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hi all, first time posting here, just got the temptation to post my life's stories here. but would just like to make it clear first, i'm not good with juicy sex details and i dont think i will be including detailed love-making etc in my stories.. its more of just a confession i guess for myself.

and english might not be that well, im more used to writing stuff in chinese ((:

hope ya all like what ill be writing.

just a little note before i go on.. i think most of us has got a double life, whether good or bad. and sometimes, one simple mistake can really change everything. thus.. hope everyone here cherish life and look at everything clearly before deciding on anything. dont do anything thats gonna make u regret when you look back years later.. ((:

first part coming up soon... (gotta fix dinner soon since SO coming back anytime... so might be abit later... >__<)

Re: my double life.

before i begin.. just want to make myself clear... im not into FL and neither am i looking for a FB, i've a perfect boyfriend that loves me and whom i loves deeply ((: am sharing here only because its kinda my dream to write a book (my dream's to become a writer, laugh if u think its funny but.. at least im sharing!), and i thought its good to begin here.. pardon the english tho since im writing like casually over here. ;)

whoever interested to get my e-book do pm me. hahaha!

i was never the innocent simple girl next door, not that i ever remembered being one anyway. i don't mean i'm a sex-crazed addict or something like that, but just different from those around my age since i was young. i always remembered living a double life.

had pretty much a decent education and studied in a mix school, had my fair share of school girl crush and so on. during my sec school days, irc was still a big hit and we had our own school channel. almost all of my friends was irc-ing and somehow, i started too. simple chatting and talk cock sing song in our own school channel, bla-bla-ing. to me its just a normal after-school hobby. when i first began irc-ing i didnt even know there was a #sex channel.

curiousity kinda killed the cat when i started exploring. going into the teens channel and so on after our school channel slowly died down. (due to the fact we're still in lower sec, school life is pretty boring and i dont remember mapling yet during those times, so night is always completed with msn-chatting and irc-ing. neither do i have a boyfriend at that time, so chatting with strangers seems fun, i dont leave my contacts and so on, just hi bye go offline.)

on 23th nov 02 (dunno why i remembered it so clearly either), i was as usual chatting with this guy named shawn in the teens channel, and he was 16, older than me (i think?), just the usual chatting and so on.. and i was quite smitten by the way he talks and blablabla... usual school girl, get smitten by anyone that knows how to sweettalk. so... we exchanged contact. the first time i exchanged contact with someone online. we'd sms each other in school, and i remembered once i was so happy when i got his msg that i daydream and break a test tube! now looking back.. hes the typical school boy, a part time model, has the height (hes abt 187 i think? and during those times, i had a thing for tall guys.), and of course, know how to sweet talk with a decent command of english. bleaghx.

we flirted and joked with each other, but never meet up. reason being? i dont know either.. probably just timing forever not right for us. once we were supposed to meet up and i had to go elsewhere suddenly. so.. things continued. he taught me phonesex (which at first i was ultra uncomfortable with and eventually got used to it because of him), and we'd go through the same old thing almost everynight. at first it was exciting, like hiding behind my parents and trying to keep my volume soft and so on, but soon it became boring. a new school year was gonna start, and my dec holidays was filled with much more exciting stuff like going out with friends and etc. of course i was still very much 'in love' with shawn. till one night somewhere in march, he called me as usual and instead of my name, he called another name instead. still remember... nancy. (what a yuckie name!)

so i was making a hell lot of noise about that, with him insisting its only a classmate blablabla... and that night ended in phonesex again. to me it was becoming just a routine, like trying to pleasure him since i wasnt ready for anything more. the moaning, sometimes i even fake it, doing nothing at all. or perhaps sometimes he is faking his side too, who knows?

until march 03, 03, (remembered the dates well cause its 030303, and also our '100th' day supposedly.), we just suddenly decided not to contact each other. i was in the sci lab doing some silly experiment when i saw his sms saying that he is in love with someone else, and feel we shouldnt contact each other anymore. i didnt bother to reply, and continue going on to mix the stupid chemicals. my experiment failed that day with some horrible scolding from the teacher. muahaha.

things didnt end for shawn and me... not just on 03,03,03 anyway...

shall continue later ((: please do give comments!

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My friend, it is not easy to live a double life especially when you want to be wild outside and have to be a 乖乖 at home. I am a married man and thanks to the availability of afternoon/evening drinking, I having been living like this for the last few years. I can drink and meet up with girls in the afternoon/evening for real wild time. Once i changed into my working clothes and go home, I am the good husband/father in the night. Life is just total different day and night.

Hope to hear of your story.

Re: my double life.

Thanks for sharing your life stories. More, please.

Re: my double life.

An interesting topic. Please carry on.

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[QUOTE=Bluebullet;4487117]My friend, it is not easy to live a double life especially when you want to be wild outside and have to be a 乖乖 at home.......QUOTE]

im not exactly being a guai guai at home.. double life for me doesnt really refers to fucking around outside.. its more of what im doing outside even up till now that my family doesnt know.

i wldnt want them to know, not wanting to hurt them..

due to fact im still under moderation i think my post will appear later... =p so will tryna update soon. hees. (:

to bluebullet : 如果真的要玩，就要懂得回家的路。

Re: my double life.

nice story coming... building my tentage now...:D

Re: my double life.

The title capture my attention but kind of disappointed with the start up. At least start the story till somewhere leh!

Re: my double life.

good start and like the title, want to read more:mad::mad:

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can't wait to read the 2 faces story. :cool:

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camping here for more updates. thanks :D

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We waltz thru life wearing numerous hats. Its more than double lifes that we are leading. Nevertheless we are still interested to learn how to live that life.

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Quote:

Originally Posted by Fire Ball (Post 4488532)

The title capture my attention but kind of disappointed with the start up. At least start the story till somewhere leh!

sorry didnt know it take so long for posts to appear since im under moderation. once im outta this zone ill post more frequently. but do pardon me if i take some time, since ive other stuff to handle to as well. ((:

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Hope bro will continue his story soon.

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Its like Duo citizenship! :p