The Departure of my ex...

[Rangers]

Ring.... can i tok to u for a moment..
me: k... but i am having a meeting now...
Caller: Pls visit her as her medical cdt is getting worst now.. doc tell us to be mentally prepared.
Me: Aunite i will... my heart sank... my worst fear come true...
Quickly me applied for urgent leave... the boss upoun seeing my distressed face approved it at once....

I rushed to the hospital.. thinking of my past with my ex... just a few nites ago.. we spent hours toking to each other abt the past by her bedside.. and i can still still remember the long conversation with her... every word she said still rings in my memory..

She: r u tired of taking care of me for the past few weeks?..
Me: nope... nt tired at all..
She: i called him but he didnt ans the phone..
Me: Maybe he is busy... guess he will come will visit u later...
She: Sigh... what a cruel joke.. my bf always nt around by my side.. but my
ex is with me at this difficult moment.. she choke...
Me: Dun tok 2 much.. try to get some rest...

Her body is cold and i quickly covered her with the blankets...

This is my third week of taking care of her ever since she is admitted.. me have taken unpaid leave with no regrets to take care of her... By now i am emotionally drained and tired...nt knowing when the worst will come...

She moved abit and i flipped the other side of the pillow case...

She: Thanks... r u hungry?. taken yr dinner?..
Me: Nope.. me nt hungry..(Actually i am too worried to be hungry..didnt dare to tell her of course).
She: Do u blame me for breaking off with u..
Me: Nope.. Perhaps i am nt gd enough as a bf..
She: u have been a gd bf... it is just that i have high expectations for looks..
Me: i know... dun think too much.. k.. just take some rest...
She: Nope dear pls let me finish what i want to said if nt i fear i would nt have the chance to say it again...
Me: k... say it slowly then.. dun overstrain yrself...
She: i have regrets breaking off with u... in terms of looks.. he is really dashing... a bf that a girl would be proud to have... but he is never serious abt me compared to u...

When i heard that... my heart is bleeding.... i agreed to the break up cos i thought that guy can really give her the happiness she needed but i am wrong..

To be continued.. btw this story is true... just sharing cos i want to get it off my chest.. Bros.. pls forgive my poor england as it is my first time posting..

[farie]

hey bro, take care.. i wish u well, dun take ur ex's departure too hard..

[PUMIT]

its nice to have a story like this once in a while bro

[dirtyhairy]

Yo Bro Rangers...Me feel for u
bcos...uncle here oso in same shoe...
of d possibility of losing a precious loved one
except that in my case, I am her chosen one
but her sickness is making it hard for both of us
becos we are living under a cloud of uncertain dust
but DirtyHairy salutes you
for being there when your ex needs you
despite she having forsaken you
but things may change for the better
just continue to be good to her
who knows...both of you could still end up happy together:)
Bless you...brother

[Enzo]

Frankly.. the title of the thread "departure of my ex" doesn't bode well for the ending.. for me i think i'll wait for the TS to finish his story before saying anything, in case i say the wrong stuff.

nice poem there though dirtyhairy

[lao_teeko]

all the best to you Rangers...

hope you stay strong as your nick suggest...

i never been through what you are going through right now..so i also dont know how to console you..

[skirtchaser639]

no worries bro Rangers, always good to let it out
sharing emotion and thoughts is healthy, don't brood up on your own
am sure samster bros and sis are good people that will listen to your heart outpouring
:)

[naemlo]

There r hundreds of stories in this forum, but yours is the first I will follow. :rolleyes:

[infinitiumus]

it is good to let it out..

we are all here supporting you..

[dirtyhairy]

Frankly.. the title of the thread "departure of my ex" doesn't bode well for the ending.. for me i think i'll wait for the TS to finish his story before saying anything, in case i say the wrong stuff.

nice poem there though dirtyhairy

Yo Bro Enzo...thanks …of course you are right
about the title as it does suggest an ending seemingly unbright...
I had thought of that but reckon I would still proceed to write
Just to encourage TS for displaying so much love & care despite his plight
So that hopefully…there could be a twist ...it just might
to the sad ending with TS emerging stronger and all right! :)

[dgsk]

I truly feel for and can empathise with your situation.
I have personally had 2 such relationships, and a few who lamented the break off for some cherry candy hulk to show off.
Your dedication and efforts are truly gallant.
I salute you.

[Enzo]

Yo Bro Enzo...thanks …of course you are right
about the title as it does suggest an ending seemingly unbright...
I had thought of that but reckon I would still proceed to write
Just to encourage TS for displaying so much love & care despite his plight
So that hopefully…there could be a twist ...it just might
to the sad ending with TS emerging stronger and all right! :)

We can only hope so bro.

If you don't mind, since you said you are in similar shoes, perhaps you could also share your story with us after the TS finished his or something.

[jit singapore 1]

Hi bro Rangers, after reading your thread, felt so touching. To be strong and wish you all the best.......

[geckoSG]

Hmmm, will stay tune to his story...

[dirtyhairy]

We can only hope so bro.

If you don't mind, since you said you are in similar shoes, perhaps you could also share your story with us after the TS finished his or something.

Yo Bro Enzo...well actually you can find my story
:Re: Finally DirtyHairy Finds An Extremely Responsive Bonking Lady
except that we discover recently my gal's has liver failure, which a real worry
this explains why she cannot conceive despite trying so desperately
but we are spending time and money for her to recover fully...
as to the story....we shall see...

[sam30sg]

Bro Ranger, do take care , this happen to me years back when my gf was killed in an accident while she studing there and it was a very difficult time for me as I can't go to her as I was serving my NS that time and suppose to join her after my NS but she just can't wait....... killed by a drunk jerk while she was walking home from the subway station. Be strong!

[beck7777]

Rare sad story here... :(

Can feel for the TS..
Maybe saying out will help with the pain...

More please!!!

[Rangers]

I really choke at that moment.. as a guy... i have to hold back my tears...
Me: It is all over in the past... anyway u still have me as a friend...now take a rest k...
She: Can i have a request?....
Me: Sure... as long as it is within my means.. i will do anything for u..
She: Serious?...
Me: A promise is a promise... i will nt break it..
She: Hmm... will u still visit me when i am gone...
Me: Dun say that( this time.. my tears just flow out...) u will be fine...
She: I know my own cdt better than anyone else...
Me: i promise u if that day come... i will visit u yearly with yr favourite roses and tulips...

Quickily i hold her hands when i told her that... it have been 2 years since i hold her hands ever since the break up.. it is so cold now.. nt even some warmth in it compared to the past... i hold it tightly.. doing my best giving her some warmth in it...

Her parents came back from dinner... Upoun seeing me... they leave quietly.. guess they want us to spent more time together... At this pt of time.. i am doing my best nt to be too emotional really though i am on the verge of breaking down..

She looked at me tenderly...
She: Dear.. do take a rest... u r very tired le... look at u... nt enough sleep already...
Me: No worries... i am nt tired... u sleep first.. i will be by yr side...
Soon she dozed off. When i saw her sleeping peacefully.. i have an sudden impulse to kiss her on the forehead... but i dun dare... after all she is nt my gf anymore... At times it is really an agony to hold back our emotions... Frankly speaking...i am very tired but i dun dare to doze off... cos i am afraid that i will nt be able to respond quickily if she need help...(she is too weak to move around)

The nurse came in to take her blood pressure and she stirred..
She: Dear... do take yr dinner...u have nt eaten much today.. and go hm if u r too tired...
Me: it is k.. me nt hungry.. on diet mah..
She: i am sorry that i am such a burden to u..
Me: Pls dun feel that way... u r my friend... and i will take care of u...

To be continued...

[Rangers]

Bros.. sorry me still under moderation.. so have to wait for a day before my story can be posted...

Part 3
She: only as a friend?..
Me: u shd know my feelings for u... but i know i am nt the ultimate choice for u...
She: sorry...for being selfish...
Me: nt yr fault... there is no rite or wrong where feelings are concerned..
She: Thanks... i never regretted having u as my bf...
Me: hang on.. let me flip the pillow case for u..
Gently i do that and withdraw my hands from her... I am an conversative person ba.. always believe that i can hold the hands of my gf... nt to mention my mum and sis...
She: can u hold my hands?..
Me: Nt very nice... as i am nt yr bf anymore..
She: Just hold it..
And i agreed... hold her hands tightly throughout the nite.. i hold them tightly... and finally overwhelmed with tiredness. i fall asleep...

That nite...i can still remember is the most unforgettable nite i have... having a chance to hold her hands is somthing i never dared to dream of ever since the break up.. Guys.. we can be bonking at Geylang... but we can be committed to our loved ones too... For these 2 years... i never have a gf nor have free flings around.. Guess ever since the break up with her... she took away everthing of mine.. that include my lust and sex drive off too...

[Rangers]

Thank you my bros for yr enccouragment....me will be strong even though it
is dufficult.. really appreciate all the support and encouragment u guys have rendered... For bros... who are going through a difficult time.. i can understand yr feelings/agony as i went through before it... Be Strong bos.. for the sake of our loved ones...

[ziggylicks]

Bro Ranger,

I truly feel for you.. I can hope hope that there is a miracle.
Do take care and I am sure there are lots of brudders here rooting for you..

[kpkprivate]

See title guys. . .
departure... already gone...
but memories stays.

TS cheer up dude.

[Enzo]

Thank you my bros for yr enccouragment....me will be strong even though it
is dufficult.. really appreciate all the support and encouragment u guys have rendered... For bros... who are going through a difficult time.. i can understand yr feelings/agony as i went through before it... Be Strong bos.. for the sake of our loved ones...

one step at a time, one day at a time.

[geckoSG]

Stay strong BRO... LIFE LOVES ON. I've sort of "LOST" a LOVED woman, still
getting on with life... Things will turn better as time goes by... What u need
now is something to occupied you, grab some friends to go out with you.
You will feel better. :o

[willy_sgsg]

stay strong bro....know how u feel cos i been thru this b4 also.....take care bro...:(

[Rangers]

Part:4

The next few days as per normal.. i took care of her.. knowing that she may passed away anytime... i really cherish every single moment with her... Her blood cancer has reached the terminal stage and nothing much can be done. Her doctor tell us to be mentally prepared and tell us to do whatever we can do for her...

She: i really miss him....
Me: Give me his mobile no.. i will call him.. ( Bros.. trust me.. i really feel rotten when i know she still miss him.. but i told myself.. that i will respect whatever feelings she have for him)

Quickily i left the ward and called him downstairs..

Me: hello.. may i speak to Eric
Eric: Speaking... who r u?..
Me: i am yr gf ex..
Eric: what is up.. make it fast... i am very busy..
Me: can u visit her.. she is very sick.. will pass away anytime...
Eric: What is the big deal?.. many people passed away everyday.
Me: Knn! ( me damn hot when i hear this irresponsible remark from him) Dun u
think u have the responsibilty to take care of her since she is yr gf!!!!!
Eric: i have no time for any sick birds!!! to me.. i am sick of her liao!!! u can
have her if u want her...
That bastard just hung up after that...

Me so angry and helpless after i heard that.. what am i going to explain to her... really caught in a fix now.. obviously that bastard is only toying aroud with her and will nt care a damm abt her...

Sadly.. i went back to the ward...putting up a cheerful front...

She: how is it?..
Me: Hmmn... he is really busy with his work..
She: Dun try to comfort me.. he is nt coming rite... i know it...
Me: He may nt cherish u... but u still have me who love u the way u r....
( This time.. i managed to summon all my courage and confess to her my
feelings for her)..
She: She choked... i know...

To be continued.. Names has been changed to protect the people... though i really hated that bastard to the core!

[Rangers]

I have been with her( dating) for 3 years 10 mths before the beak up.. We ctually have plans to get married... The deposit have been paid for the house and wedding bands has been brought... and 3 weeks b4 the ROM.. she actually backed out.. she told me that she has fallen for someone else... I tok to her and agreed to let go of her.. feeling betrayed and sad.. i have to respect her decesion...

[tengkokkok]

Bro ranger

Take it easy...all of us got to go sooner or later but at least you still have the memories of the good times that you have spent together.

[Rangers]

Bro ranger

Take it easy...all of us got to go sooner or later but at least you still have the memories of the good times that you have spent together.

Yup u r rite... no regrets... even up to now... Thanks to all brothers who have upped me... though it does nt really matter to me cos i just let want let it off my chest... Thanks again brothers who r gd listeners...

[Rangers]

Girls always said that men are flirts.. but they have failed to c the other side of men.. We can be 100% committed to our loved ones too... nt cos of sex.. but that Special girl has so deeply connected to us emotionally...

[skirtchaser639]

Girls always said that men are flirts.. but they have failed to c the other side of men.. We can be 100% committed to our loved ones too... nt cos of sex.. but that Special girl has so deeply connected to us emotionally...

true bro, there are many devoted sensitive SG men around and most are taken for granted
men being men, like to bio chio babes, occasion hanky panky, but we all know who we really love at the end of the day
guess some devoted man put too much caring attention liao but no romance
that's why many girls like to flirt with the bad guys that will treat them like dirt at the end of the day
human only realize who really cares for them at the desperate end...sigh...

[tazzy1018]

Bro Ranger,u hve my utmost respect.Even after all that she had done to you,you can still care for her liked how u used too.It's never easy to forgive and forget someone whom you have love so dearly to leave you when you have plans to tie the knot.

[Bangster]

....that's why many girls like to flirt with the bad guys that will treat them like dirt at the end of the day
human only realize who really cares for them at the desperate end...sigh...

Very true.
But it's all karma.
Karma for TS, karma for his ex-gf, karma waiting for her bf.

Though I may have mentioned something sensitive there, but really, TS you gotta let go.

No one can help you. We can only offer words of consolation and hope it gives you strength. But it's all up to you.

Life's like that.

Never ever grow too close to anybody. Sad but true I tell ya. Nothing lasts forever.

:(

[ManU74]

To Ranger

Really touching to hear of your deep love for a gal.. All of my life, have been waiting for a gal for me to feel like that.. Take care n hope that u will at least feel blessed that you have loved like that b4...

[meowy_ger]

Girls always said that men are flirts.. but they have failed to c the other side of men.. We can be 100% committed to our loved ones too... nt cos of sex.. but that Special girl has so deeply connected to us emotionally...

Ranger kor kor i agree wit u totally...
Cos i met this kind of guy in my life too....

[terminator33]

bro rangers,

it is important in love to know what we give our love and do our best. Being able to give is a blessing and you should be proud that you are able to do that.

[suteerak1099]

bro rangers, empathize w your situation. tons of tots wouldve been stirring in your mind & heart, over the issues w your ex-gf, while its beyond our mortal capacity to fathom y life is unfair to such extent.

nonetheless, in our cycle, ppl enter our lives for a season, a reason or a liftime. each has their own time slot for the passing phases in different chapters of our lives. here today, gone tmr comes as no surprise to all. only sad thing is when all good things eventually come to a sudden halt.

surely she'd be kicking herself for being an idiot, while she wouldnt have known that she'd be denied the chance to be with u again. till her dying day, u've demonstrated your unfailing love n affection for her, the sacrifices unconditional that u've rendered her.... the only consolation is that she'd leave in peace, knowing that she's being loved n not forsaken even at her last breath.

kudos to u for all that u've done for her.

[cmelater]

Bastards a plenty. Heroes too few. Ranger bro, u deserve everyone's salute here.

At least, God gave u a chance to hold her hands once more. And, a chance for the two of u to be together in these precious few moments.

I sometimes damn scared of such things happening. Perhaps, good things not meant to last or they are there to remind us to cherish every wonder moment that is to come.

[benedict888]

the eternal departure of loved ones could never be described using words...

till date, experienced the departure of grandma.. already my heart is so sad that u can literally feel that its bleeding and crying inside.. all memories juz flow back nonstop

altot its part and parcel of life.. departure of loved ones are the hardest stage of life..

take care bro

[Graffiti]

Eric: What is the big deal?.. many people passed away everyday.

Given you 6 green apples in exchange for this bastard real name/number.. you can pm me..

thanks.

[DIDI]

Bro Ranger, you are a man! hope u can over come everyting!
Ya count mi in manz if u willing to give the baster number i sure fuck untill his father call wat name oso dunknw!

[gamerzz]

To be continued.. btw this story is true... just sharing cos i want to get it off my chest.. Bros.. pls forgive my poor england as it is my first time posting..

Hey man, take it easy on yourself. I'm sure your girlfriend wants you to put yourself together as well. If anything happen, just remember the moments you guys spent together. In any case, I hope the best come out of your dire situation.

[StarMex]

Relax bro..don't give up the whole tree because of a forest

[ddog]

I've seen a lot of bastards like that. Sadly, with looks or not they're the ones with money, therefore desirable to SG gals. I feel for you in this story, I've lost a loved one due to the fact I wasn't earning enough money then...

[Rangers]

Part 5:

Tears start to flow again... Again.. i cant seem to suppress from being emotional again.. i hold her hand tightly...

She: Am i very ugly now?..
Me: Nope... in my heart... u r still as beauitful as ever..( all these times.. we aviod to let her use the mirror as we are fearful that she wiill be depressed when she c her looks.. She has lost most of her hair due to the chemo sessions)
She: Do u regret loving me?...
Me: Of course not... even if the clock turn back... i would nt regret loving u...
i will still choose to marry u at all costs... u r the only girl whom i love...
She: Thanks....

Our eyes met each other at that moment... I lean forward and kissed her gently on her forehead.. These few days.. her cdt is getting worst... as she is in great pain... It is really an agony to c her life fading away every single moment... How i wish i can take her place of suffering!..

Doc: She is in great pain... we have to inject her with morphine... that is the
only way to ease her pain now..
Her Dad: k then since there is no other ways... how much more time does
she have?..
Doc: nt much time left... within 48 hours...

I was shocked when i heard that... Her parents and her younger sis begin to cry when the truth was known.. My mind was completely blank...nt knowing what to do.. i simply broke down too... I need to be strong! 48 hours left... i will do everthing to ensure that she leave in a peaceful way...

Ring...
Me: hello
Boss: There is a very important meeting 2mr.. die die u must attend it.
Me: i am very busy...taking care of her.. she is dying soon..
Boss: i understand yr situation.. but u really have to attend the meeting. After the meeting.. i will release u.. Btw.. after u have tend to yr personal issues... i hope that u will put in yr full effort in yr sales...
Me: k...i will...

Brushing away my tears... i went back to her bedside.. Morphine has been injected and she is sleeping peacefully.. I sit beside her and watch out for any groaning from her... Holding her hands... the past memories start to flick back to me...

Me: Open yr eyes... i slowly presented the bouquet of roses to her...
She: Wow so nice... my favourite roses?.. y the roses so small?..
Me: These are baby roses... very cute and sweet... in my eyes..u r always my baby too...
She: Dear... thank you but dun waste money on roses again... have to save up for our marriage mah...
Me: Nope.. anything that can please u is nt really considered a waste...it is worth it..
She linked her arm in me... and happily we proceed to the discussion of our wedding plans...

She stirred...
Me: r u k?..
She:k...
I then wipe her dry lips wtih a wet cloth as it is very dry..
She: dun leave me...
Me: i will nt leave u... dun worry... u sleep k...

Once she is alseep.. i make a fast trip home to collect my office wear and my stuff as i decided to go back to office straight from the hospital..

[Rangers]

Part:6
On the way back to the hospital.. i received a phone call from my collague..

Me: Hello
Shirleen: R u busy?... just called to inform u... 2mr u have to have come back for meeting
Me: i know... though i have a gd mind nt to go back..
Shirleen: Nope... u have to come back.. they r marking u already..
Me: let them mark if they want... when i was making money for the company..
they treat u like kings... now i dun care already... nothing matters more to me than her..
Shirleen: U r really committed to her...
Me: cant tok now... reaching hospital soon...

I managed to buy her favourite roses b4 i visit.. At times.. i really run out of ideas of what flowers to buy for her... My ex love roses and tulips alot... Buying these would cheer her up alot...

She was still sleeping when i reached there.. Her parents is by her side..
Aunite: u r back..
Me: have to collect some stuff... Aunite.. 2mr i have to rush back to office.. but after the meeting.. i will rush back here... 2nite.. i will stay and accompany her..
Aunite: me dunno what to say.. Thank you so much for yr time in taking care of her...
Me: Pls dun say that...

All these while... i am struggling with myself and mentally prepared for the worst... I put my heart and soul in taking care of her... Her parents left for dinner when i am here...

Aunite: Need us to tapo anything for u?..
Me: it is k... thanks cos i am nt hungry..
Aunite: u have to eat something even though u r nt hungry... if nt u would nt have enough strength to take care of her...
Me: k then.. just some sandwiches will do and a cup of coffee please...

I then sat beside her... she has been sleeping soundly ever since under the influence of morphine...

She: Dear...
Me: do u like the roses..
She: Yup... I only want u by my side tonite..
Me: k... i will... knowing that this may be the last nite i can have her by my side and so we really cherish each other...

To be continued...

[Sensory Sniper]

Conversational stories,

Me: *******
Her: ******
Uncle: *******
Me: *******, etc

Usually bores and irritates the hell out of me. Mainly becos for all I know, they're but just a story and very difficult to read. Yours, my bro. It seems like you're really unfolding chapters of your life... glued by it.... but again, I do hope its nothing but a story, something frictional and you're a master story teller.

This thread - it touches my heart.

[arinaz]

one of the nest thread. I feel for you bro Ranger.

[Rangers]

Part 7:

That nite itself is cold and i was alone with her... as she told her parents that she just want to be alone with me.. Time to us is very precious... every mintue and second counts... How i wish that time would be frozen at that point of time.... That Heaven can give us more than 48 hours... more 48 hours to come in the days to come... but i know it is impossible...

She: did u still have our wedding bands with u...
Me: of course... it is always with me...
She: can u put the wedding ring on me...
Me: I choke... Sure... gently i put the rings on her fingers... With that i will never leave u....
She: let me put on the rings for u...

I have mixed feelings at that moment... this moment of life is what i have been waiting for years... and now it is here... it is abit 2 late... that she is leaving me so soon... But at least.. this dream of mine can be fullfilled...
She lean aganist me and i hug her gently... as both of us are tearing in the arms of each other... She soon fall asleep again and as usual i keep myself awake...

To be continued...

[natsuki]

Well, many human beings tend to regret losing someone that cared and loved them, only after realizing the one who's always there, are those that they never treasured.... Dun know whether u understand wad i mean.. but den... Be strong! Treasure wad u have today cuz u might never know, wad will happen in the future...

Loving someone who's already change heart is very painful... It's even more painful to see that person suffering from sickness but their love ones hack care abt them... However bro, U are a nice and sweet ex bf of hers... All the best in ur future relationship/s... Take care....

[ryaw]

Wah,utmost respect for u bro....yr story is really like in the movies wan.I think if u can do this kind of thing for yr ex,u can do anything in the future.Whoever marries u next time is her fortune.Anyway i hope yr story can be broadcast to all the knnb ccb fucking idiot sg gers who only like to be play by playboys and then come back crying to the ex type.So tat they will learn from this.There r alot of good sg guys ard.

[Rangers]

Once again a Great Thank you to all the bros for their encouragment and listening ears... i really appreciate that... Men always tend to bottle up their feelings inside their heart.. Luckily still have this forum which allow me to let go of my pain through writing...

[Rangers]

Part 8:

Soon it was time to go for the meeting... me really cant bear to leave her at any moment... Kissing her gently on her forehead and covering her well with a blanket... i headed off quickily to the office.. Before i left.. i told her mum to keep me updated with any latest developments.. My mobile will be on at all times( Usually i off my mobile when i am having meetings).

After receiving the bad news... i was in the taxi.. trembling...rushing off to the hospital... pls hang on... i told myself.... Finally after what seem to be a long journey... i finally reached the hospital again... Running at top speed.. i reached the ward... her loved ones are by the bedside.... she is still barely awake...

Me: Dear i am here..
She: Remember what u promised me...
Me: i will nt break my promise...
Very weakly she closed her eyes...

The end is coming... i can c the light slowing fading away from her eyes.... and with a smile on her face... she left us.... I tried my best to hold back my tears and breaking down but i cant seem to bear it any longer.... kneeling down at her bedside... i cried and hold her hands... the doc came and certified her death.... Though i must say that i am mentally prepared for the outcome.. but i am really overwhelmed with sadness when it happened...

I have to be strong.. i told myself... cos i need to accompany during the wake.... and so i applied for 4 days of unpaid leave though my boss sounded really unhappy... Just 4 more days and i will resume my work.. i told him and hung up the phone... Her parents dressed her up with beauitful clothes.. and her makeup is nice... the final touch...

Finally the time have come for her to put her body into the icy cold coffin...Guys... my heart is breaking in half when i c that.... that is the last time i can hold her again....... but what will come has to come...Whelter i like it or nt.. i have to accept the truth that she is already gone..

[yang punk]

Better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all...

Bro, with your kind of character you will find another woman who will appreciate you. Don't give up!

[geckoSG]

Be strong mate... Be strong... Lifes move on... She'll be happier in heaven to
know that you move on happily. :o

[minitoons]

Sorry for your lost. But life has to move on. Time will heal everything but don't forget your love for her.

All the best for the future and I hope you will recover from the lost soon.

[tinycork]

Bro, do more good deeds and dedicate the merits to her, so she will have a good rebirth soon and need not suffer again in the next life...Be strong, and hang in there...:(

Lots of prayers and blessings...
tinycork

[arinaz]

like the rest of the bros have mentioned. Be strong. Life has to go on and remember her for the beautiful things that she has done when you two are together. She will always be smiling at you from Heaven

[Rangers]

Yup... u guys r rite... though it is hard...

[dirtyhairy]

Yo Bro Rangers....I can only offer you my heartfelt sympathy
for being such a gentleman and so good to your dearest departed lady
I was hopeful until the end that there could be just an iota of ray
...of hope that perhaps she might pull through and she'd be okay
now your precious is gone while my sick PRC lover does not seem too strong
a liver failing sufferer, I can sense the helplessness
as she tries to cope with her illness
Sadly, as I watch her slowly and excruciatingly wither away
a miracle I seek and I pray
for her recovery...and her will to want to live nd love again for one more day!
Heaven knows how hard I try till my finances run dry
bcos it's a bonus just to hear her voice and know that she's still alive...

[Klein76]

Bro,Be strong and move on....I am touched by ur thread...Life is cruel at times.....learn to let go and time will heal.....

[Rangers]

Yo Bro Rangers....I can only offer you my heartfelt sympathy
for being such a gentleman and so good to your dearest departed lady
I was hopeful until the end that there could be just an iota of ray
...of hope that perhaps she might pull through and she'd be okay
now your precious is gone while my sick PRC lover does not seem too strong
a liver failing sufferer, I can sense the helplessness
as she tries to cope with her illness
Sadly, as I watch her slowly and excruciatingly wither away
a miracle I seek and I pray
for her recovery...and her will to want to live nd love again for one more day!
Heaven knows how hard I try till my finances run dry
bcos it's a bonus just to hear her voice and know that she's still alive...

bro... i can understand how u feel... it takes alot of strength and courage to love a person with no conditions.. we have to be strong in order to help our loved ones... God bless....

[kruiser_2008]

Bro ranger, I dun dare to claim to understand the dept of your sorrow. But a dear friend of mine has just passed on a month ago, and at least I understand what you are going through right now...

Time actually does not heal everything, all it does is to numb down the pain and anger and sorrow, make it so distant and tiny that one is able to go on with life at all... You must try to continue living your life the way you wanted it to be, if not for your own sake then for her sake.

And lastly, give yourself a chance to find your partner in life eventually. A good man like you has room in his heart for more than one love. Your GF would have wanted you to find your own happiness as well.

Hang in there bro! It's hard but I believe you can pull through eventually. We are all in here for you.

kruiser_2008

[Rangers]

Bro ranger, I dun dare to claim to understand the dept of your sorrow. But a dear friend of mine has just passed on a month ago, and at least I understand what you are going through right now...

Time actually does not heal everything, all it does is to numb down the pain and anger and sorrow, make it so distant and tiny that one is able to go on with life at all... You must try to continue living your life the way you wanted it to be, if not for your own sake then for her sake.

And lastly, give yourself a chance to find your partner in life eventually. A good man like you has room in his heart for more than one love. Your GF would have wanted you to find your own happiness as well.

Hang in there bro! It's hard but I believe you can pull through eventually. We are all in here for you.

kruiser_2008

Thanks bro... once everything has been cleared... yup i will need to move on with life...

[skirtchaser639]

Live strong bro Rangers!
It is not difficult to die, the tough part is to continue living for the loved ones.

i've experience a couple of death here and there in my life, non comparable to yours.
However, the thing i learned is that whatever memory you have, they are with you for a life time.
Never forgot the good times you have with the person stay forever, let the bad memory fade away.

for only remembering the wonderful journey together, will the person continue to live in you and makes you stronger.
hogging onto the grudge or unpleasant memory will only decay your life slowly

am sure bro Rangers, you will live strong and live good for your loved ones. :)

[bringiton]

Bro, my deepest condolence. Life is cruel at times, its not always that we can find someone who we deem as a life companion. And when you find that special someone, you never know how will it end up to be. Its very very big hearted of you in this case. I salute your spirit and hope all goes well for you after all these. Take time off to let your emotions recollect and don't let the past drag you down.

[Rangers]

Bro, my deepest condolence. Life is cruel at times, its not always that we can find someone who we deem as a life companion. And when you find that special someone, you never know how will it end up to be. Its very very big hearted of you in this case. I salute your spirit and hope all goes well for you after all these. Take time off to let your emotions recollect and don't let the past drag you down.

She has left behind alot of beauitful memories.. which i will never forget in my life...

[Reaper]

She has left behind alot of beauitful memories.. which i will never forget in my life...

My deepest condolences and heartfelt sympathies to you.

Remebering the memories and remembering her is an important thing. But do not let it control your life. It is how we deal with it tha makes or breaks us....

[Rangers]

Bros.. sorry for nt posting as i am outstationed..

Part 9:

Till that moment.. when the body was put in the icy cold coffin.. i slowly
accept the cruel fact that she is already gone.. Memories flood my mind as
i stared at the coffin... Although i am tired... but i just cant seem to fall asleep... During the second day of the Wake... i received a phone call from my collague...

Shirleen: r u k?..
Me: k... what is up?..
Shirleen: Where is the Wake held?.. can i attend it?..
Me: Sure.. address given..
Shirleen: c u later..

I am totally exhausted by then.. drained out both emotionally and physically... At abt evening.. Shirleen arrived... u aged a alot is the first comment that she commented... After paying her respects.. i attended to her with drinks...

Shirleen: u look worn out... did u managed to get some sleep last nite?..
Me: Nope.. the moment i closed my eyes... i think of her...
Shirleen: u have to stay strong... cos i heard that u will be outstationed soon..
Me:K.. i will be fine..
All along i realised that shirleen was looking at me in a very funny way...

Shirleen: Let find a place to tok..
Me: k then..

Slowly.. we went to the park nearby.. All along we were quite quiet.. For me.. i am too upset to tok much... and she was quite used to my quiet ways already..( We have been collagues and friends for the past 2 years plus)

Finally she broke the silence...

Shirleen: Will u forget her eventually and move on with yr life?..
Me: Y did u ask me this question?..
Shirleen:Just ans me..
Me: In terms of my career.. i will have to move on... if it is abt relationships...
i dunno...
Shirleen: She is already gone... There is no need for me to waste further time on her..
Me:I know... but she still lived in my heart......

There was long pause after that... nobody of us uttered a single word and i sent her to the bus stop...

To be continued..

[Rangers]

Part 10:

The 3 days of Wake is finally over and i resumed my work on my forth day...
The working trip was confirmed by my mangaer and i will be leaving soon for Shanghai within 4 days... Proposals were prepared and i am glad that my job was taking off some of my attention away from my ex..

Shirleen: nt knocking off yet...
Me: nt so soon.. i am giving a final touch of my work..
Shirleen: let me help u then with the sorting out of the documents then..
Me: K thanks a lot..

Soon.. the work was finished.. and we left for dinner together...

Shirleen: Have u been thinking over the question that i have asked..
Me: Nope... just let nature take it course..
Shirleen:U shd know my feelings for u rite now....

I am shocked at that moment.. nt expecting this kind of response from her...

Me: Ah... i am comfortable with as a collague and friend...
Shirleen: is that all?..
Me: No woman will accept the fact that i loved my ex so much...
Shirleen: Y r u always so sturbbon when it comes to feelings.... anyway i know the facts...
Me: Nope.. cant commit now.. too many things on my mind...

The dinner itself is gloomy as i dunno how to cope with this sudden situation...

To be continued...

[Rangers]

Part 11:

It is impossible between us... i told her before i went to Shanghai... I would
rather told u the truth then to keep u waiting... Having said that.. i hung up
the phone and leave for the airport... I am carrying too much emotional burdens myself and is nt ready to commit myself to another relationship unless she is someone i truly love... But commiting for the sake for the sake of commiting is another issue together... Though my bro always advise me to have another gf... it will help me to forget my ex but i dun agreed with him...
She is nt an subsitute... i will replied...

The nite view of Shanghai is indeed very beauitful and i really wished that my ex is with me rite now... Looking at her photo only increase my longing and angony... I kept her photos and resumed with my work...

Jason: Guys.. r u ready to check out the niteclubs later... Our first nite in Shanghai... and CO nt around... Mai tu liao...
Me: Count me out... Enjoy yrselfs..

The rest left... i am alone to myself.. numbing myself with work... Work seem to be the only antidote to my suffering now.. Received a msn from shirleen and i quickly block her away...

To be continued...

[Rangers]

Hi Bro Hairy..

How have u been?.. no worries will keep u and family in prayers.. Stay strong..

[DTCEPL]

I have a similar sad experience, the day that she left me for good, she took everything away from me, I am also as good as dead. I lost the will to live another day.....

[beauthaiful]

Move on with life, dude....

I am very touched by your story. But what's past is past. Still gotta carry on with life, and dont worry. You might find better one soon? :)

Cheer up!!

[wingcross]

I think TS will be emotinally attached for awhile.
I think I will as well especially before her death, she ask for the ring to be put into her finger. :(:(

[Rangers]

I think TS will be emotinally attached for awhile.
I think I will as well especially before her death, she ask for the ring to be put into her finger. :(:(

Yup... u r rite... up to today... the ring is still on my finger... Guess that i can will remove it once i have found that special someone... if nt... it will always be on my finger...

[Rangers]

Part 12:

The few days in Shanghai is packed with meetings and discussions.. At nite.. still have to entertain those Shanghainess Clients... Niteclubs was visited almost every nite... but everytime i would decline getting any girls for company...

Jason: Bro.. for Goodness sake.. do get yrself a girl... surely u r nt a monk rite...
Bro: Nope... i dun have the mood... u guys go ahead...

Frankly speaking... after the departure of my ex... i really dun have the mood for bonking... at times.. i would wonder whelter i am still a man... but i know
it is normal... after all... who would still have the mood to bonk at this moment of time?.. Most of the times... i would choose to drown my sorrow...

The working trip soon ended and i look forward to going back to Spore again...Guess who i saw when i reached Spore... Yes.. Shirleen was waiting for me at the airport...

Shirleen: r u k?..
Me: yup..
Shirleen: r u avoiding me?..
Me: Nope... but i still want to remain as friends with u.. that is all...

The two of us shared a cab together... The journey to my office seem to be very long... Again... we kept quiet and dun dun tok much on the journey..

Me: u should nt have wasted time in coming to the airport...
Shirleen: i am worried abt u and i miss u...

Quickily i turned my face away from her when she said that... Back to the office.. handed in my stuff and headed off straight to home for a rest...All the recent events have worned me out already....

I was having my nap when i received a phone call from Shirleen again.... Oh no.. i debated with myself whelter i shd ans the call or nt... Finally i decided to ans it and expain things clearly to her once and for all though i am nt gd at expressing my feelings...

Me: Hello
Shirleen: r u sleeping.. can tok now?..
Me: Sure cos i need to tok to u too...
Shirleen: y r u still wearing the ring?..
Me: Cos though she is gone.. she still lived in my heart...
Shirleen: Cant u just forget her and move on with yr life.?!!!...
Me: Nt till i have found that special someone... but that someone is nt u...
Shirleen:Y?... didnt we get along well?..
Me: I am comfortable with u as a friend and a collague... but other than that... i have no special feelings for u....
She paused for a moment... and i paused too..

Shirleen: is that all u want to tell me?..
Me: u r still young and pretty... there r better guys who would love and pamper u...
Shirleen: Most men are flirts...
Me: nt all of them...
Shirleen: At least u r nt... i feel secure whenever i am out with u... u r nt those kind of creepy guys... and u r a very sentimental person...
Me: Thanks... but i dun feel anything for u..... let remain as friends...K?...
Shirleen: She is crying...
Me: Sorry...

With that we ended the phone call... and i cant sleep well after that... Sigh how to face her again at the office 2mr?.. We r in the same department...

[edmundhello]

Bro, you have touched me with yr stories. At least you got to accompany her for a period... u should feel comforted. Me and my brother are not as fortunate. Anyway, it's tough ahead but let's stay strong. :)

[BushTracker]

Silly girl, this Shirleen. Has really poor sense of timing and do not know how to exploit a situation to her advantage.

[TheBONG]

bro rangers,i know how you feel,cause my very own mom passed away infront of me when she's in the hospital

[pica_NA]

To Bro Rangers,

Though I do not know you in person, but your story do bring my attention and also my respect. I'm touched by your story and also sorry for the departure of your ex.

I know I'm in not position to console you or whatsoever, but nevertheless, I do hope you can walk out and live again....

You do have support from all bros here... and of cos, my support...

Take care.


* Too many threads here but this thread is one of the best I read...

[Bally]

Bro ranger,

You bring tears to me when I read through your stories. You have to be strong and I know it is not easy to lose a love one.

[Rangers]

Bro ranger,

You bring tears to me when I read through your stories. You have to be strong and I know it is not easy to lose a love one.

Thanks bro.. i will be strong...

[Rangers]

To Bro Rangers,

Though I do not know you in person, but your story do bring my attention and also my respect. I'm touched by your story and also sorry for the departure of your ex.

I know I'm in not position to console you or whatsoever, but nevertheless, I do hope you can walk out and live again....

You do have support from all bros here... and of cos, my support...

Take care.


* Too many threads here but this thread is one of the best I read...

Thanks bro for yr support... i willl have to move on with life....

[elth]

Bro Rangers believe or not my tears flow out while reading. nv believe myself reading a story in SBF can make me cry.


Take care and stay happy

[cmelater]

In one man's life, there are either two or may be three things we should do and do with all our heart.

1. Love that someone we found and give her with our all.
2. Not to let down anyone in our lives, while tryng to fulfil pt 1.
3. To do great deeds and make the whole a better, in either small or big ways, may include taking good care of one's family.

Its tragic, but (many a time), not many of us can do all 3 well. In many cases, point 1 happens at the wrong time and at the wrong place. Worse... point 2 comes to you, after all is too late. Seems like... Point 3 comes to many, after years of setbacks.

I always like to read this thread, because it reminds me of how we strive to do so many things, but fail to realise what was (and is) most important to us, in the first place. Failing to realise and do what should ve been done. May be, its just God's way of teaching man a lesson that man is fallible and prone to mistakes. Sigh.

[DO_YOU_BJ]

Bro Ranger, my heart is very touched by your story, just hope that it's all TRUE else all the fucking tears that came out from my eyes that shocked my secretary, my GM & Managers were all in vain!

It's a very painful episode of your life but all i can say is karma.
You reap wat u sow.....she pulled out before the wedding bells, it was her choice so she paid for it.
God does things to us that we wont understand till its revealed. To me, her pulling out was a gift, not a curse for you.
As for you, 你已经不欠她了
Wat you have done allowed her to leave this realm with a smile, and that, the heavens will reward you and also, its through your love that she finds forgiveness and peace.

It's stupid to get advices such as forget about her...no way. You wont and cant, so keep her in a very sacred place in your heart like a shrine.
But look, you r alive and she's gone to another world. If fated to be, one day when the calling comes for you, you may just reunite wif her.

Your grief will fade slowly but surely this i can appreciate and understand. People not in your shoes can tok alot but only when they're in your shoes can they only realise your pain....that's worst than being chopped by a knife.

But you must, and must remember, if you really love her, live well for not just you but her. Imagine her in spiritual self now looking at you, seeing you in so much pain and grief, tink she can cross in peace? Answer is no.
Release her my friend and live. Embrace life......love it wif all your energy for what she lacks you can also give her through your spiritual energy. Then she can really be totally released from this mortal life of pain and suffering.

The Lord be wif you my brother, and may she find eternal peace in the land of the Lord.

[DO_YOU_BJ]

As for this Shirleen, it could also be a gift.
Not as a lover, but as solace to you.
For now that is.
The one that can help you the most is the one that puts their heart forward for you.
Decide on this and tell her in advance that you're not ready for any relationship thus no promises. If you are, then it's an outright lie and you treasure her as a friend thus wouldnt wanna do that.
But do not deny the fact that you're very broken hearted n need a very close friend and a shoulder to cry on.
This i know she'll do very well.

Do consider this option and dun be surprised, like i said in many of my posts, everything happens for a reason. Take 2 steps back and look over everything like an eagle soaring in the skies, and you'll see the hidden answer you've been seeking.

Cheers:p

[neverlandf]

Bro Rangers believe or not my tears flow out while reading. nv believe myself reading a story in SBF can make me cry.


Take care and stay happy

Bro Rangers, same here.. my tears just flow out ... Do take care...!!
Try your best to move on... especially with relationship... with new relationship, it will be easier for you to move on.... trust me...

[unsung80]

Feel so heart pain for you, the trauma that you went through is too much to bear. Time will heal you and rediscover yourself. Hopefully the special one will appear soon.
Currently am facing a near broken relationship, trying my best to salvage it, if not i will regret for the rest of my life. You take care ya. :)

[DTCEPL]

Bro DYBJ is ever so helpful on KC matters.:)

May Buddha be with You.......

[SammyHulk]

On the flip side. you are indeed a lucky guy. Lucky in a sense that you had identified and really know whom you truly love, knowing she will forever had a special place in your heart.

Your next very special woman will be one that will have to aware of that and still loving you.....

[Rangers]

As for this Shirleen, it could also be a gift.
Not as a lover, but as solace to you.
For now that is.
The one that can help you the most is the one that puts their heart forward for you.
Decide on this and tell her in advance that you're not ready for any relationship thus no promises. If you are, then it's an outright lie and you treasure her as a friend thus wouldnt wanna do that.
But do not deny the fact that you're very broken hearted n need a very close friend and a shoulder to cry on.
This i know she'll do very well.

Do consider this option and dun be surprised, like i said in many of my posts, everything happens for a reason. Take 2 steps back and look over everything like an eagle soaring in the skies, and you'll see the hidden answer you've been seeking.

Cheers:p

Bro.. i do agreed with u.. she is indeed a gd friend and collague to have.. between.. we can share alot and she really know me well... my moods.. but at this pt of time.. i dun dare to commit much... cos i am really unsure of my feelings for her.

[DO_YOU_BJ]

Bro.. i do agreed with u.. she is indeed a gd friend and collague to have.. between.. we can share alot and she really know me well... my moods.. but at this pt of time.. i dun dare to commit much... cos i am really unsure of my feelings for her.

Like i mentioned in my post to you, accept this friend and shoulder to cry on.
Just tell her upfront that you cant commit cos of your current mental and just need a real friend whom you can rely on.
With this, you dun owe her anything liao bro.

[LordVader]

Like i mentioned in my post to you, accept this friend and shoulder to cry on.
Just tell her upfront that you cant commit cos of your current mental and just need a real friend whom you can rely on.
With this, you dun owe her anything liao bro.

Yeah I agree. After all you still have your 'needs' as well.

[Rangers]

Yeah I agree. After all you still have your 'needs' as well.

Bros.. perhaps i should consider getting myself a FB.. ( at least dun need to have any emotional commitments). Bros.. what do u think of this idea?..

[DO_YOU_BJ]

Bros.. perhaps i should consider getting myself a FB.. ( at least dun need to have any emotional commitments). Bros.. what do u think of this idea?..

Aiyoh we all have needs man.
This is the best arrangement rite????
Goes for it in my view.

[Rangers]

Aiyoh we all have needs man.
This is the best arrangement rite????
Goes for it in my view.

Thanks bro... k then... btw.. bro do u have any advice for me in how to get a FB. Forgive me as i am really a greenhorn in this area... any intro of any FB that u know?..

[DO_YOU_BJ]

Thanks bro... k then... btw.. bro do u have any advice for me in how to get a FB. Forgive me as i am really a greenhorn in this area... any intro of any FB that u know?..

That's a very outright DUMB question and you're really asking for it!:D hahahahaha
You already got one willing party waiting for you liao...still wanna find???
Finding FBs is nottin short of finding a lover but no strings or commitment attachments.
Alot has to do wif needs and wants and mental maturity from both parties.
Best candidates are those that dun want to settle down.

[Rangers]

That's a very outright DUMB question and you're really asking for it!:D hahahahaha
You already got one willing party waiting for you liao...still wanna find???
Finding FBs is nottin short of finding a lover but no strings or commitment attachments.
Alot has to do wif needs and wants and mental maturity from both parties.
Best candidates are those that dun want to settle down.

bro...hahaha..　me wun touch her as me nt prepared to commit myself in any relationships.　A　FB is a better choice as it dun need to have any special commitments.　Sigh..　me really need a FB to detress abit.

[DO_YOU_BJ]

bro...hahaha..　me wun touch her as me nt prepared to commit myself in any relationships.　A　FB is a better choice as it dun need to have any special commitments.　Sigh..　me really need a FB to detress abit.

Selfishly speaking, if i were you, i will not play her for her sincerity.
But i'll use her as a tool to get to know more of her friends....for all you know, what you seek may not be from her but through her...tink abt it...hehehe

[Rangers]

Selfishly speaking, if i were you, i will not play her for her sincerity.
But i'll use her as a tool to get to know more of her friends....for all you know, what you seek may not be from her but through her...tink abt it...hehehe

A brillant idea! but will it hurt her if she find out the truth.. dun seem that it is too gd.. i think i have better nt get her involed... will have to know FB from other sources... Any kind brothers have any FB contacts to share?..

[supreme81]

pricless your story touch me deep in my heart.bro,you earn my respect.

[Real07]

Wah Bro my tears almost come out after reading ur story...soooo touch :)

I guess Da Sao must have R.I.P now and although u have to move on which is very hard to do so sometime, that the crude of life. :(

As our Bros here had said life still go on u still have many years ahead of u, u must live to the most fruitfill for her to see in heaven, eg getting married and have a happy family, be a responsible and loving husband is all she wan to see in heaven.

Take Care Bro!

[xpandaboix]

Well bro...Very touching..Losing a love one is indeed painful..Especially for ppl who loved their ex before...=)
Take care!!!

[Rangers]

last week was my gf death anniversary... As usual i brought her favourite
roses and visit her... Looking at her photo, i used a cloth and cleaned her
tombstone... Though she is away for quite some time now.. my heart still
longed for her.. Quitely, i spent some moments with her and i feel peace within my heart... Time passed quickily and i finally left the place after a
whole afternoon with her...

While on the way home.. my mobile rang...

Gf sister: Kor where r u?.. r u at jie place?..
Me: Yup, i just left the place.. now on the way hm...
Gf sister: I knew that u will surely visit her today... kor can u accompany me
to the ktv pub tonite, the pub where jie love to go with u?...
Me: Y the sudden idea to go the pub?..
Gf sister: aiya dun ask so much.. coming or nt?..
Me: K.. c u then..

[Rangers]

I then went home to prepare the work for 2mr... and proceed to the pub
after i have done my stuff... mobile rang again...

Gf sister: Kor have u reached?.. i am here for quite some time le...
Me: reaching... wru?..
Gf sister: i come out to wait for you at the 711 there..
Me: K.. dun drink so much...

Finally i met up with her.. As usual she is very chatty and jio me to drink with her... i obliged and she know that i am not a very gd drinker... after a few glasses of chivas... she started to ask me a few questions which i usually dun ans as it will trigger off the memories of my gf again..

Gf sister: Kor.. u have not got over jie yet.. rite?..
Me: dun think so...
Gf sister: that explains y u never have a gf since jie has passed away..
Me: Mei... she is the only woman whom i love in my entire life...
Gf sister: How i envy her...

We paused for the moment.. and she continued with the drinking and singing sessions... somehow i can sensed that she is troubled but i did not ask her y...

[Rangers]

That nite.. i sent her home as she was really tipsy...

Me: Mei.. kor sent u home k...
Gf sister: Dun want as i will be alone at hm... dad and mum have went to
Malaysia..
Me: u have to go hm but kor will accompany u home..
Gf sister: k...

It has been ages since i go to her place.. the last time when i went there is my gf has just pass away and i went there to pack her stuff... laying the sister carefully on the bed.. i proceed to soak a warm towel on her forehead..
She has drank almost a bottle of chivas... The family photo at her bedside caught my attention with my gf standing beside her... When the photo was taken... she was still very healthy and cheerful.. who would know.. at the pt of time... my tears start to flow endlessly... I never knew that i am so emotionally weak.. Suddenly.. i feel a hug from my back... i was shocked as it is my gf sister who hugged me...

Gf sister: Kor i love u.. dun leave me...
Me: dun be silly... my heart cant contain anyone else but your sis...
Gf sister: i dun mind you taking me for her..
Me: that wont do...

Quckily i left the house and shut off my hp as i want to avoid her calls..

[SneakyBastard]

Bro Ranger, your sensitivity makes you really attractive to the chick lah...

I have to say my deepest condolences for your loss. I cannot imagine what it feels like but I don't think it's something I can handle as well as you seem to have done...

On the other hand, it's been at least a year, and you were asking around for a FB...

[Rangers]

The thought of FB does not exist for that long.. cos emotionally.. i still feel for my gf... that is y though i have my needs as a man... i managed to curb it well... She has taken away everthing of mine ever since she is gone..

[kurosaki ichigo]

You need to learn to look forward.

She's gone from this world and you wallowing in this state is not going to change anything. Its not like she's still around where you can do something about it.

Don't torture yourself any further. Don't keep repeating that she has taken away everything from you because no one can take away anything from you unless you choose to not have it. The way I see it is you choose to not open your door.

[Souledge]

Bro take care...

You should or have to let go . . . understand it is hard but you have to let go in order to move ahead. . .

Look at it this way, though I do not know how old you are. . But could you understand how your parents would feel?

I mean they might be longing for a grand children (from you), and your parents might be old as well.

It is right of you to feel upset and etc. but sometimes you have to be a bit more empathic towards your parents

This is not to flame or scold you, just letting you see things from another angle. so that we would not live with any other regrets

cheers

[DO_YOU_BJ]

When someone crosses over, for watever reason, wish the person a good trip to another world, where one is suppose to find eternal peace or punishment of what they did in the mortal.
Yes, we miss their PHYSICAL existence, but we shouldnt yearn for them too much.
Cos, this will make their transition very difficult and also, a possibility of an attachment that makes them not wanna cross over cos of your not letting go.

Wish her well, keep her memories and all but dun try to re-live any of it.
I understand your pain bro, do the rite thing!

[kurosaki ichigo]

Sad to say doing the right thing is very difficult at times. This is the fallacy of being a human :)

[hornyness]

looking are ur experience...haiz...really sad......1mth ago i broke up wif my most luved....i hurt her too much haiz...really regret...took her for granted...always hot tempered and say nasty things to her rashly...finally she left me....haiz....i dunnoe hw to pass life now...it had been 2 mths....everydae passes like years....i can only contact her on9....i really luv her....i have done wrong things...but my heart is always true for her...haiz :(

[eXia-san]

TS,ur story is very touching+sadness and sorrow... Is good to be strong heart to move on... Do whatever u decide about, satisfy about and mostly you want about it... I will always support n respect ur choice!! But is good to move on and left the sadness and sorrow away from u... "Life is like a box of chocolate"by forest gump mom... XD let it move on man!! Cheer up

[eXia-san]

TS,is great to share ur feeling out... Im impress about ur story and feel so sry about u... But u must moved on what ever it takes... N is the matter of times,try to let go the old 1 n go for the new 1... I will respect ur decision... B strong bro!!!

[Sexinthecity]

Take care Bro Rangers..

Hope you will find a balance in life soon..

[bigleong]

U know, there are so much great stories that accompanied me along my time in SBF.

But Ranger Bro,

For what you had related to us via this thread, u have really touch the deep end of my soul, triggering the tears and the most inate feelings. I feel for you and im sure most if not all the Bros here does.

Cant offer you much advise but like most Bros here told you, Set aside a special spot in your heart for her. A spot that would never be intruded and trespass. By anyone at all.

May the Lord be with you, giving you endless blessing in your life further on.

May He who stand above us, shine upon ur ex in heaven.

[Guard|anAnge|]

Hang in there bro....

Forget all the cliche sayings of time healing all wounds.... the wounds may ebb away but they will always be there. The hardest emotions to deal with are the regrets that you could maybe have done more and the guilt that you have outlived the one you love most.

Perhaps one day, you'll find another soulmate.... maybe it will happen, maybe it won't.... but as you said, life goes on and we move on.

However, although it's wasy to believe that you are living alone in your pain and misery, remember that there are people all around you who also care and love you.... please don't shut them out assuming that they don't understand. Let them be there for you. Youa re human too... you need friends more so now then ever before.

Take care bro.

[mcguyver]

Hey Bro..hang in there.I can see that the bros here really cares a lot for you. My piece of advice...life is very unpredictable, you don't know what will happen next. I understand the loss of your love ones came at a sudden, but life must go on and we cannot live our life with the past. To overcome what you are going thru is easy to say then done. But don't drown your sorrow and despair..go out with your buddies and spend time together. The wound needs time to heal and people around you, are the best medication as they will provide listening ears and give you morale support. Bro, is a new year..give yourself a new start..I am sure you will recover well in no time.

In fact, from your incident..I am glad to know that the bros here are surprisingly caring and everyone are just like big bro to one another. I guess this is what life is all about and I very surprise to find it in this forum. To all bros CHEERS! to a better new year, may 2010 a better year for every bro!:)

[Tallchap]

For years i have been reading sb forum, looking reading at jokes, FR, stories, news but this is the 1st time i drop tears while reading ur post. looking at others encouraging you i realised that singaporean is full of kindness indeed. Anyway i know how u feel deep inside = PURE SAD.. for myself, when my mother move on, i reach home too late to catch her last breath. Always feel regret when i think of this but i guess just like what everyone say, there is a time to move on. The sun will always rise from the east and the time keep ticking so =) at the very least, We r still alive and we should do our small part in making all around us a better place. So have a smile, dun worry u r not alone in this situation. I have seen worse in others be contend with what u have on hand and continue ur life. God bless.

Cheers

[Rangers]

Thanks all brothers for your encourgament... my bros who know me for years
also did tried their ways to help me though it is nt very effective ways.. i
remember 8 months after my gf moved on.. they actually jio me to Ktv
lounge at Peace centre and i oblgied them... That nite.. they arranged a
Malaysian girl to sit with me while they fool around with their girls... Cant
really remember her name...i think is Cheryl if i dun remember wrongly..
Anyway that nite i am really tipsy after down quite a couple of glasses of
Martell and beer.. but physically i still honour her as a lady.. Towards the
end of the drinking sessions.. she pulled me away from the rest.. and bring
me to a quiet corner...

Me: y did u bring me here?..
she: if i dun bring u here... later u will be surrounded by girls who will ask u
for tips...
Me: Oh thanks... i then take out a 50 dollars bill and pay her for the tips..
She: i dun want... anyway u did not touch me..
Me: pls keep it.. as u have spent yr time sitting with me and nt forgetting
u have to earn a living here...

In the end, she keep the tips and bring me back to my brothers...

[Rangers]

Once back to my brothers.. one of them suggested bringing the girls to 81 for bonking...

Gunner: guys these girls are k.. i suggest we bring them to the nearest 81 for
banging... steady or nt?..
Scouts: On lah.. mai tu liao... what abt rangers?.. cheryl u accompany my
bro.. he is dead drunk le...
Me: i dun want... my head is spinning .... i want to rest on bed...

what happened next.. i dun really remember le... anyway they are driving to the nearby 81 at lavender and i actually end up in the room with cheryl..

we are looking in each other eyes and we nearly frenched at that moment...

Gf: dear.. u will be outstationed to shanghai tomorrow.. but promise me u
will nt go to ktv clubs at nite and be unfaithful to me.
Me: no lah i will nt go there..
Gf: sure or nt.. u guys once outstationed will do things funny especially
when those ktv girls are so sexy and hot...
Me: i will nt do anything funny.. once i am done with the work for the day..
i will stay in the hotel room and msn u k...
Gf: promise?..
Me: yup and i will even use my spare time to shop for yr hello kitty..

At that sharp moment... my mind is filled with the memories of my gf and i stopped in time... and instantly i am more sober...

Cheryl: r u k?..
Me: yup.. we cant do that... stove $200 to her.. thanks for accompanying
me tonite.. u r a nice girl... i cant do that...
Cheryl am i nt attractive enough?..
Me: that is nt the issue...
Cheryl: then dun give me the money.. we did nt even do anything at all..
Me: just keep it... u have spent enough time with me le...

Note: Names havebeen changed to protect my friends...

[see see only]

Bro rangers ....

Me commented by my friends as cold blooded .... :rolleyes: I guess I am


But me sincerely very touched for your feeling towards your ... But mate take a good rest :) .............. settle down with your feeling (they always say - our heart is the most powerful thing in this world, now i undertsand)

BUT Life has to go on Bro, i guess you know what i mean - Jia You man :)


Dedicate your future sucess in her name .... in your heart or whatever - she will be more glad ... :)

[turty008]

Very touching story that brought tears to me..
sometimes it's only when shit happens in life then we realize who are really those that actually cares for us.
though that moment may be short lived, but the intense emotion felt would be remembered throughout our lives.

take your time to get over it, but don't miss out someone out that who now really cares for you.



best regards.

[Rangers]

but the intense emotion felt would be remembered throughout our lives.

What a precise statement to describe my feelings for her.. anyway back to the story....

Me: it is late now.. do u want to go hm for a rest?..
Cheryl: no lah.. can i stay here instead as i am very tired now..
Me: k then... i then rest on the dressing chair...
Cheryl: come and sleep beside me.. i wun eat u hehehe..
Me: no lah.. i prefer to rest here...
Cheryl: Erm.. r u married?.. she point to my wedding band..
Me: Yes and no.. shortly after i put on the wedding band on her ringer.. she
passed away..
Cheryl: what... and we paused for a long while..

Me: but i regard her as my wife...
Cheryl: your first time to ktv... her chatty mood is slowly back again..
Me: nope... at times have to entertain clients with my boss.. but i would
choose to reject girls for company...
Cheryl: Nt many men is willing to wear wedding rings... guess that she must
be the only love in yr life...

That nite we have a gd chat.. one of the longest chat in the past 1 year plus ba... perhaps the influence of liqour have help me to opened up myself...

Cheryl: dun u feel lonely?..
Me: Yup.. at times.. but i would numb myself with work.. lan gaming with
brothers.. no gf but many brothers who would stick to me for years.. if
not i would look at her photo and that will give me the strength to go
on....
Cheryl: hmm..
Me: sleep now... u must be tired le..

Slowly she dozed off... and i fall aleep soon on the dressing chair.. resting my head on the dressing table..

[Rangers]

After that nite.. i confessed to my brothers that nothing have been done..

Gunners: what u spent $200 just to chat with her... whalan u damn winner
liao..
Me: but at least i dun feel guilty or anything..
Gunners: bring u to niteclub to enjoy bonking... that will perhaps help u to
not to think too much about her...
Me: bro.. i appreciate yr kind intention.. but it wont help...
Gunners: r u always so rational when it comes to relationships..
Me: bro if i am rational.. perhaps i would have get over her by now and
happily married le.. nope me nt rational but irrational...
Gunners: u need to move on with life... plenty of girls outside...

[Vodka_Blu]

Bro Rangers, I've gotta admit tt you're a guy of values and sentiments, else you wouldn't have went so far till now... Deep down, Salute... Do move on, memories will always be memories in a certain part of our hearts... Wish ya luck... :)

[skyline72]

Bro Ranger, I respect u.

[Rangers]

Back to the story, the next few days have nt been easy for me.. Unwilling to
have any develpments with her.. my gf sister, i choose to avoid her calls
and sms.. Finally i decided to have a gd tok with her to end this issue. After
organising my thoughts well of what to tell her.. i text her..

MeI: I dun expect things to develop to this stage.. but i only treat you as
my sister...

After texting her.. i resume with my work and wait for her reply..

Gf sister: Kor.. do u think we can meet up at the pub again as i need to tok
to u?..

Me: Nope at the pub.. it is better to remain sober if we need to tok..( After
the lesson with Cheryl.. i have learnt my lesson nt to drink as one thing
leads to another.)

Gf sister: K then.. meet you at Jack place at causeway pt.
Me: C u then.

[Rangers]

After deciding on the appt.. i am rather anxious... cos i really dun know how
to reject her without hurting her so much... While i am debating with myself
of what to do.. my mobile rang... Cheryl called me and ask me to meet her
for dinner.. i declinled as i told her that i have something on le.. We have
been going out for a few times for dinner together as friends.. nothing
develops between us. By this time, she has know me well nt to ask me
about too much of my past with my gf as it will only trigger the sad memories of her.... Finally the time for me to meet my gf sister has arrived..

All along.. i dun feel gd abt meeting her... as usual she was already there
waiting for me at causeway pt.. i received a shock when i c her.. she was
dressed up in the same way as my gf.. exactly the same dressing that she
put on..

[Rangers]

Me: Y r u wearing jie clothes?.. finally i found my tounge...
Gf sister: to give u a surprise mah... u once commented that jie look great
in this outfit.
Me: But u r nt her... Mei.. she is the only girl that i love in my entire life..
even if there is someone else in this world who look exactly like her..
i wun fall for her... even if she is my gf.. she wun be happy with me as
i am treating her as a subsiitue...

After this long statement we paused for a long while...

Gf sis: but kor i do have feelings for u... i am really touched when u took so
much time and effort to take care of jie without any grumbles..
Me: i am just doing what i ought to do. Nothing special abt it. listen to me:
mei u r young and pretty.. u deserve a better bf.... someone who will
really love you.

Gf sis: Up to now.. i knew that i am asking for the impossible...
Me: I dun want to treat anyone as a subsitiue.. especially u... Hope that u
will understand and honour my love for yr sis...

With this ending statment.. she was tearing... but i sat there.. nt daring to do anything to comfort her... the beef steak was left untouched on the table.. we have no mood to eat anything le...

Gf sis: i really envy sis..

We left the place after this statment... This time we were both quiet...

Me: i go this way... bye take care..

[kurosaki ichigo]

Please continue your story:)

[cckman]

Bro, take care and pls pls pls, get over it fast and live your life in the fullest. Give yourself a chance to start life fresh again.:)

[Rangers]

I went home.. feeling emotionally drained... i rang up my buddy for a drink at
a pub.. sensing my distressed voice.. he agreed to it..

Once at the ktv pub.. it is those clean pubs..

Me: bro i am tired..
Fatty; i know...
Me: dunno what i am doing...
Fatty: just realese yrself from the past.. it is torturing u...
Me: i tried but i cant... too much emotional entanglements going on... and i
am tired.. really need a rest le...

and i carried on with some of the sad songs.. songs that break my break...

Fatty; dun wallow yrself in sorrow anymore.. heard that Henson is going to intro some girls to u...
Me: i told him that i am nt keen le..
Fatty; give yrself a chance lah..
Me: no... nt insterested lah...

I am getting moody le... i know... everytime this topic is touched.. i get moody...

Me; Bro actually i have feelings for somone...
Fatty: i know must be Shirleen..
Me: wrong nt her.. anyway i always tell her to get herself a bf and she finally did..
Fatty: Then who... she must be very special then...
Me: Yes special enough to touch my heart again...

[Rangers]

Fatty: Tell me more abt her..
Me: she have been though alot to believe in men again and true love
anymore..
Fatty: Sounds sad...
Me: she will need a lot of love and assurance to touch her again...
Fatty; sounds that u r disturbed by this issue..
Me: Greatly... cos i dunno what i shd do to assure her that i am serious abt
her..
Fatty: did u meet her before?..
Me: nope nt ready yet..
Fatty: Y...
Me: dun ask anymore... i also dunno... but once i am sure of my feelings for her.. i will go all out to go after her...
Fatty; i know u will cos u r a irrational guy.. but what if she is very ugly and fat...
Me: No regrets.

Fatty is one of my few brothers whom i really feel comfortable sharing my thoughts with him. Cos this brother really know me well. we have been friends since sec 1.. know him for 22 years le..

Me: Cheers to our friendship!
Fatty; Cheers to my bro who fall in love again!! hahaha!

[Rangers]

Bros.. i will slowly go into the story with this girl.. let name her: snowy.. but i wun go into full details of her cos i need to protect her name... hope that u guys understand.. i am actually in the office now trying to rush through some documents...

Last thursday is my first phone converseration with her.. she is a gd listener..
a girl whom i really feel comfortable to tok to.. i dun need any liqour to open my heart to her... and i know.. something is nt rite... yup.. i do feel for her..

The first question which comes into my mind:
Is it too fast?..
Is she ready for it?..

but inside my heart is spinning.. my mind dun seem to work well... and i leaked out in msn that i care for her..

Stupid mistake i make... cos it scared her off... she is nt ready for it..

Of course she is nt ready cos it is too sudden and fast for a girl to accept..

but i know myself... if i dun tell her now.. i never will as i am a conversative guy... my past relationships with my 3 ex gf... is nt those of hasty encounters but through a period of time b4 relationsips are built.. but it is all lasting relationships that last for at leat more than a year...

So i leak out as my heart tell me so... but it is a wrong move...

[alec]

bro, i hope u will find ur path soon. Take cares...

[Eric22]

Glad that you are finally letting go after so long... :D

[TrulyAsia]

After reading through all 10 pages, i am touched...

One word for ur last post of moving on - Swee

[Eager2enter]

Bro,

i admire & respect ur love for ur the ex.
i too understand the feeling of that special someone cannot be ever replaced.
whoever that comes along after maybe special too but in her own light. but nvr the same.

[Rangers]

The next someone who touches my heart is a girl who is special , someone who will caused me to do irrational stuff but it will need a lot of effort and time to convice and touched her cos she went through too much...

Back to the story again..

After much thinking.. i finally gathered enough courage to sms her for a date.
She replied and the date and timing was fixed. I was overjoyed when it was done.. Feeling excited.. my fingers was trembling when i was about to hand in the last piece of work and prepare to knocked off the day...

Boss: Cant leave yet as i need yr help in this last bit of proposal form.
Me: What is it?.. make it fast.

The work was handed over to me.. and i text her..

Me: Cant meet u that early.. 4.30pm can?.
Snowy: K.. i thought u said finishing soon.
Me: sorry last min workload.

I then focus on getting the work done asap. Knn: i will leave this company for good! i told myself angrily.. What it seem to ages to take me to finish the job.. finally i completed it... and this time the Managing Director came in to tok to us abt our work. Whalan never ending story... i thought to myself.. i am going to be late for the appt soon. This joker is damn long winded. Looking at the watch.. i grabbed my work and slipped off from the back and handed over the finished work to the Recpt and i rush off to the appt.

[Rangers]

Nothing is more important than the first date with her. I managed to grab a cab and headed down to plaza sing.. still have some time... i can buy a bouquet of roses for her.. In the end.. i brought a bouquet of pink roses for her... hoped that she will like it... guys it have been a long time since i brought roses for another girl beside my gf... she is that special girl.. My mobile rang

Fatty: bro.. do u managed to ask her out..
Me: yup.. finally after i fought with myself and now i am heading off to the appt.
Fatty: so fast ah..
Me: But somehow i am nervous...

Finally i reached the place and she text me.

Snowly: sorry.. can i meet u at 6pm instead as i have something on.
Me: k then. No worries i will wait for you.

I am disappointed i knew that she cannot make it in time but i am willing to wait for her.. i meant if u r serious abt the girl... u can take time to wait for her..... i then headed off to the nearby coffee stall and ordered beer... Carefully i placed the roses well.. cant dirty it and drink the beer slowly.

She: Your actions and words will scare me off...

Recalling what she told me in the msn.. i then have second thoughts abt giving her the roses... will it add on to her stress?.. Bros.. at times when we care too much abt the girl.. we will care alot about she feel abt things... that is me.. Perhaps it is nt the first time yet... and sadly i threw away the roses..

[Rangers]

Finally the time has come.. i headed off to the destination. By this time, my heart is jumping even faster when i was waiting for her.. remind me of the time when we are waiting to proceed to the exam halls...she came...

Coimg towards me is the girl i have feeliings for.. she may nt have the best figure in the world nor the prettiest girl in the world.. but my heat really longs for her... Anyway i dun go for looks nor figure... I just want to care for her..
but i am nervous... very nervous...

Snowy: Hi
Me: Hi

We are rather awkward when we meet up. Cant blame her cos i am nervous.. it took some time for us to break the ice... cos i am nt someone who will tok at ease when i am with someone that i like in the dating stage.. too shy ba...
Anyway she tok too... and i listen to her... she is a nice girl... all the while.. i am debating with myself whelter to confess to her how i feel... but i need alot of courage b4 i dare to pour out my feelings to her... We went to somewhere quiet and gently i told her how i feel abt her.. there r a few times when i told myself and emotional and hold back my tears.. i told her.. i do care for her though i have such a unforgettable past with my gf.. i dunno whelter she can feel my heartbeat for her... And i actually give her a gentle hug after the confession... but she did nt dare to hug me...

Instantly i know that she dun feel much for me and dun dare to commit much to this friendship or develop much into this relationship as she have feelings for another guy... Anyway the date does nt end well... and i sort of feel empty after it.. i then decided to ring up my buddy fatty for a drink..

[Rangers]

After the timing has been confirmed with my friend..i headed slowy to city hall mrt.. i love to walk whenever i am troubled..cos i can slowy organise my thoughts and feelings.. my head is in a whirl... or i shd say is it my heart...

Meeting my buddy fatty give me some comfort... seeing my distressed face..

Fatty: r u k?.. let head off to dinner.
Me: I am nt hungry..
Fatty: u have to eat something if u going drinking..
Me: k then

I order wanton mee and but did nt even finish up half of it...

Fatty: how is the date.
Me: nt gd.. nt fruitful..

After dinner we went to the favourite ktv pub(Clean pub).. and i start to open a bottle of Martell and i drink furiously...

Fatty: nt yr usual style of opening bottle.
Me: Dun care lah.. just dun want to stay sober tonite.
Fatty: slowly.. bro nt too fast u will get knocked out easily.
Me: fuck care lah.. just let me drink and sing...

That nite.. so happened the customers at the pub sang those sad songs and these songs only prolong my saddness...

Me: i miss her.
Fatty: who?.. yr dead gf or this girl..
Me: Snowy...bro u know something.. i kept away my gf photo abt 3 days ago when i have feelings for her... c i took out my wallet and show it to him .. no more photo le... i am trying to let go of the past.
FattY: That is Great! something which all the brothers have longed that u can do it and move on with yr life. but what abt the ring?..
Me: the day when she accepted me as her bf.. i will remove it.
Fatty; Well done.

I drank fast that nite.. so fast that i start to puke away..

Fatty: better stop drinking now.. he pulled me away... u r nt yr ususal self.. today he told me...

Keep that half bottle, i told the waitress and foot up my bill. Frankly speaking.. i know that i cant drink anymore.. as i am really very tipsy.. what happen next i am nt sure leh.. but i remember my bro managed to pull me into his car...

After what i seem to be a long time.. with me puking at times along the road.. though i am drunk.. i am careful nt to puke in his car... my heading is spinning... and fall aleep in the car...

4am in the morning...

Fatty; u r awake..
Me:iseh bro...
Fatty: u r getting heavy.. i have a hard time pulling u inside my car and clearing up yr mess.
Me: i just want to get drunk yesterday. most of the times i am too sober and it is nt gd..
Fatty: i understand... anyway there is something i need to tell u..
Me: what...
Fatty: yesterday u r dead drunk.. i am worried abt u cos u seldom behave in this way.. been a long time since i c u drunk... and i want to find out what happen to u.. but as usual u dun reveal much..
Me: hmm..k... carry on...
Fatty: and so i took yr mobile and traced back snowy no...
Me: whalan y did u do that?... how can u check my hp?..
Fatty; relax bro.. dun get worked up...
Me: i tried to cool down as i know he is concerned abt me..
Fatty: i have a long tok to her and i knew what is going on le.. Bro if u want o woo her.. u have to be very patient...
Me: I know.. she went though alot le and i will give her some personal time and space for her as she have feelings for another guy.
Fatty: yup u r rite... anyway have u really decided to tender yr resignation already.
Me: Yup will do it today... have decided to venture with Nelson. He need someone to built up the motor insurance base with him.
Fatty: at least in career wise.. u have decided to take a step ahead though it is filled with risk factors.
Me: that is business.

[Rangers]

After the tok i went home for a quick sleep... And i actually overslept and was late for work.. The feelings of hangover sucks and but i drag myslf off to work. After reaching the office.. i tender in my resignation to the Managment.
Immedately.. the Managment held a meeting with me as they r nt willing to release me. I explained my grounds and since there is no room for nego.. they let me go. I wavied off the notice with the leave i have and i left the company. Along the way to meet Nelson.. i am thinking of snowy... shd i call her?.. cos i really miss toking to her...but i dun dare... mobile rang;

gf sis: kor where are u... called yr hp nobody ans.. just called yr office.. yr collague said u have already quitted.
Me: Yup i just tender only.
gf sis: then what is yr plans?..
Me: will go into joint venture with my friend..
gf sis: Awesome! sounds gd. Kor want to meet tonite at town.
Me: dun want.
gf sis: i wun eat u up lah.. i have sorted out my thoughts already. no worries no more funny surprises le..
Me: k then.
gf sis: call me after u r done with the stuff.


The discussion wtih Nelson goes on fine.. it is decided that we will make a business trip to shanghai to get some stuff done. For me.. i have some contacts in shanghai. One gd thing which i have worked for my company.. i already established my network already. After the discussion with him.. i called my gf sis...

Me: Mei.. i am done..
gf sis: i just reach hm.. meet u at Taka at 6.30pm.

[Rangers]

I managed to reach hm early for a rest first.. all along.. my heart is filled with thoughts of snowy...there are a few times i wish to call her... but i dun dare...

Finally i text her:

Me: I have tender my resignation.. angry with the managamnet.

but she did nt reply... and i am down...

Saw her at msn and i told her... i will be leaving for shanghai soon for a business trip and i told her to take care of herself... again she never reply..

Anyway.. i am really hoping that she will reply but she did nt... i then went for the appt with the gf sis..

gf sis: u r early today..
Me: yup..
gf sis: i am hungry let go for dinner.
Me: what do u want to have?..
gf sis: Japanese meal...
Me: K...
gf sis: kor u k... still thinking of that girl u like?..
Me: yup.. i think my actions has scared her off..
gf sis: but did she feel for u?..
Me: i dunno.. i dun think so as she is still waiting for another guy.
gf sis: Give her some time.. dun rush into things.

The dinner with her is rather a pleasant one.. at least it is so different from the last time we met... no more awkwardness.. she actually treat me to dinner. u always treat me.. my turn to treat u today.. u cant spent so much now as u r going into business ventures soon.. all these cost money. I was shocked when she said that.. Suddenly she sound so mature now..

gf sis: Can be my dance parther next week.. next week company D & D.
Me: i will be away to shanghai for business trip.
gf sis: for how long?..
Me: just for a couple of days... anyway u shd know.. i dun know how to dance.
gf sis: that is easy...i can teach u...

We did some window shopping... and i am looking at this one piece outfit at one of the bout...

gf sis: thinking of buying this for someone else?..
Me: y did u know again?..
gf sis: i smart mah... dun forget i am a woman..
Me: dunno whelter she will like it.. but i dun dare to buy.. all along i dun dare to buy clothes for girls.. cos u will have to be sure of their sizes and whelter they will like the cutting.. all these details..
gf sis: btw.. did she know that u r leaving soon.
Me: yup.. but she did nt reply...

Sensing my disappointed tone my voice..

gf sis: dun think so much... just give other some time.. she will know yr feelings for u..
Me: i really hope so... i dun dare to ask for much but i really hoped that she will understand my feelings for her...
gf: kor i want to buy some clothes for u...
Me: dun want la.. i can buy myself..
gf sis: nope u will nt do that.. u only think of what to buy for others but nt for yrself...
Me: i appreciate yr kind thoughts.. but it is k...
gf sis: kor can u wait for me here... i need to go to the ladies..
Me: k..

I waited for quite some time for her.. but then it is normal.. girls take a longer time in the ladies.. Finally she appear again..

gf sis: close yr eyes...
me: what is up?..
gf sis: just close yr eyes...
me: k..
gf sis: for u kor..

slowly i opened my eyes and opened up the gift wrapper.. it is a bight coloured tie..

gf sis: now that u r going to meet more clients in future.. it is important that u have a bright colourd tie... hope that u will like it.

Me: thanks i like it..

[Rangers]

Me: mei take care of yrself when i am nt around..
gf sis: i know lah... ever since jie tell me to keep an eye on me...u r always
concered abt me..
Me: u know she is worried.. u r always so playful and wild.. she is afraid that
u will be cheated by men.
gf sis: only i cheat men.. no man have ever cheat me before cos i know how
to protect myself mah...
Me: Having said that.. u still have to be careful... in my eyes u r always
my small mei mei..

At that moment..she suddenly hug me gently...

gf sis: u r very naggy loh...

It is a quick hug... and she was her chatty self again..

gf sis: when u come back i may already have a bf le...

i give her a quick smile.. as it was late already..i sent her..

gf sis: dun think too much.. she just need more time..
Me: yr turn to be naggy now.. k... i know that.

[Rangers]

I went home that nite.. starting to pack my stulf for the trip. checking for any sms from snowy... there is no reply from her and i am sad...

Give her some time.. i told myself and finally i fall aleep 2gether with the thoughts of her...

[Berserk]

Bro rangers.. have u ever think of bedding snowy or even yr gf sister?.. life is short.. fuck hard! hahaha!

[Rangers]

TO THIS BASTARD WHO POST SUCH A INSULTING QUESTION!!!!!!! DONT INSULT MY FEELINGS FOR SNOWY!!!!KNN!!!!!. as for my gf sis: that is another STUPID QUESTION TOO!!! She is my dead gf sister... do u think i will touch her.. i treat her as my younger sister!!!!!! MOTHERFUCKER.. most of the broS have some intregrity except for u who is the lowest class of scums! will deal with u once i am back from oveaseas!

[Berserk]

Knn what is the fucking big deal of this question?!!!! snowy dun let u fuck her is it!!!!! THIS IS Y U R UPSET... U WANT TO DEAL WITH ME IS IT?.. I WILL GIVE U A CHANCE. CHECK YR FUCKING PM !!!!

[Guard|anAnge|]

Bro,

Hav u ever thought that, u might not be Snowy's type? And she's just being nice by not telling u off so directly? It seems to me that she's already made it rather clear that she's not interested in you... in fact to some, what you are doing can be misconstrued as harrassment. If she really cannot accept you, just let go... might as well go for a r/s that has a hope of success....

Anyway, Snowy sound's lik a pet's name... Tin Tin's cute white doggy

[puxihongqiao]

Knn what is the fucking big deal of this question?!!!! snowy dun let u fuck her is it!!!!! THIS IS Y U R UPSET... U WANT TO DEAL WITH ME IS IT?.. I WILL GIVE U A CHANCE. CHECK YR FUCKING PM !!!!

Hey bro, cool it.

This perhaps unlike most threads, TS writing own story (extent of truth though not known) and is thus more emo about it, so respect that lar, he is TS leh.

Rangers: All the best for your biz trip, if need can drop me a pm since I am in SHA as well. will help if its within my capacity (err not much anyway...)

Rational gals like you will be very irrational when finally find the ger you like, I was like that once long time ago =p

[MistressVamp]

once a ger make up her mind...is kinda hard to change de....maybe times will change a bit...but how long can u wait?
sometime...persistent is good n bad...see how one can control only.
whatever u wanna do, be sure u wont regret in future.

all the best and good luck~

[hihiz]

Hey TS, sent you a pm.

[damnyou198816]

To both of you....CALM DOWN...CHILLED
TO BERSERK:ever think that it is insulting to say this kind of things,especially it is to someone who is so faithful to his ex gf and you certainly doesn't know how to respect the girls by making such remarks....to even asked questions like this to anyone who is as faithful as ranger is an insult and it will definity make the people angry......please ask a better question or read the story well before you ask this kind of question

TO Ranger:calm down,i know the question is insulting to you but it is jus a question,no need to quarrel over a question,anyway,very good starting and i kinda like your story,your faithfulness have made the girls around you to be attracted to you.....gd luk...:)

[natsuki]

Have u ever thought.... she's just being nice to everyone around her?

Maybe... She's not those who dun trust men type.
Maybe... She's those type of girls who like to op for who to believe.
Maybe... Ya she believe u on ur feelings for her...
But, sadly, ure not her cup of tea?

And since she told u on the first day that she know u she already has a person in mind, please, why not just give up?
Im sure... even without the pressence of that guy she like, she wouldn't accept u too...

Let's dun talk about you scaring her off by confessing to her, but the thing is, she's just not into you. I hope you understand. I believe as a girl, she will be expose to many guys confessing to her, maybe not many, but there will be guys confessing to her. And how come she's still single? 1 likely answer will be, she's just not interested in the guys.

And ya, past experience might have hurt her, but however, it still depends on her whether she wanna accept another guy. She might just dun wanna anyhow hop on to another boat. Yes, u reserve your rights to love her, but then, over concerncing isn't the right way. I hope you know how to draw your line.

Take care.

[freeman19752001]

.........Life's like that.

Never ever grow too close to anybody. Sad but true I tell ya. Nothing lasts forever.

:(

Bro Bangster, sori to comment on your above quote... just like most bros here, I do lose my love one to her ex-bf who come back for her.... U are rite to say nothing lasts... but there is 1 thing till now which I believe it lasts FOREVER... it's the memories I had with her... the time that we spent together.... itz been almost 20years now but the memories still lasts.... =)

=========
Hey TS Rangers,

Even if she's gone, your memorable memories with her will last FOREVER.... take care...

[Rangers]

Hi bros...

Usually i am a cool person.. someone who dun lose my cool easily but there are certain things which my trigger my anger... I have a ugly past too... during my army days that is after the break up with my first gf... i went to Geylang often for bonking and that include visits to health centre with my army brothers.. this has been quite routine for the 2 and half years i have served in my NS. Until i know my second gf... i stop all flings..

My mindset changed ever since i was still chasing my second gf.. i put a stop to all these activities cos i want to be physically faithful to her. And since the years to come.. i hold a different view of sex. True as a man, i do have my own needs.. but i will nt have sex with any girls unless she is my gf. Once i do it with her.. i am prepared to commit my heart wholeheartly to this relationship. That is the reason y i declined to get a fuck buddy though there is a period of time i am tempted to get one.

When i am young.. i will just bonk. As i get older.. i learn to respect the girl body when i love her. bros who have really love a woman before will understand my feelings. We will nt think of bedding a girl whom we are serious with cos we will honour and respect the girl body too.. Anyway i confessed this ugly past to my second and third gf when we go into actual dating. I choose to tell the truth as they have the full rite to know abt my past before they commit to this relationship. Secondly.. it is better to tell them myself rather than they find out the truth form my brothers... ( especially those army brothers who has known me for at least 15 years.
Luckily they are able to accept my past though they are really shocked when i knew the facts...

And that explains the reason y i am careful when i will decline girls for company whenever i go to KTV niteclubs overseas or locally...cos i know the whole process of it and dun want to be tempted again... i am sure most of the bros will understand y i said that... It is gd to let off how i feel abt things.

Warmest Regards
Rangers.

[Rangers]

To berserk,

That is y i flared up when u ask me the questions. cos the thought of bedding them never come across my mind. if i ever want to bed snowy.. then what i feel towards her is nt love anymore but more to lust. There is a clear difference between love and lust. As for my gf sis... i dun even dare to have that thought. I treat her as my sis... and i will nt do anything funny to her.

As for yr challange to meet me.. i will respond to it. Pls check yr pm for details. It is a matter between the 2 of us guys.. dun get our friends involed.

[Rangers]

Have u ever thought.... she's just being nice to everyone around her?

Maybe... She's not those who dun trust men type.
Maybe... She's those type of girls who like to op for who to believe.
Maybe... Ya she believe u on ur feelings for her...
But, sadly, ure not her cup of tea?

And since she told u on the first day that she know u she already has a person in mind, please, why not just give up?
Im sure... even without the pressence of that guy she like, she wouldn't accept u too...

Let's dun talk about you scaring her off by confessing to her, but the thing is, she's just not into you. I hope you understand. I believe as a girl, she will be expose to many guys confessing to her, maybe not many, but there will be guys confessing to her. And how come she's still single? 1 likely answer will be, she's just not interested in the guys.

And ya, past experience might have hurt her, but however, it still depends on her whether she wanna accept another guy. She might just dun wanna anyhow hop on to another boat. Yes, u reserve your rights to love her, but then, over concerncing isn't the right way. I hope you know how to draw your line.

Take care.


I agreed with what u said.. Perhaps i am nt her cup of tea. Yup i will let go of her if she feel in this way. Feelings cannot be forced nor is there any rite or wrong in it.. Perhaps there is no chemistry between me and her.. So i will choose to let go and learn to cherish the ones who is always around by my side... I believed that this is the best solution to this issue. Take care.

Warmest Regards
Rangers.

[Rangers]

Last nite just reached Shanghai... this place always bring me sad memories..The last time i came here is shortly after my ex passed away... the cold nite wind chills my heart.. i know that i am still thinking of her...

At nite we proceed to ktv niteclubs to meet up the clients.. before we go there...

Nelosn: bro i know that u r always aganist the idea of going to ktv niteclubs.
But this time is different u have to do it... cos if u dun get girls for
company.. the clients may find it hard to blend in with u... and be
prepared to drink alot as all these people are great drinkers.
Me: k then i got it

[see see only]

Ok me K-Poh ....... but both bros relax lah - :)

Bro rangers.. have u ever think of bedding snowy or even yr gf sister?.. life is short.. fuck hard! hahaha!

As a third party view, you may meant good so that Bro Rangers can move on but it is a bit insensitive lah

Knn what is the fucking big deal of this question?!!!! snowy dun let u fuck her is it!!!!! THIS IS Y U R UPSET... U WANT TO DEAL WITH ME IS IT?.. I WILL GIVE U A CHANCE. CHECK YR FUCKING PM !!!!

Bro Berserk, I guess u 30+ yo liao, since you meant good in the first place then why ............ all the "KNN" after ........ Bro Rangers sincerely is not in the mood for joke, we should be able to tell .... so why not calm down the whole situation


To berserk,

That is y i flared up when u ask me the questions. cos the thought of bedding them never come across my mind. if i ever want to bed snowy.. then what i feel towards her is nt love anymore but more to lust. There is a clear difference between love and lust. As for my gf sis... i dun even dare to have that thought. I treat her as my sis... and i will nt do anything funny to her.

As for yr challange to meet me.. i will respond to it. Pls check yr pm for details. It is a matter between the 2 of us guys.. dun get our friends involed.

Bro Rangers, all of us here understand that you are sad and from all the other posts, you know we are trying our best to make you cool down so that you can move on ... :) maybe Bro berserk is a bit insensitive but I believe he meant good or else he would not be angry becos of your reply ...


However Bro berserk, if your intention is to let bro Rangers vent his anger to calm himself down :eek: ------------- me SALUTE YOU ... :)

[Rangers]

Once settled down in the niteclub.. Nelson arranged for a girl to sit with me.. and all the funny things goes on during that session.. i am careful to keep a safe distance form the girl. The clients are great drinkers and started to fool around with the girls.. i drank alot too.. no choice have to oblige them at times. At the end of the entertainment.. i am really tired and tipsy too.. and feeling uncomfortable as i am abt to puke again...

Client A: Anyone of u want to have fun with these girls later on...
Nelson: k.. count me in..
Client B: then settled the bill... dun waste time..
Me: i am unwell sorry pls count me out...

Quickily i excused myself and leave the place rite away.. Was feeling high and tipsy.. and i choose to walk again.. Walking will help me to remain sober..
The nite view of shanghai is really beauitful... i am always stunned by the beauty of it.. Memories flow back again and i tell myself nt to dwell on it any longer... must move on with life... i told myself...Mobile rang..

gf sis: kor how is the first nite at shanghai?
Me: K.... but really tiring... have to do alot of entertaining..
gf sis: ktv girls all very hot rite?.. r u with them rite now...
Me: Nope lah.. just now have a girl sit with me..
gf sis: she must be very sexy rite... fair too... so did u enjoy her company?.
Me: i did nt even touch her.. and i am alone now..
gf sis: so guai?...
Me: dun believe come to shanghai rite now...i am tipsy and i just said words
without second thoughts...
gf sis: Well dun be surprised...

We chat a while more.. but i dun remember what did we really chat abt... reached the hotel.. take a shower and quickly jump on the bed and sleep with a spinning head... with alot of things on my mind... i dun sleep well and woke up early..

[Berserk]

I dunno abt love and sex... i only interested in fucking girls.. Girls are meant to be fucked anyway that is y have this website. I WILL TEACH U A GD LESSON. MAKE SURE THAT U TURN UP ALONE.. INSTEAD OF HIDING IN THE FORMUM.. READ MY NICK:BERSERK! I AM A MAD DOG!!!!!! CHECK YR FUCKING PM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[see see only]

I dunno abt love and sex... i only interested in fucking girls.. Girls are meant to be fucked anyway that is y have this website. I WILL TEACH U A GD LESSON. MAKE SURE THAT U TURN UP ALONE.. INSTEAD OF HIDING IN THE FORMUM.. READ MY NICK:BERSERK! I AM A MAD DOG!!!!!! CHECK YR FUCKING PM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

:) me salute you ........... as long as you think by doing this, u can make Bro Rangers move on :rolleyes: ........ me salute you ;)

Wish u guys luck

[Berserk]

I think you got the wrong idea. I WANT TO WHACK THIS FUCKER WHO CALLED ME A MOTHERFUCKER!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK IT HE DUNNO MY BACKGROUND!!!

[kurosaki ichigo]

Wow you're making me worried. But one piece of suggestion to you:

Instead of making threats on cyberspace.. why not just quickly meet up with the brother and settle it? Then maybe you can come in and let us know the outcome :)

[Rangers]

Hi bros..

What anger me is he make some insulting remarks abt snowy. I cant accept it. He pm me that he have some gangster background and challange me to meet him alone. It dun worries me.. but what it hurts me is he have insulted Snowy.. even if this girl dun like me or even find me a bother.. i will nt let anyone badmouth/insult her. Girls are meant to be loved nt to be fucked and ditched!

[kurosaki ichigo]

Last I know... ang soon tong, 18 sio lee hoh, 369 and 24 all disappear already.

Or maybe still around? Regardless I see this squabble as mindless and nonsensical. No point going into it. So just ignore and all will die off peacefully :)

[puxihongqiao]

Dear Berserk bro,

Please cool alright? Here cyberspace must be more civil and try not to say your background.

Here got 18 yr old young kid to 50 year old retired taiwan gangster. No point saying all these heated words, let us just enjoy the TS stories. If you really dun like him, dun visit this thread.

If we all start off with "you know who I am not!?" then I think 90% of the answer will be "I dun know!", 10% farking funny insults. =p

[hotbod888]

Hi bros..

What anger me is he make some insulting remarks abt snowy. I cant accept it. He pm me that he have some gangster background and challange me to meet him alone. It dun worries me.. but what it hurts me is he have insulted Snowy.. even if this girl dun like me or even find me a bother.. i will nt let anyone badmouth/insult her. Girls are meant to be loved nt to be fucked and ditched!


Bro ranger, why degrade yourself to talk to such bastarb...dun worry we all samsters support you..

want to talk gangster...nim bei know alot of police office/superintendent..want to see " siang ka duo ki bo(see whose lanjiao is bigger)" KNN

[Saereht]

Berserk bro,

take it easy man, each of you take one step back la.

I strongly believe all of us here are mature adult liao which is why there this beautiful website exist.

No doubt if i were you scolded motherfucker by another person after one post also will also be angry one, you have your colorful background, why not give all of us some face loh, let this bygone la.

was reading this thread since page 1 till now, i really enjoying it very much and i wont want it be ruin by such awful matter leh.

Rangers Bro,

Understand someone stepped on your tail suddenly, this kind of thing dont let it escalate more into violent outcome la.

be more graceful enough and let it go also loh.

this case both no right or wrong one la.

I suppose the two of you are older than me, but please dont make people younger than you telling you guys what to do ok? :)

cheers guys and continue with your story :D

really love it man :)

[terrible ted]

after the fight, please post some pics. thanks

[natsuki]

I agreed with what u said.. Perhaps i am nt her cup of tea. Yup i will let go of her if she feel in this way. Feelings cannot be forced nor is there any rite or wrong in it.. Perhaps there is no chemistry between me and her.. So i will choose to let go and learn to cherish the ones who is always around by my side... I believed that this is the best solution to this issue. Take care.

Warmest Regards
Rangers.

Yup, please cherish the people around you. And if she already rejected you, since day 1... No point insisting.... And it's not a matter of wad's her size, or even how she look, there will be other people who 'click' with her. But, you are not the one. I believe Snowy (i dunnoe y this name, but it sounds lik my fren's puppy...) dun like to be nasty to you too. But if she wan to be mean, she could. Since she doesn't feel for u, it's great for u to move on. Anyway, i think u missed out where u know her from, and her background...

She can easily get to know more guys out there, and its not as if there's really no one who like her. I think u should be clearly aware of it. Her surroundings and her frens, i believe there should be more guys then girls that she know. If she isn't sure of wad she want, she would have anyhow hopped on to a boat (a guy), during her singlehood. But she din't, am i not rite to say that she's not choosy and it's not no one wan her, but its like she prefer things to be slow, and it all depends on chemistry.

Anyway, do u think it's her size that affected her to get 'hiam' by guys around her? No way lo, if a man really like her, he wouldn't have keep on bringing out the issue that she dun have a good figure lo. So, u think u really like her? Or because u think she's an easy prey for u? I dun mean sex issues, but maybe u think she has no bfs, cuz of her size/looks, thats why u prey on her, wanting her to accept u as a bf?

[baby85]

I dunno abt love and sex... i only interested in fucking girls.. Girls are meant to be fucked anyway that is y have this website. I WILL TEACH U A GD LESSON. MAKE SURE THAT U TURN UP ALONE.. INSTEAD OF HIDING IN THE FORMUM.. READ MY NICK:BERSERK! I AM A MAD DOG!!!!!! CHECK YR FUCKING PM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

seems ur insulting girls huh .. do i get e wrong meaning ? =)

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To Ranger Bro ...

some tings cannot be forced , loving someone don mean need to be with her , as long u see her happy , i guess u would be happy too rite ?

tats e main ting of loving someone n making her happy , e way u confessing oni will bring more trouble for her , making her scare of u rite ?

so why not , love her inside ur heart will do .. sometimes action speak louder den words , so instead of telling her how much u love her , let e time prove urself if u really insist to wait for her despite she told u straight in ur face tat its impossible ..

good luck to u bro .. hope u enjoying everyday in 2010 , learn to look tings at a brighter side =)

[TrulyAsia]

I think you got the wrong idea. I WANT TO WHACK THIS FUCKER WHO CALLED ME A MOTHERFUCKER!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK IT HE DUNNO MY BACKGROUND!!!

Bro BERSERK,
Care to elaborate more about yr background so as to enhance our knowledge towards ur society? We are all looking forward to ur preaches...:D

[Rxzer86]

Hey Ranger, just ignore Berserk la.

Or u can pass him this gang number. 999.

Call le sure come. Singapore Biggest Group of Gangster.

[Rangers]

Yesterday is my second day in Shanghai... afternoon was packed with meetings and discussion. Towards the end of it.. i am feeling sick again. Fever and cough came back again... On my mobile( usually i off it during meetings and discussions) after the final discussion and received a text from gf sister which give me a great shock..

Gf sis: i am in Shanghai now.. surprised?.. will be visiting u soon...
Immedately i called her...

Me: y r u in Shanghai, dun u have to work?..
gf sis: Well i have already booked a ticket to shanghai when i knew u will be
here. Surprised rite?..
Me:Very.. how do u know which hotel i am staying...
gf sis: Haha.. u told me when u r drunk last nite... btw.. r u done with the
meetings..
Me: yup... me wait for u at the hotel lobby.
gf sis: K. c u then.

While waiting for her at the hotel lobby.. i almost dozed off... the cough med is taking its effects.. i am drowsy... Nt long after.. she arrived...

Me: i will book a room for u...
gf sis: i come here to take care of u... my goodness u r so pale...
Me: i am k... mei better book a room, nt very conv to share a room...
gf sis: i am a girl also nt scared... u scared for what... have twin bed rite..
Me: K..

We went up to the room together and i was soon alseep... Seems that yr fever is rising.. i seem to c my gf in my illusions... ( it is actually my gf sis...
she do resemble my gf cos they r sisters mah)...

I remember that my gf sis is taking care of me for the nite... Warm towels was soaked on my forehead to lower the tempature..

[Rangers]

gf sis: r u better now?...
Me: i need a drink.. my mouth is very dry...
gf sis: k.. slowly drink it...
Me: thanks
gf sis: i am worried when i know that u will be coming to shanghai as u r still
unwell...
Me: No fever that day when i left mah...
gf sis: y the sudden idea to leave in such a hurry..
Me: Frankly speaking.. the trip can be postphoned to next week.. but things
have to be done sooner or later... Furthermore.. it will be a chance for
me to give her some breathing space while i am away...
gf sis: is it worth do it so much for her?.........
Me: i dunno.. i never thought of the final outcome of what is going to happen
at the end of the day...
gf sis: Yup i understand that is u... u choose to wait for jie even though she
broke up with u... 2 years...
Me: No regrets... cos nt forgetting that we still contact each other..
especially when she is down...

Slowly i closed my eyes as i am tired again.... she took my tempature...

gf sis: it have went down le...
Me: Mei.. thanks for taking care of me..
gf sis: dun say that... u have always been taking care of me too ever since
jie is gone..
Me: : u r my responsibilty.. i promised yr sis that i will keep an eye on u...


We paused for a long moment...

gf sis: i really envy jie for having a guy who love her that much even after she broke up with u... she choked..
Me: She will always lived here in my heart( Slowly.. i placed my hands on my heart).
gf sis: Rest ba.. no worries.. i will sleep on that twin bed.. Anyway i have off yr mobile.. nobody will disturb u... u still need to prepare yr work tomorrow.

[Rangers]

There was a knock on the door.. my gf sis ans the door as it is Nelson looking for me..

Nelson: why is a girl doing in yr room.. she quite pretty leh.. can intro.
Me: u siao ah! she is my gf sis... dun u have any ill designs on her.. dun forget u r married le! i whispered angrily as i caught the lustful look in his eyes.
Nelson: relax bro...
Me: She is my responsibilty. Pls get it clear in yr mind.
gf sis: am i disturbing yr discussion ( she came out of the washroom).
Me: i will hand in my proposal to u tomorrow.
Nelson: k... nice to meet u... c u bro...
gf sis: he seem interested in me...
Me: he is already married..
gf sis: is it?.. i never noticed his wedding ring...
Me: nt all guys will wear a wedding ring even though they are married..
gf sis: except for u...
Me:anyway want to go out for a meal... i am hungry...
gf sis: but u r sick...
Me: i am better now...

We went out for a meal and proceed to enjoy the nite view of shanghai.. The short walk did me some gd though the nite cold...

gf sis: shanghai view is beauitful... she sneezed...
I then put a blazer around her shoulders to keep her warm..
gf sis: thanks kor...

[Rangers]

Bros.. cant post now as i have to prepare my work... Thanks bros who r gd listeners.. This may be a sex website but there are still alot of nice brothers who r here.. Kam Sia.

[houses100]

To Bro Ranger... hope you are feeling better... my comiserations for your loss... take care.

[Rangers]

To bro houses100.. thanks i am better now... will move on...

[Rangers]

The last 2 days events worn me out... Lots of things happened within this short period of time. The first nite when gf sister was with me... things r rather peaceful but the next day... it begin all haywire.. Next morning......

gf sis: Kor who r u msn in the morning?..
Me: my friend...
gf sis: Erm... is it snowy?..
Me: Nope..
gf sis: must be a girl rite?... ( she sounds angry)
Me: yup.
gf sis: y r u doing this to me?!... dun u know my feelings for me?..
Me: i thought u have already sort out yr thoughts...( My worst fear came true.. things r getting compliacated, me getting helpless as she is sobbing)
gf sis: I tried to forget u but i cant... cant u accept me?...
Me: Mei... look... at times... u really remind me of yr sis... yr actions and voice etc.. so long as i always have this feelings.. even if we are together.. u wun be happy with me.. cos i am just treating u as jie.. my love for u will be imperfect. The foundation of love shd nt and must nt be built on the basis of jie... do u understand?.. but u r always my mei...
gf sis: i dun want to understand!!!!

With that she stormed out of the room!...

I was shocked... completely taken by surprise by this sudden outburst.. I ran after her and she have already taken a lift downstairs.. after searching for her for abt 20 mins.. i cant locate her and have to go back to hotel room to prepare for my next meeting with the clients.

[Rangers]

By now.. i have already lost all focus on work... Quickly on my mobile in case she tried to reach me.. Again the day was long with meetings with clients and discussions with Nelson... My head was heavy as i have forgotten to take my med... and with the worries of my gf sis... Finally after the meetings.. i rushed back to hotel to wait for her... call her on the mobile.. unable to reach her... is she k? i cant help being worried abt her.... That evening.. i dun dare to leave the room in case she is back... Called room service for dinner... and i proceed with work though my mind is rather messy rite now... After a long time... i heard a soft knock on the door and quicly i ans the door... she is back....

Me: u r back...
gf sis: dun worry i am k...
Me: have u taken yr dinner?..
gf sis: nope nt hungry... i am glad that u still care for me...
Me: u r my mei...
gf sis: Kor and she suddenly hug me and sobbed...
Me: just let it all out... ( i stroked her hair gently.. but dun dare to hold her)
gf sis: i know it is impossible between us..
Me: sorry...
gf sis: Kor let us enjoy the short stay in shanghai.. can pei me window shopping and do some sightseeing..
Me: K... but u must have some dinner first.

[Rangers]

I managed to get her some dinner... slowly her chatty mood is back again and we went window shopping.. i was rather quiet as i am really emotionally disturbed... y am i caught in such emotional entanglements with her?...

gf sis: kor no worries... i am k... now give me a smile please...
me: i forced out a smile...
gf sis: nt a happy smile but at least u tried...

we were walking along the streets enjoying the beauitful sights when she suddenly linked her arms in mine..

gf sis: kor dun push me away... i know that u tried to keep a distance from me cos u have been putting yr hands deep in yr pocket...
me: erm... i feel uneasy...
gf sis: Anyway i really enjoyed the short stay in shanghai... at least i can spent time with u...
me: forget me...
gf sis: it takes time to forget a person...
me: Mei... b4 it gets deeper u have to let go..
gf sis: i know.. u r very naggy loh... Gently she kiss me on my cheeks and this time i really withdraw...

That nite as usual we spent the nite in the same room with her sleeping on the other twin bed... Somehow... that nite i dun sleep well as there are too many things on my mind....

[see see only]

That nite as usual we spent the nite in the same room with her sleeping on the other twin bed... Somehow... that nite i dun sleep well as there are too many things on my mind....

:eek:

Wow what a gentleman .......... I guess my... my small head take charge liao lor ...:rolleyes:

Hope u guys did not get drunk in the same room woowowoww...... :)

[isaache]

just finish reading the whole thread...after going thru such episodes in life, it must be hard on u. i must agree wif bro see_see_only, u are a gentleman. all the best in taming the tiger in you :)

[grRsS]

nice story bro! keep it up! i support u!

faithful all the way la :)

[LeMans]

Bro Ranger,

I m really touched by your story since Day 1..... But I am also jealous n envy that after your ex departure... U still manage to possess that kind of charm to attract your ex's sis to have feelings for u... Although u may disagree with my following saying..... It may be a kind of fate for u n your ex's sister to be together... As based on what u said: Her looks, dressing n voice.... All almost similar..... Why not look it as another way where by u r given another chance to be back again with your ex (though the sister may just be a replicia)... but u did promised your ex to gd care of her... So instead of she may end up cheated by crafty foxy men out there.... why don't u try to build a feeling with her.... I may not be in your situation before... But I know... if a gal just popped up @ my place to tk care of me when I m ill.... I will be touched n will start considering, even if that may be someone close to my former love one.... What is gone... is gone... why not cherish ppl who r still available.... who knows.... your ex's sister can be different in her own way n u r attracted by her uniqueness.... Give the young gal a chance.... I believe not only just your loyalty n faithfulness towards your ex is the main point she fell for u.... or who knows when u n your ex were an item in the past, she already more or less set u as her benchmark for her criteria of a life partner....

As for Snowy, I think it is better to forget her.... Let me add a comment: Some gals just enjoy the feeling of being wooed by many suitors @ one go.... Yet, they r not willing to commit to any relationship becoz they don't wanna lose that feeling n privilege once they r attached n I believed that some guys will back out the moment they heard the gal is attached.... So... instead of dwelling on Snowy n avoid your ex's sis... why not forget Snowy n consider your ex's sis (pls don't be a stubborn block (no offence), though u treat her like your own sis, open up your heart n u will gain plentiful)
Hope my 2 cents worthof advice can help u to reconsider your choice n a new happiness....

[hornyhonky]

Bro ranger,


firstly i enjoy your story and i must say im envious that several girls like you, but it seems like the girls you like nv likes you, well maybe its time to give those who loves you a chance?


anw, very true that your top head is strong, can even resist your small head.

[Gerald Tan]

Hi Bro Ranger,
My advice to you is "please go with your heart", and not with your head, when relationship is the event... Give the ger who cares for u genuinely A CHANCE !
Perhaps your ex gf in the other life wants u to be "cared of to avoid lonely". Your
good deed has been noted by her, and she is returning a favour to you.... best rgds

[Rangers]

Hi bros...

These few days in shanghai have really give me a chance to sort out my thoughts and feelings for Snowy Yes i have decided to let go of her and the first step to do it is to delete her contact no. I have already done that. The moment the no is deleted, i can feel a release deep within my heart, all emotional issues was cut off instantly at that moment. Yup i will cherish the ones around me... the one who has made me feel loved... nt my gf sis... cos i know what i want... if i cant give my gf the best love she deserve... i would rather forgo it.

Warmest Regards
Rangers.

[david_yew]

bro i know losing someone is painful and heart breaking, on the situation for u gf sis. i think it is really a catch 22 situation, cos i tell she is already in love with u and by promising u gf to take care of her. actually you are making it worst for her.
i think u should try to think her not as just u gf sis and admire her qualities cos i feel deep down you have feeling for her too.

[HCISB]

"I was never one to patiently pick up broken fragments and glue them together again and tell myself that the mended whole was as good as new. What is broken is broken and Id rather remember it as it was at its best than mend it and see the broken places as long as I lived." - Margaret Mitchell

I was never one to patiently pick up broken fragments and glue them together again and tell myself that the mended whole was as good as new. What is broken is broken and Id rather remember it as it was at its best than mend it and see the broken places as long as I lived.

the 2 above quote hope somehow it shine some light on u rangers ......
maybe u juz need some to to relax on ur r.s thingy I guess there's no rush to be in a r.s to love urself again:D

[HCISB]

"I was never one to patiently pick up broken fragments and glue them together again and tell myself that the mended whole was as good as new. What is broken is broken and Id rather remember it as it was at its best than mend it and see the broken places as long as I lived." - Margaret Mitchell

I was never one to patiently pick up broken fragments and glue them together again and tell myself that the mended whole was as good as new. What is broken is broken and Id rather remember it as it was at its best than mend it and see the broken places as long as I lived.

the 2 above quote hope somehow it shine some light on u rangers ......
maybe u juz need some to to relax on ur r.s thingy I guess there's no rush to be in a r.s to love urself again:D

[Cheonging101]

Bro TS, many bros had already given the same opinion and I am compelled to do the same. You may be emotional to the point where you are irrational by now. Are you sure that "you know what you want"?

If you do, you should have already seen the same qualities that both sisters share which made you love the elder one in the first place, correct?

I know love isn't as straightforward or simple as ABC or 123, but probably looking at the basics may assist you in getting a clearer picture.

There are 2 general types of girls: A & B (where A is the type you like and B is the type you don't like).

Under these 2 broad types, there are another 2 types: 1 & 2 (where 1 is the type who would like you and 2 is the type who won't).

Both Snowy and your ex-GF (when she chose to dump you) are clearly type A2. Shirleen is probably B1.

Since your ex-GF's sis exhibits the same personality as your ex-GF, clearly she would be type A had she been anybody else EXCEPT for the lame fact that she is your ex-GF's sis.

And from her response and actions towards you, it is also clear that she is Type 1.

I understand that you find it unfair for her if you date her because she reminds you of her sis but I think it would be more unfair for the BOTH of you (that's unfair X 2) if you forgo the chance.

Who knows, if you had met her instead of her sis in the first place, both of you would have been married with 3 kids by now. Have you ever thought carefully in her shoes while you're concentrating on your own misery?

If it were you, would you prefer to see someone you love wallow in sorrow everyday? How would you feel if you had to lose your dignity by expressing your feelings time and time again only to be thrown back at you because you remind that person of somebody else who is DEAD?

Responsibilities aside, if your ex-GF's sis is somebody else and she is trapped in a burning building with Snowy, who would you save first? I have said my goodbyes to my ex (not death but emigration+marriage) and it took me a long time to realise my own love for somebody close to close that wound too.

We all hope you can have a happy ending somewhere, bro. Don't let Time do His worst on you. It never heals.

[jobaba]

I know love isn't as straightforward or simple as ABC or 123, but probably looking at the basics may assist you in getting a clearer picture.

There are 2 general types of girls: A & B (where A is the type you like and B is the type you don't like).

Under these 2 broad types, there are another 2 types: 1 & 2 (where 1 is the type who would like you and 2 is the type who won't).



ABC 123... haha.. very chimm...

[Berserk]

Bro rangers,

You r indeed a man of yr honour and i respect you for that. I will take back my words for snowy. All the best to you.

[Berserk]

Hi bro rangers.

check yr pm and enjoy yr relationship with yr gf. take care my bro.

[Rangers]

To bro berserk..

Thanks bro will cherish this relationship with my gf.

Warmest Regards
Rangers.

[Astroboy77]

To bro berserk..

Thanks bro will cherish this relationship with my gf.

Warmest Regards
Rangers.

so bro ranger, who become ur gf liao? care to tell us more? i guess all the bros here also would like to know... thanks for sharing...

[Rangers]

Bros sorry for late posting as i am really tight with work nowadays. Sorry i cant go into much details into my gf... cos it is our own little secret. Hope that u guys understand. She is a nice girl.. gentle and understanding. Most important of all, she has managed to unlock my close up heart... releasing me from the past... Thanks to her... i can find the strength to move on.

[rdytogo]

Hi bro ranger,

well compared to you, i may not have experience enough to actually give any constructive comments or such.

But I suppose i can understand the ache in your heart when you miss someone and that particular space can't be replaced by someone.

Just some 2 cent worth from me yea: Time will cure anything if you choose to cure it.

[rdytogo]

Hi bro ranger,

well compared to you, i may not have experience enough to actually give any constructive comments or such.

But I suppose i can understand the ache in your heart when you miss someone and that particular space can't be replaced by someone.

Just some 2 cent worth from me yea: Time will cure anything if you choose to cure it.

[Cheonging101]

Hi bro ranger,

well compared to you, i may not have experience enough to actually give any constructive comments or such.

But I suppose i can understand the ache in your heart when you miss someone and that particular space can't be replaced by someone.

Just some 2 cent worth from me yea: Time will cure anything if you choose to cure it.

Bro, what you talking? Bro TS already have a gf now. Another horse-behind-cannon case...:rolleyes:

[baby85]

Bro, what you talking? Bro TS already have a gf now. Another horse-behind-cannon case...:rolleyes:

aiyo bro ... so bad .. maybe he didnt read everyting .. just read e first few wan den eager to comment ma .. lol

don 拆穿 him ma :D

[rdytogo]

Bro, what you talking? Bro TS already have a gf now. Another horse-behind-cannon case...:rolleyes:

oh crap, did he mentioned it in one of his post?
i'm sorry, I did not see that.

Anyway congratz.
Unfortunately still pretty greenhorn in this section so I do not know much of the people here.

[Rangers]

Bros i have mixed feelings while updating these posts.. it may be my last time writing le.. thanks to all bros who are great listeners. as i always shared earlier this may be a sex website but there r still many gd bros and sisters here. Back to the story.

The last day in shanghai with my gf sis is rather a awkward one. We never tok abt that issue anymore. and i accompany her to do window shopping. all the while keeping a distance from her. Back to singapore together and i sent her hm...

Once i reach hm.. i start to msn that special girl who is to be my gf... and before long... we realised we have feelings for each other and the chemistry is there.. and we were soon together as a couple. she is a nice and gentle girl... understanding and accepting my past..

[Rangers]

We arranged to to meet that day after work and i sent her hm... The date turnd out to be fine... and i can still remember the beauitful memories till now.. finally after so many years she managed to unlock my heart again.. But big challanges of life still lay ahead of me that is my biz.. does nt goes nt that well cos i would have some disagreements woth my Nelson... my buddy and my business parther. now i truly understand that it is never easy to go into joint ventures with friends. guys give me some time to organise my thoughts well as i knew that i know that i am writing it well... too many things on my mind... sorry....

[Rangers]

I have a hard time trying to avoid the calls and text from my gf sister.. finally i decided to text her...

Me: mei me attached le
gf sis: snowy is it?..
Me: nope someone else.
gf sis: that girl msn whom i deleted from yr laptop that day..
Me: yup
gf sis: i dun believe.

that is the last text to her and i shut my hp after this... was trying to avoid her as i promised my gf that i would keep a distance from her... meantime i am sick again after my shanghai trip.. the fever never seem to goes off and i would always vomit for no reason... especially on the bus or train...

gf: dear better c a doctor..
me: k. your wish is my command.

i agreed and proceed to c another doc after my meeting with the client... went to my favourite GP for advice since she have been c me for the past many years...

[Rangers]

The doc examined me and ask me what is wrong..

Me: i have been having headaches for the past few few mths to abt 1 year plus
doc: hmm.. u have head injuries before...
Me: yup the road accident which happened years ago resulting in head injuries..
doc: it is stated here.. that time i advised u to go for ct scan but u did nt go for the scan i would refer u to one of the neuro specialists there.
Me: k then.

the appt have been fixed for the scan and i decided to go this time.. As a matter of fact.. i have been having headaches for the past 1 year but that time i thought i am tired as i need to take care of my ex at that pt of time. just took pandaol everytime it hurts without doing much abt it. Now i am paying the consequences of it..

[Rangers]

gf: what did the doc said?
me: she told me to go for the ct scan and i agreed.
gf: this time u must go
Me: k...

That day finally arriived for the head scan. it was done and the results are known soon. my worst fear came true...

Doc: there are some blood clots in yr head.
Me: serious..
Doc: dun forget u have serious head injuries b4 due to the accident. y did u stop attending the follow ups after the accidents.
Me: the last report said i am k.. i thought all the blood has flowed out already.
Doc: nt true.. at times for head injuries.. it take some time for it to manifest..
Me: k.. ( i was shocked at that moment...nt knowing how to ans)
Doc: u have came earlier a year ago when u r experiencing the headaches and yr frequent nose bleeding..
Me: i did nt know it is so serious..
Doc: anyway no more drinking and late nites for u. Stay positive. i will give u some medication to let u rest well and to reduce yr blood clots..
Me: am i in any danger now..
Doc: nt at the time being but if it spread to the centre of yr head.. it will be dangerous..
Me: even with medication wun help? what abt head op?
Doc: last resort but head ops are risky... anything to do with head injuries carrries a certain extend of risk.
Me: i understand.

[Rangers]

The next days... as per normal... nose bleeding and gliddness... vomitting.. but i goes on with my routine life... going to work daily... meeting up with brokers and clients... etc... but i know deep in my heart... that i am nt getting better... as advised.. i email my specialist asking to forward the next review date to an earlier date. Meantime my relationship with my gf grow closer everyday... but at the same time i am worried abt how much i can give her........ Dear .. i know that u have been reading these...

My feelings... my innerthoughts..

Leave me as i am a man who dun even know what will happen 2mr.. who cant give u a better 2mr...

If a man loves a woman.. he will NOT allow her to go through any hardships with him.

A woman youth is precious.. dun waste time on me.. nt worth it.

It may be painful for u to let go now.. but it will even be worst if we drag on this relationship even further.

I enjoy every single date with u... will nt forget the memories that we have at ecp... hugging u and strolling along the beach with u.. enjoying the sunset with u.. all these i will remember and our favourite bus stop at the doorstep where u will always accompany me to wait for my bus b4 u go hm.

I have to leave now... my bus is here... though it is packed with people.. i will have to board the bus.. it is late le.. u have go hm and rest...

I will manage the battle alone..( u have already known the medical review)

[Bangster]

Bro Ranger,

are things ok with you? Medically I mean.

Do let us know the details of the review if you are ok with disclosing them, I'm sure the vast database of knowledge and experience bore by the bros and sis here could be something you can rely on or draw upon before making any decision thereafter.

Remember 1 thing though:
You have to take care of your own health before you start to even think about giving your gf a better tomorrow.

[cum_in]

Bro I feel emo after reading you story. Do update us with your condition ok? If doc never said it's the end for you, u cannot give up!

[AhGal31]

Extracts from a Story...


A girl & a boy were holding hands when the boy suddenly asked..

Boy: Do you think I am good-looking?
Girl: No

Boy: Do you wish to live with me?
Girl: No

Boy: Will you cry if i leave u?
Girl: No

Girl starts to cry..Boy pulls her close to him and hug her..Boy kisses her on her lips to stop her from crying..

Girl: You're not good-looking but you are special to me..
Girl: I don't want to live with you, but I live for you..no matter wat happens, I will be by your side..
Girl: If you leave me, I won't cry but I'll die..



I love you dear....Thanks for the sweet memories & moments spent together..

Last 2 days have been a struggle for both of us & u know that I won't let go of this relationship or to leave u to suffer on your own...Pls rem that U will not be a burden to me!!

Please take care of urself & listen to the doctors..not to work so hard & get more rest..

[Berserk]

Bro..

really paiseh.. should not have whacked you that day. Me not good with words sometimes. Paiseh brother.

[HCISB]

:eek:
well take care , just remember what e doc advice stay positive ya ~
letting go on r.s issues is a gd choice whereas u can focus on ur health more.
Rem to go for the check-ups ! and update here :p

[rdytogo]

bro, you really need to take care of yourself.

Get well soon yea?

[Rangers]

bros.. thanks i will take care of myself.

Brother Berserk,

As a leader, at times certain things have to be done in that way. I understand the situation u r in. no worries i am k. dun need to say paiseh.

Warmest Regards
Rangers

[SG.adventure]

Dear Brother Rangers,

Life is unpredictable!

Anyone of us can be well & kicking today and might suddenly be gone by tomorrow…

In life, it is not the quantity but the QUALITY that counts. Live to treasure every moments, your loved ones and live life to the fullest.

There are many people who do not have the opportunity in their life time to meet their Mr/Ms Right! Treasure your new found relationship with your girlfriend. Let her decide what she wants instead of deciding for her.

Be strong & Get well soon.

You can overcome this challenge too!

[terrible ted]

Bro..

really paiseh.. should not have whacked you that day. Me not good with words sometimes. Paiseh brother.

Get a life. You should be ashamed of yourself.

[Berserk]

bros.. thanks i will take care of myself.

Brother Berserk,

As a leader, at times certain things have to be done in that way. I understand the situation u r in. no worries i am k. dun need to say paiseh.

Warmest Regards
Rangers


Kam sia brother for your kind understanding. i owe u one. dun worry i promise you that i will nt jio yr gf sis for a date even if i c her again. but brother she damn chio loh. no hard feelings ah. i know that you are concerned abt her as you treat her as yr mei mei. da sao i will keep a look out for her. yr next medical review i will drive u there if yr brothers cant accompany u there.

[zerofighter]

A touching story.

[AhGal31]

Rangers dar: See..so many people care for you, so u must take good care of urself & dun bother about those people who don't appreciate ur care n concern..NOT worth your effort, okie? :)

Berserk Bro: Thanks so much for taking care of Rangers on Friday nite...Anyway, can sense that you are a nice guy..choose the correct path, k? :)

And lastly, this is for Snowy, if u're still reading this thread..Just wish to clarify 2 things..

1) Rangers did not wanna tell the full story of what happened between u & him when u 2 met up, coz he wanted to keep ur identity & 'occupation' confidential. And in return, he got whacked up to "protect" your well-being.

2) Rangers did delete your hp number, BUT traced back your number & sent u a sms after knowing that your family member is unwell & in hospital. AS A FRIEND..he was just concerned, and I encouraged him to SMS u. So I think u might have misunderstood his intentions.

Anyway, for those who are continuing to read this thread..Rangers' new gf is neither Snowy nor gf sis (as stated in his story earlier) :D

[SG.adventure]

[B]Anyway, for those who are continuing to read this thread..Rangers' new gf is neither Snowy nor gf sis (as stated in his story earlier) :D

Sis AhGal31,

At least 1 good thing happened to Bro Rangers... He found You!

And more great things coming along the way!

Stay strong.

[AhGal31]

Thanks so much for your well wishes :) We will stay strong & never give up!!

Sis AhGal31,

At least 1 good thing happened to Bro Rangers... He found You!

And more great things coming along the way!

Stay strong.

[baby85]

good luck to both of u ..

got time come out for coffee ok ?

seriously i really feel like meeting both 3 of u , rangers & his gf n e newly known brother berserk =)

sincerely deep inside fm my heart , i really salute u guys for e courage u all have ...

anyway , hope got director can make tis into a movie , sure sibei touching n got high viewership de ... :(

take care ^^

[Heath]

wah lan tio con liao

i shed tears over ur story for nothing

yuan lai berserk is ur clone.

everything all fake rite?

[AhGal31]

Thanks :)

As for coffee, probably got to be abit later. Rangers is still kind of weak, not possible to move around too much & too often, needs lot of rest..

Movie? I don't think so..this is part & parcel of Life (& Death)..nothing much to "shout" about..Thanks anyway..


good luck to both of u ..

got time come out for coffee ok ?

seriously i really feel like meeting both 3 of u , rangers & his gf n e newly known brother berserk =)

sincerely deep inside fm my heart , i really salute u guys for e courage u all have ...

anyway , hope got director can make tis into a movie , sure sibei touching n got high viewership de ... :(

take care ^^

[AhGal31]

Fake? Con? Clone? May I know where & who u heard this rumour from? :)

Anyway, U said u got conned..then u asked if all these are fake? If you said u got conned, u shouldn't ask if whatever we said is fake, rite? Means U are not certain that u have been conned or not??

But anyway, Rangers & Berserk are NOT clones, and I am also not a clone of any of them..we are 3 different people :D So probably, u could clarify with the one who started this rumour? :)

wah lan tio con liao

i shed tears over ur story for nothing

yuan lai berserk is ur clone.

everything all fake rite?

[NightWish]

erm.... can anyone explain to me what is the meaning of Schizophrenia ??

[AhGal31]

Just to add on to my earlier post..

We can't control the thoughts of others..so, whether u guys & gers believe the story..will be all up to u to decide..we can't force u..

For Rangers, Berserk & myself, we just wanted to share & contribute a part of our life story to bros & sis who have been reading our posts. Thanks for being so supportive!!

Anyway, I know there have been some "rumours" going around in the forum & chatroom. U all may be wondering why Rangers & I are so free to log on & write our story here when Rangers' health is in danger, rite? Well, life & work still needs to go on for both of us..can't expect him to stay in bed all day, that will only make him more sick..

Just wish to say...I don't really understand why all these "rumours" & "framing" are going on, what's the point??

Lastly, Live life to the fullest & without regrets :)

[Rangers]

Dear..

Forget it. we cant please everyone in the world. Qing zhe zhi qing. It is enough to have u as my gf, now the primary factor is to regain my health and take care of u.. the rest is secondary.

Warmest Regards
Rangers

[zerofighter]

Yo brother rangers

Indeed i agreed with u that your health is more important now. Wishing you a speedy recovery. There will be many bros who will be praying for your speedy recovery! so you r nt alone! Fight on bro! Do do give us a update of your health condition.

God bless

[Ichigo_Kurosaki]

.....Qing zhe zhi qing.....

As I mentioned in Bro Berserk thread, we should have more guys out there like you. Take care and get well soon. :)

[Rangers]

As I mentioned in Bro Berserk thread, we should have more guys out there like you. Take care and get well soon. :)

Thanks bro. Appreciate it. I will be strong. and thanks to bro bangster. Only in bad times.. i can c true friendship.

[Bangster]

aiyoh no need to thank me lah

we are all faceless beings here and I didn't do anything physical/financial to help you, it's only typing some words.

Yeah, let's look forward to the day when you will be better physically and medically so we'll organise a gathering if you are ok with the idea. We can just start off with la-kopi and keng-kai (chitchat), no need go KTV whatsoever.

Easy on health, easy on pockets oso..

[Heath]

Just to add on to my earlier post..

We can't control the thoughts of others..so, whether u guys & gers believe the story..will be all up to u to decide..we can't force u..

For Rangers, Berserk & myself, we just wanted to share & contribute a part of our life story to bros & sis who have been reading our posts. Thanks for being so supportive!!

Anyway, I know there have been some "rumours" going around in the forum & chatroom. U all may be wondering why Rangers & I are so free to log on & write our story here when Rangers' health is in danger, rite? Well, life & work still needs to go on for both of us..can't expect him to stay in bed all day, that will only make him more sick..

Just wish to say...I don't really understand why all these "rumours" & "framing" are going on, what's the point??

Lastly, Live life to the fullest & without regrets :)


I went through Berserk's post history and it raises alot of doubts :o

[Bangster]

Erm, I think this is not a thread for anyone to act smart.

Don't like it, or you have serious doubts about it, ok fine, dont read it.

Kiang jo hoh, mai ghay kiang

No need to try to "sake siew siew, bahn doi biew" (know alittle, become leader)

[rh8611]

bro Rangers, ur story is very touching.. i sincerely hope u get well soon. take care.

[Brickess]

Very touching life story you have =)

Get well soon.

[user82]

Get well soon. A very respected person.

[intoxciply]

thumbs up for u, stay strong bro!

[seronok]

been reading this story from page 1 to 17 from 300am to 430am. worth every sleepless minute. =)

this will confirm be a best seller if ever it be made into a book =)

To bro ranger and ahgal 31, may you have a good future ahead of you. =)

[shijia82]

Ranger, My deepest condolences to you and ur ex-gf. It touched my heart and tears just flows down. Thanks for sharing a great story and i will be camping here for more updates.
U thought me 1 thing, Love like there is no tomorrow!

Please get ur health back in shape!
:D