Just Rabbling Again

[Zetyalpha]

Yeah, so I'm a born and bred Singaporean here. Idk, just have to type shit again. So I'm in my early 40s now. Tasted overseas life from my failed education venture. It is/was good.

Due to a combination of family and interpersonal factors. I don't feel very satisfied, let alone fulfilled in anyway. Actually, last yr I tried to take my own life as I kept asking my mentally invalid mother to let me go again for another education venture. Been asking for the last 6 yrs + coming to 7.

Despair is the word to describe how i felt. Luckily I didn't get charged. My plan now is to wait till early 2025. Raised enough money to sue that fucking foreign born mentally invalid mother of mine. Whom my brothers and I tolerated her emotionally unavailability for decades. Even both of my elder brothers have left almost 20 years now. I'm the dumb one who hoping and ignoring all the fucking red flags.

idk, just lost. I don't wanna end up clearing plates or be an fucking toilet cleaner at my 50s or later. Don't even have enough $ in my CPF to retire semi decently.

Life in SG is just harsh, m8. Just disappointed in most aspects of life as i am typing this. :confused: C'est la vie

[larue]

Go to IMH for treatment, or follow up, if you have already been there.

[Zetyalpha]

Go to IMH for treatment, or follow up, if you have already been there.

Arh, my forever friend. I'm going IMH later. Which ward are your mother and you are located at? :D Says the person who kept responding to each of my post.

Take a look at the mirror. https://sammyboyforum.fun/showpost.php?p=22447912&postcount=2

[Bbtt332023]

U tried to take your life because your mother don't let you go for an education venture? How is she stopping you?

[sexcision]

Seriously, early 40s and still need your mum permission to go oversea study? U need her money?

[Boyboii123]

u're 40, u can do whatever man. try considering go to Bali for a month and see what happens.

[hsaqwerty]

Yeah, so I'm a born and bred Singaporean here. Idk, just have to type shit again. So I'm in my early 40s now. Tasted overseas life from my failed education venture. It is/was good.

Due to a combination of family and interpersonal factors. I don't feel very satisfied, let alone fulfilled in anyway. Actually, last yr I tried to take my own life as I kept asking my mentally invalid mother to let me go again for another education venture. Been asking for the last 6 yrs + coming to 7.

Despair is the word to describe how i felt. Luckily I didn't get charged. My plan now is to wait till early 2025. Raised enough money to sue that fucking foreign born mentally invalid mother of mine. Whom my brothers and I tolerated her emotionally unavailability for decades. Even both of my elder brothers have left almost 20 years now. I'm the dumb one who hoping and ignoring all the fucking red flags.

idk, just lost. I don't wanna end up clearing plates or be an fucking toilet cleaner at my 50s or later. Don't even have enough $ in my CPF to retire semi decently.

Life in SG is just harsh, m8. Just disappointed in most aspects of life as i am typing this. :confused: C'est la vie

agree with the life in sg is harsh but not sure about the details of your mom though so i cannot agree or disagree with your points

[guydot]

living in SG is hard, but one way or another you gotta make a move.

[Boobseeker]

Yeah, so I'm a born and bred Singaporean here. Idk, just have to type shit again. So I'm in my early 40s now. Tasted overseas life from my failed education venture. It is/was good.

Due to a combination of family and interpersonal factors. I don't feel very satisfied, let alone fulfilled in anyway. Actually, last yr I tried to take my own life as I kept asking my mentally invalid mother to let me go again for another education venture. Been asking for the last 6 yrs + coming to 7.

Despair is the word to describe how i felt. Luckily I didn't get charged. My plan now is to wait till early 2025. Raised enough money to sue that fucking foreign born mentally invalid mother of mine. Whom my brothers and I tolerated her emotionally unavailability for decades. Even both of my elder brothers have left almost 20 years now. I'm the dumb one who hoping and ignoring all the fucking red flags.

idk, just lost. I don't wanna end up clearing plates or be an fucking toilet cleaner at my 50s or later. Don't even have enough $ in my CPF to retire semi decently.

Life in SG is just harsh, m8. Just disappointed in most aspects of life as i am typing this. :confused: C'est la vie

wait. if i read correctly u are 40 plus and living on mom's money ?

[alan0338]

should have ended your own life, waste of 40 over years :D :D :D

[Zetyalpha]

should have ended your own life, waste of 40 over years :D :D :D

Hahaha! Call me a self loafing Singaporean. Would you like to join me? I would make it painless for you. A Boomer like you are dime a dozen here. One lesser, we would be approaching world peace.:D

[omnia7]

wait. if i read correctly u are 40 plus and living on mom's money ?

wah this is very sad...

[mickeymouse2014]

what's the reason again for not moving out? or take some necessary actions for ur life?

[linabubbles]

Yeah, so I'm a born and bred Singaporean here. Idk, just have to type shit again. So I'm in my early 40s now. Tasted overseas life from my failed education venture. It is/was good.

Due to a combination of family and interpersonal factors. I don't feel very satisfied, let alone fulfilled in anyway. Actually, last yr I tried to take my own life as I kept asking my mentally invalid mother to let me go again for another education venture. Been asking for the last 6 yrs + coming to 7.

Despair is the word to describe how i felt. Luckily I didn't get charged. My plan now is to wait till early 2025. Raised enough money to sue that fucking foreign born mentally invalid mother of mine. Whom my brothers and I tolerated her emotionally unavailability for decades. Even both of my elder brothers have left almost 20 years now. I'm the dumb one who hoping and ignoring all the fucking red flags.

idk, just lost. I don't wanna end up clearing plates or be an fucking toilet cleaner at my 50s or later. Don't even have enough $ in my CPF to retire semi decently.

Life in SG is just harsh, m8. Just disappointed in most aspects of life as i am typing this. :confused: C'est la vie

go for counselling?

[Zetyalpha]

go for counselling?

When u have a narc/ cluster B woman as a mother, as an adult offspring including 2 of my brothers. We just have to wait for her to die.

This person grew up without her biological father. In the western world, she will end up as a single mother, period. This type of case are well documented in the west with peer to peer reviewed journals. The damage caused is beyond counselling can help. Counselors are in for the buck, not real support social network.

[Zetyalpha]

u're 40, u can do whatever man. try considering go to Bali for a month and see what happens.

Been to lots of places, m8. Eg: Finland, Paris, Australia. Fuck till I'm sore. Pussy is not a 1 size fits all to all problems.

[linabubbles]

When u have a narc/ cluster B woman as a mother, as an adult offspring including 2 of my brothers. We just have to wait for her to die.

This person grew up without her biological father. In the western world, she will end up as a single mother, period. This type of case are well documented in the west with peer to peer reviewed journals. The damage caused is beyond counselling can help. Counselors are in for the buck, not real support social network.



I am so sorry to hear of this. My prev comment sounds rather simplistic

[Zetyalpha]

I am so sorry to hear of this. My prev comment sounds rather simplistic

You're alright. i presumed you're from the the younger gen? Under 35? Coz you sound more empathetic. No offense taken. Have a good one. Quite common for mid aged men here with no real support. Taxi drivers are 1 example. Heard many stories.

Btw, Bali is stuffed with Aussie Bogans. It's the equivalent to Singaporeans' JB