piece of writing. I had already written everything which I wanted to say down, but if you still have any other questions for me, you can choose to leave them in the thread or just asked me privately, I promised that I will get to them as soon as I can.

Have a great year ahead everyone.

Cheers.

PS: Mods, is it possible to change the title of this thread?

[alongodyssey]

Story Time

Firstly, I would like to welcome you over to this section of the thread, where I would like to present to you a little sneak peek of what is going to come in the very near future(or whenever I am ready). I hope that you would enjoy your brief session here and would leave hungry for more. Now, as I had mentioned in my original post, instead of me just doing a normal thread bump, I have decided to conduct a little interest check over here for this new project of mine. The reason, as to why am I presenting my story here first, is due to the fact that I do not wish to spend a huge chunk of effort on something, only see it goes to waste.

Therefore, I will be only leaving the first chapter, which I had completed thus far, over here first to gauge the interest level; and if the response is resounding, then you will definitely be able to read the entire short story one day in the correct board on this forum. If not, then there is really not much of an incentive for me to finish it immediately, as such, this project will no longer be a priority of mine. However, if I am still interested in completing it, then who knows, it may still eventually find its way into your screen one day.

And now, without any further ado, here is a little taste of what you can expect from me, and my abilities:

If only...

Prologue

Over the course of our lives, we will all come across these three different kinds of love; the one whom we wished to be with, the one who you are currently with, and the one who hopes to god that they can be with you.

If it were up to you, and not fate, who would you choose to spend the rest of your life with? Will you be the bigger man(or woman) and choose to the blessed the life of the one who have always possessed that one-sided love for you? Or would you choose to break the hearts of the other two and chase fruitlessly after the one you have always loved?

The first true love is always the hardest to forget and to get over. How many of us have truly recovered from the experience fully? We will all be able to live fulfilling life eventually, but how many of us will be satisfied with our circumstances?

How many of us will spend the rest of our life wondering what could have been, if only we had been more courageous?

What could have been, if only we had been more mature at that point of time?

What could have been, if only the other guy(or gal) doesn’t exist?

What could have been, if only luck was on our side?

What could have been, if only we were tailor-made to be the man(or woman) of their dreams?

Or, do you really think that everything which happens to us in life all took place for a reason?

If there is a chance in life for you to do everything over again, would you take it?

I know I would.

I definitely would.

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Chapter 1

This story begins on a certain April, many, many years ago. It was the latest new chapter of a brand new, yet familiar, journey; my first day of school for the fourth time of my life.

I am supposed be excited, eager even, to see what this will holds for me in the near future. Yet, as I was dragging my feet along my new school, the knife, which was already buried halfway into my heart, was being nudged in a little deeper with every couple that passes my sight. It doesn’t matter if they were making out or just simply holding hands, every scene hurts just the same, for every single image reminds me of what once were.

‘It's already been eight months man, just let it go, focus on what is ahead. Stop hanging on to the past, it's not worth it man…’

In my mind, I was trying to encourage myself to keep moving forward, for I am already beyond exhausted by what had transpired all that time ago. Eight months, eight whole months of nothing but work and exercise to distract myself. I had cut off all my social media accounts to avoid any and all updates of her. I had even flunk the supposedly most important exams, ever, that a Singaporean had to sit for. I was a trainwreck, but try as I may, it was still not an easy thing to let go, especially when you had managed to ‘accidentally’ found out that she ends up choosing an almost identical path to yours.

Keeping my eyes on the floor and the hood of my hoodie over my head, I scurried along the busy corridors, trying my best to lessen my pain. Yet, every step was fraught with the fear of bumping into the unwanted. After what seems to be like an eternity of sufferings later, I was lucky enough to have arrived at the doors of my lecture hall without a single drop of my tears, which had been welling up in my eyes for awhile now, falling.

It would seems like I had never truly recovered from that past ordeal, given the way that I am still overreacting to every single public display of affection that is happening all around me. However, despite all the obstacles that looks to be lying ahead, I am still determined to make this new journey of mine a complete success, and what better ways are there to begin it with, other than by taking a successful first step towards it?

‘Everything ain't that bad, I guess. At the very least, I didn't bump into that little bitch...’

I tried to reassured myself, as I smiled faintly. I then proceeded to wipe my eyes dry with the help of my sleeves, before taking a gander at my watch. The time now is 0955.

‘Just in time for class, that's great! See. You, my friend, are doing very well,’

I reassured myself, as I reached into my pockets for my student card and directed it towards the scanner for my attendance, my eyes glued to my phone in my attempt to hide its redness. It was then when I felt that cold, familiar touch which immediately sent tingles down my spine. It has been awhile since I had felt such a fleeting moment of ecstasy, as I had almost forgotten how stimulating a girl’s skin can be.

My face immediately brightens, and as I pulled my hood back, I raises my head up to face the direction of the fated contact, bracing myself for the worst. However, the pair of alluring, brown eyes which greeted me back weren't the ones which I was expecting at all.

However, before I could properly register her facial features into my mind, she managed to let out a very soft ‘sorry’ from right under her breath, before rushing into the hall hastily. Her cheeks were strikingly red; was that from all the walking around or was she blushing? I must have formed a very silly grin as I secretly hope to myself that it was the latter, for in that very brief moment when our eyes met, all time seems to have stood still, as only a single thought managed to pop into my mind; ‘she looks just like a runway model.’

‘Was that fate? Is my luck finally going to change? More importantly, is she going to end up being the one to save me from my sorrows?’

I humoured myself, as my steps lighten up a bit. I strolled into the hall right after her, enjoying the lingering scent of her perfume along the way. My heart was beating hard with every step she took, and all I could think about, as I gaze into her general direction, was only one thing; she is undeniably gorgeous. Now, as I wasn't as starstruck as before, I was able to appreciate her other features just a little more. Her exposed shoulders were decently proportionate, her skin looks smooth and porcelain fair. Her jet-black, armpit length hair are curled meticulously at the ends. She looks stunning in that white, flowy, strapless dress, which had a long slit down along the side, starting from her hips, exposing her entire left leg with every step she took with it as she sashayed down the stairs, trying to look for an appropriate seat for her revealing, yet elegant, getup. As I ogled at the near angelic beauty, I, for once, couldn’t keep my mind straight at all.

‘I just want to do so many bad things to her,’

-Click here for the rest of the chapter.- (https://www.sammyboyforum.com/showpost.php?p=14225085&postcount=13)

[ran85num]

Bump for good effort.

Good luck, bro!

[alongodyssey]

Bump for good effort.

Good luck, bro!

Thanks, bro!

[alongodyssey]

-This is a continuation post, click here for the one before this.- (https://www.sammyboyforum.com/showpost.php?p=14211946&postcount=10)

was all that I could think about. My only regret now was that I couldn't really recall how beautiful her face actually is, due to the initial shock shutting down my cognitive abilities. However, I had already made up my mind; I must not have any regrets for today, for even if I had to make a fool out of myself, I am definitely going to find out how melodious her voice really are later, and getting to know her name during the process? That would be a very good bonus as well. After all, I am supposed to be pursuing a good start, right?

However, life will never be that perfect, isn't it? The higher your hopes climb, the harder it will fall. Reality managed to hit me like a tons of brick all over again as she took her seat next to a boy, where they started to chat gleefully away at. At that instance, the knife, which I thought that had already been pulled out by her, was plunged straight into my heart once again, almost splitting it. The tears which I thought was long gone started flowing down my cheeks as a sour taste started to form from the inside of my throat. I shamefully hid my face behind my arm while I carried my heavy heart for a few steps towards the direction of the nearest seats, before settling myself down on the most corner one.

I immediately pulled out the small, mounted table and threw my head on it, hiding my face within the icy embrace of my own arms. I started to cry my weary eyes out, for I had just been reminded of one of the worst pain I had ever felt before in my short, uneventful life, as flashes of the heartbreaking scene begins to run through my mind, almost immediately as my face touches my sleeves. I started grieving over my sorrows, for I had, once again, involuntarily allowed myself to be hurt by a girl who doesn't even cares about me. I tried coping with the situation the only way I know how, by shutting the world out. I must have cried myself to sleep, for the first thing that I noticed after that little debacle was the tranquility of the surroundings, that, and the deafening silence apart from the monotonous hum of the air-conditioning.

The second thing that I had noticed was the thick stack of notes buried under my arms. It's little damp from my tears and more unfortunately, I suspected, from my saliva. I wondered who was the one who managed that, for I must had been glued to the table by the humiliating show which I had just displayed for about half of my cohort. I let out a long sigh of despair as I half-heartedly flipped through the notes, trying to figure out how much behind now I actually was due to my incompetence, at the same time, I was cursing the fact that I had already missed this ‘perfect start’ which I had wanted so much for my tertiary education.

‘All these just for a girl who you don't even know the name to?’

I thought, as I angrily reprimanded myself for my stupidity. After a few minutes of contemplation, I begrudgingly moved my useless ass up and away from my naughty chair. I unzipped my near empty bag, as I rises from my seat, attempting to slide the thick stack of papers in. During the process, a little piece of folded paper fluttered out from its hiding place from in between some pages of the study notes, and as quickly as it soars through the air, it immediately begin its descent. As it sways downwards, I caught a little glimpse of red ink from in between the separated folds. My eyes widen as my heart started to pound, I became hopeful.

‘Maybe it’s my lucky day after all!’

Trembling from my excitement(or was from it the cold?), I struggled to pick the little piece of paper up and unfolds it gently, almost lovingly. Almost immediately, what greeted me from its surface shot my mind straight up to cloud nine.

‘Hello,

I can't help but noticed that you are really hot.

From,
Your secret admirer, the girl in white.

Xoxo’

Accompanying those words were drawings of tiny hearts all over the blank areas. However, instead of it lifting my spirits like I had expected, my mind started spinning with the many possibilities.

‘Was it because of my hair? Or is it because of my style? Besides her, there is no way there is anyone else who had have seen my face yet, right? What if, she really is the one? But, is she the kind of girl who would do such a thing?’

My mind was running wild with the many different scenarios, each fantasy more outlandish than the last. However, no matter where my train of thought decides goes, there is just no way that it's destination was where I wanted it to be. I just couldn't fathom out a reason as to why such an elegant lady would leave behind such a crude, scrappy note.

‘There is just no way, right?’

I pondered, as I must had went through a hundred different scenarios, before finally accepting it as nothing more than just an elaborate prank. I heaved a heavy sigh, resigning myself to my fate, I tuck the little love note into my pocket before trudging out of the lecture hall, commencing my walk of shame. I quietly pushed the theatre doors open, in the fear of attracting even more unwanted attention to myself; I just wants to leave the hall without alerting anyone to my presence. However, to my pleasant surprise, the corridors were totally empty, sans a very fair lady resting on a table located far over at the other end of where I am standing at. Straining my eyes, I could only barely make out what seems to be a black hoodie draping over her shoulders, with a matching skirt peeking out from underneath the oversize sweater. Since her attire doesn't pique my interest, I paid no heed to her. Still, the emptiness of the walkway was starting to creep me out a little. Then, in a moment of epiphany, I smack myself on my forehead. I must have grown stupid over my little nap, as according to my watch, it was already lunch time now. Halfway past it, to be exact.

Shaking my head, I decided to ‘punish’ myself to make up for lost time. Dragging my feet towards the nearest bench, I threw my bag onto the table top, before slumping into the seat. After resting my back against the supporting wall, I opened my bag and took out the now crumpled set of notes, trying to force myself to at least skim through them to get a gist of what's to come going forward, education wise. However, my curiosity begins to surface once again, as I pulled out the precious little one from deep within my pocket. Staring at the red wordings, my mind started to whirl all over again, going through the numerous scenarios for the second time since ten whole minutes ago. I must have been too engrossed in my realm of fantasy; for it was only just a sudden flash of darkness, emerging from the corner of my eye, which gave me enough time to braced myself as her body abruptly crashed into mine. The shock of the impact immediately snapped me out of my little trance, when all too suddenly, I felt her left arm snaking across my back, wrapping it around my shoulders; her cool, supple skin causing goosebumps to rise throughout my body.

Saying that I was taken aback from this absurd development was only an understatement.

‘Oh. My. God. You are sooooo cute!”

She exclaimed.

-Chapter 1, to be continued...-

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Sorry, but that's it for now. Once again, do let me know if you are interested in me completing this story.

Also, I would very much welcomed all constructive criticism towards my project, or even this overall thread, thus far, as I would very much wish for much improvements to my current abilities. Do also let me know if you would prefer a more slow burn kind of story, or something much faster paced. I will do my best to adhere my story towards the appetite of the masses.

Now, as this story is still very much in its infancy, and adding to that, as you can clearly see from this thread, my perfectionist syndrome; it would probably take awhile before the full thread will be published, for I would like to be at least a 100% sure in the quality of my work before I presents it again to everyone here. Therefore, I hope that you will be able to understand where I am coming from, and not rush me into a putting out a premature production.

Thank you, for taking your time to read through this baby of mine, and I would like to wish you a great day(or night) ahead. I look forward to hearing your thoughts soon.

Cheers.

[DestroMe]

Hard to find any sadly..

[alongodyssey]

Hard to find any sadly..

Hello DestroMe, I am sorry for my ignorance but, what do you mean by that?

[DestroMe]

hard to find FB bro...

[alongodyssey]

hard to find FB bro...

Don't give up bro, you would never, ever, know what your efforts would yield for you in the near future.

[alongodyssey]

Thread bump.

[alongodyssey]

Thread bump.

[Ashbirdy]

Good luck treasure those who given U a chance in sb.

[alongodyssey]

Good luck treasure those who given U a chance in sb.

Thanks, I definitely will.