Perennial guilt
 

Hi,

It's been almost two months after my first visit to an fl. The guilt is still overwhelming, a transgression of the soul comparable to that of a murderer's ineradicable sin. What if my future gf judge me? Going to university soon.. will it hinder my ability to socialise, etc.

Boss' advice would be: like a virgin solider on the frontlines, just kill more enemies, after a while one will get used to it.

And the more hoots you give about girls, the chances of you getting them are lower.

There's also the higher philosophical view that this world of samsara is absolutely wretched, and lovers that reproduce to perpetuate this divine comedy of existence once more are the traitors who prevent the end of the unprofitable business called life in general..

HPV takes around 8 months to show up.. there's no test for it (males at least). but there's the assurance that most cases heal within 2 years.

Just want to vent out. Apologise in advance.

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ffs...fucking a FL isnt a sin..

and i dont understand... it is not like you have a gf now and have been unfaithful... so what is the guilt part about? towards your future gf???? in this century...your future GF would probably have had more sex partner than u have

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I think last century already have such women, lol

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Its a transaction, you pay her money for her services full stop....

Don't think so much and affect your studies....

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Simple, tell your parents you want to be ordain as a monk. Then enter monkhood and all your problems will be solved.

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Monks fuck around too.

http://www.lowellsun.com/ci_23021222...rce=rss_viewed

Sex tape roils Cambodian community
Outrage over video of monk, woman involved in disputed temple project

Re: Perennial guilt
 

mate.. i see you have edited your post
we know u are turning to the forum for solace.. but really.. there are more important things in life to do or worry about..
you will do fine.. stop worrying..

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Perhaps you can think of it this way:

Every time you feel inferior or guilty/shy to socialize, just remember that you got naked and had sex with a complete stranger.. if you can do that, nothing in this world will make you feel inferior or guilty/shy because not every guy is able to do so.. you're one of a kind!!

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lol seriously wtf...

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that... is the cause of his worries and guilt feeling

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He is not feeling shy, he just feel guilty if he can answer his future GF, if he don't tell, how his GF know correct right?

If you don't think so much into it, it will not distract his studies

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did u read my post correctly? when did i say he was feeling shy??:confused:

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Hi all,

Thank you your replies. I certainty feel better now. Think we shouldn't take everything in life too seriously. Once again, thanks!

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No la, just agreeing with you

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Chill man, remember just to enjoy yourself