When an FL become a

[Fl2lover]

As gals say, guys can always have sex without love where most gals find the 2 to be inseperable. I guess it is true to a certain extent for me. In my younger days, sex was just sex whether it was with someone you loved or just for deriving the pure physical pleasure and experimenting to see what kinds of different pleasures there are out there. But as time pass and age catches up, I soon find myself not being able to do that anymore.

I am your typical guy that is in the mid 30s being locked in a marriage with kids. The marriage was one that i knew from day one to be a mistake but found myself not having the heart to break it off and hurt my wife. Without revealing too much, it has been basically a marriage without love, tenderness and yes.... Without love making for a number of years. Sure there was the intermittent sex just to get rid of urges once in a couple of months but it was just a quickie and none of the befores and afters tht comes with making love. This situation left me yearning for the sweet feeling of love, to hold someones hand, to hug, kiss and make love to because you cant stop thinking about them and want to be as close with them to become one.

But love is often an ugly business. Ugly business i tell you. It can bring you to the high cloud 7 in heaven and it can also torment you with suffreing worse than the burning puts of hell as i have come to learn.

It all started when i got to know this website and saw all the delicious temptations available to satisfy the lack of sex for me. Eventually, i gave in to that temptation and tried a gal from an okt. She was pretty i guess and young, everything that should get me rock hard and fuck her brains out again and again. But strangely, it didnt turn out that way and we can leave it at me not being able to perform. I first guessed it was due to anxiety trying an fl the first time or the use of condoms which i have not used for a long time. A second and third fl later, the results was the same.

[Fl2lover]

Just as i was about to give up the whole fl scene, i decided to try one last time with a gal whose description was something that looked everything normal but stressed her cuteness. When we met, i felt a strange connection that i never had with the few before. The session was a total mind blowing experience and boy did i perform.

When i slipped my hand over hers, our fingers wrapped around each other which was rather rare from my limited fl experience. When we kissed, it was soft, tender and ... It was just different from the rest. Most of all, when i wrapped my arms around her, she instinctive responded to hold be back in a way which words just cannot describe. It was a warm loving feeling that i had missed so much. The way we made love was slow, sensual and perfect timing in every stroke, every thrust. The way we fit together was nothing short of perfection. As i slid in her, she stretched to the limit to recieve me and when i pressed into her all the way, i could feel myself hitting the end of her love tunnel leaving no space what so ever between us. At the end of the intense love making, i came with such desperate and uncontrollable urge.

Before i left, she asked me if she would be seeing me again and i told her she can bet her life on it. indeed we soon met again for another session barely a few days later and it was as unbelievable as before. Even though i didnt cum due to tiredness from work, it was still wonderful for me as there was just something about me and her that clicked. So this time i asked her if she would like to have dinner sometime and surprisingly she agreed.

A few days later, we met for dinner. She didnt want to meet at first coz she was on code red, but it didnt matter to me coz it was her that i wanted to see and not just for sex. We had a wondeful time and I found out she was going to quit fl. She was going to pursue a normal job and it just so happened that my professional expertise could help her so i offered tmy tutoring services to prepare her. She was a wonderful gal who had some tuff early years and so when i heard she wanted to move on, i was only too glad to be of help so she wont have to expose herself to the risks of working as an fl.

[Fl2lover]

I know she has a bf and that they had been together for sometime. I can tell she loves him but the question becomes what then of me. It didnt matter to me coz i guess its only fair since i too am with someone. Besides, i'm not one of those old fuddy duddies when it comes to relationships. What she has with him is between him and her. Whats important to me is how i feel about her and how she feels about me.

As people say, unfortunate things often happen we you are lost in happiness. She had quit fl and wanted to move on but something did happened and she needed to raise a significant sum of money in a very short time. The amount was beyond me to give but i was prepared to take a loan to help her. But she refused and insisted to settle it by her own means. She started working fl again and it really saddened me deeply. I had wanted to help her move on and keep her safe in everyway i can but i just wasnt rich enough to do that. It wasnt that i wanted to make her exclusively mine or something but i wanted to spare her the risks she would have to take again doing fl. I know many of you may think its all bullshit and i just wanna get laid but it isnt. She is special to me as she has given me back that feeling of being in love in ways i cannot even begin to describe. Now she has settled the sum she had to raise but unfortunately again, the new job was taking a set back needing more time before she can start. (mainly my fault for not being a good tutor). So shes continuing to work fl so she could support herself and didnt have to depend on me. Not that she could since like I said I wasn't that rich.

Now all i can do is to worry about her and do my best to take care of her, fetch her home after she's done working when ever i can just to make sure she gets home safe. And thats about all i can do i guess, to be there for her. We still make love but to me now it has become somewhat complicated. After she quit, we made love as lovers. As she was still without job, i gave her money when she needed it to make ends meet. so it was completely apart from and had nothing to do with sex. Now she's working, i just dunno know what i should do anymore. Sometimes i would meet her during her working hrs and made real love to her. But I'm not sure whether at those times should I give her money. If I did, I could come off as treating her like an fl which I'd never. If I didn't I was worried if she was expecting to receive it and think I'm just out for a free fuck. I kinda decided that since I'm taking up her working hrs, I should at least compensate her for loss income so I gave her much more than her rate so that it doesnt feel like a customer paying. But i never really know if shes happy with that arrangement. I know i'm uncomfortable because for the times that i do give her money, no matter the reason i deem it to be, it still feels wrong. I'm no cheapskate trying to get a free fuck but it just so goes against the idea that we are supposedly lovers.

Ever since she started working fl again, she seemed to distance from me and i couldnt help being down. I had moments late at night thinking about us and sometimes it drives me nuts. I even begin to question if she does have feelings for me, what am I to her, what does she expect or want from me and most importantly, what is it I can give to her. No answers come to mind. I have come to care so much for her that it no longer mattered what we can have together be love, lust or whatever. The only conclusion i keep coming back to is that all i can do is to be there for her when she needs me and support her in whatever she does. Let things go their natural course to the end. In time i guess it would be best that she find someone who could be everything for her. I would wish nothing but happiness for her.

Anyone here with comments, advise or anything, I'd be most glad to hear.

[RealEstateGuy]

As gals say, guys can always have sex without love where most gals find the 2 to be inseperable. I guess it is true to a certain extent for me. In my younger days, sex was just sex whether it was with someone you loved or just for deriving the pure physical pleasure and experimenting to see what kinds of different pleasures there are out there. But as time pass and age catches up, I soon find myself not being able to do that anymore.

I am your typical guy that is in the mid 30s being locked in a marriage with kids. The marriage was one that i knew from day one to be a mistake but found myself not having the heart to break it off and hurt my wife. Without revealing too much, it has been basically a marriage without love, tenderness and yes.... Without love making for a number of years. Sure there was the intermittent sex just to get rid of urges once in a couple of months but it was just a quickie and none of the befores and afters tht comes with making love. This situation left me yearning for the sweet feeling of love, to hold someones hand, to hug, kiss and make love to because you cant stop thinking about them and want to be as close with them to become one.

But love is often an ugly business. Ugly business i tell you. It can bring you to the high cloud 7 in heaven and it can also torment you with suffreing worse than the burning puts of hell as i have come to learn.

It all started when i got to know this website and saw all the delicious temptations available to satisfy the lack of sex for me. Eventually, i gave in to that temptation and tried a gal from an okt. She was pretty i guess and young, everything that should get me rock hard and fuck her brains out again and again. But strangely, it didnt turn out that way and we can leave it at me not being able to perform. I first guessed it was due to anxiety trying an fl the first time or the use of condoms which i have not used for a long time. A second and third fl later, the results was the same.

Brother, you are missing two elements. Intimacy which is different than sex. And you are missing sex. BTW you seem pretty mixed up. Have you considered counseling along with your wife? I mean you two should go together. The last thing we need is a divorced couple as this is hurtful to SG society.

[sammyboyfor]

Anyone here with comments, advise or anything, I'd be most glad to hear.

Should be "advice". "Advise" is a verb.

I have a comment.... you're a moron. :rolleyes:

[inlaw]

TS, if you know someone is FL, leave her as FL, dont try to change anything .. :D

[Ken79]

While the flame is strong for the both of you - just enjoy the sex and company.
Keep out the KC.

[sytloverr]

TS, it's true what they say.
ultimately you might've been a momentary bright spark in a her life, and she to yours.
but those who've chosen to walk this FL/WL line.
will continue to do so, irrespective of what you think you/she feels.

enjoy the spark. be thankful you've given that to her.
move on.

[PabloEscobar]

She was going to pursue a normal job and it just so happened that my professional expertise could help her so i offered tmy tutoring services to prepare her.

There we go again, kee chiu those who have heard this line.

I have heard this line probably a million times, first she will say i want a normal job, next she will say i need money to study.

[Mr Nooky]

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My 2 humble cents to you bro: Don't fall into it, you have a family to take care. Have fun but be responsible.

[Fl2lover]

To all that have posted replies, a sincere thanks. Yes, i know i'm a moron. Yes i'm certainly mixed up, and yes i will not forget my duty to the family.

I'm certainly no saint trying to convert all fls here and deny bros their pleasures. In her case, she initiated her quitting and I'm just helping her. Her quitting is clearly something she wanted then as it was evidenced with actions and not mere words. Now that shes back, I'm not forcing her to quit either. Its all her choice and that is all.

I guess you bros are right, had fun, move on. But what i'm moving on from is fls. Retiring from the fl scene. As for her, i guess i will not give her money anymore since shes probably making more than me now. If she is gonna stick around, well then I guess I'll have my answers then. If not, like bro said, it was one heck of a bright spark in life. One so bright it will forever leave a burn mark behind.

But this is a damn good site with tons of interesting stuff so still gonna be an active camper here.:)

[joscklee]

Hey Bro,

Don't b another victim, never fall in love with FL. I have a good friend in deep s**t now..

[Fl2lover]

Drank too much. Down. I guess its over. Its like i've always tried to keep open about her working but i guess + the bf its just too much. Its like weekends for the bf is something i cannot complainn since he is after all her bf. Weekdays is always cusyomers so where does it leavetime for me? None i guess.

[Fl2lover]

I guess bros here are right in a way. Falling for a fl is never a good thing. Even if you can set aside everything eles about hre past, what about the rpresent? What kinfda of guy doenst mind his gal being used by other men? If he doesnt mind it ony mean he dont love her or he must be a Fiking stupfock son og botch. Probbably got a syphillis infection that gone up brain. Hahhahaha.

Fed up with work, fed up with life.

[alan0338]

dun worry TS, will be over in no time :D

[ThaiBeautiful]

Never fall for a FL..

You're just coming out to play, to try variety.
Fuck and Forget! that's the golden rule.

[Gunbladers]

I guess bros here are right in a way. Falling for a fl is never a good thing. Even if you can set aside everything eles about hre past, what about the rpresent? What kinfda of guy doenst mind his gal being used by other men? If he doesnt mind it ony mean he dont love her or he must be a Fiking stupfock son og botch. Probbably got a syphillis infection that gone up brain. Hahhahaha.

Fed up with work, fed up with life.

Agreed with what u say

[mikobiko]

The possibility of an FL going straight is slim, especially if she has been in the line too long. It is easier money and though it may be demoralising or morally painful, she will always be tempted to go back just to earn a quick buck. There may be some who decide to turn over a new leaf and start a new life, but their past will inevitably return to haunt them.

[lightningcobra]

Never fall for a FL..

You're just coming out to play, to try variety.
Fuck and Forget! that's the golden rule.

Totally agree with this statement. :)

[ATAP]

I guess bros here are right in a way. Falling for a fl is never a good thing. Even if you can set aside everything eles about hre past, what about the rpresent? What kinfda of guy doenst mind his gal being used by other men? If he doesnt mind it ony mean he dont love her or he must be a Fiking stupfock son og botch. Probbably got a syphillis infection that gone up brain. Hahhahaha.

Fed up with work, fed up with life.

At least you got your sweet memories.

Cheers

[joew2005]

hello Fl2lover,don't contact her nor see her anymore.
go look 4 other gals 2 release yr urge.
it's 4 yr own good tat u keep away fr her.

[Fl2lover]

hello Fl2lover,don't contact her nor see her anymore.
go look 4 other gals 2 release yr urge.
it's 4 yr own good tat u keep away fr her.

Thanks bro for the advice. Had the same intent actually. She's been away for holiday and i thought it would be a good opportunity to stop initiating contact with her. So far in this relationship it has always been me who calls or sms first, i guess it kinda says alot and i need to stop it. If after she comes back she doesnt call anymore... Well, i guess thats that.

Had a last night with her before she left. Booked her as i wanted to hold her in my arms one more time to remember. At first we just hugged in bed as i wanted. Didnt really wanted sex coz i guess it would be like just another customer. She kept teasing and eventually i caved. But all in all, it will be a wonderful memory should it be the last. Before she left the car that night she said something i dreaded to hear. I had somewhat expected but hoped she would ask. Oh well. We'll know in a few weeks.

Thanks to all bros who posted as well.

[joew2005]

hello Fl2lover,as wat u said tat "it has always been u who calls or sms 1st".
therefore, help yrself by deleting all her contacts .... her contact number, her sms & etc ... immediately.

[Gaofar]

Bro TS, I was in the same situation as you before. But without filling out this space with all my life history, I'll just give you my summarization of what I think about of all the events that I have experienced it..

Just forget it..

Seriously, it's so easy to say but not easy to do, especially when you found that someone whom really connects to you in ways that you don't even quite believe yourself.

Not to mention that married woman who's sitting around at home who sees you like air / transparent, do not like to enjoy sex anymore and even a mere kissing in public are frustratingly refused. Not at all the same when the two of you probably had so much fun before marriage..

These two most important factors are enough to drive you nuts, resulting in overly obsessive, undue care and attention to your new-found-angel, due to the "water-dam" build up, courtesy of your wife..

But after all the things that happened, now that I reflected back, I should have just walk away and don't look back after the "angel-experience" starts to fade.. If the feeling is still good, enjoy while it lasts.. But the moment it fades, time to end it amicably and knowing that you cannot go thru with these kind of turmoils in your life..

What you have experienced with your "angel" and the state of your wife are two separate issues. Do not let one affects the other when you are handling the situations. Be clear and be strong in your heart when making decisions. Do not falter..

If you need further advice I'll be glad to help you out whenever I can.

Cheers and regards.

[yeehaa]

TS!

I share the same stuffs as you.. Well, my ex lover wanted to support her sister for studies..

And bla bla bla.. thank god i pulled out early

And bro, leave the loving for others and fucking to ourselves.

We make our little bro happy but dont let it hurt Mother Heart!

[simonlee40]

bro OP...

thankfully got yours thread... my first time booked a lady today... and i was feeling so complicated... she gave me her number.. i gave her mine..
looking at her.. i also feel like protecting her... try to turn her straight... :(

guess we are all humans afterall...

my advise to u... is to ..take a step back and see clearly...

we are not u.. we cannot see what is really going on.. but we can only ask u to step a big step back, and see clearly for yourself where is this leading to. got any future? got any flower blossom possibility? Cheers!

[Fl2lover]

Bro TS, I was in the same situation as you before. But without filling out this space with all my life history, I'll just give you my summarization of what I think about of all the events that I have experienced it..

Just forget it..

Seriously, it's so easy to say but not easy to do, especially when you found that someone whom really connects to you in ways that you don't even quite believe yourself.

Not to mention that married woman who's sitting around at home who sees you like air / transparent, do not like to enjoy sex anymore and even a mere kissing in public are frustratingly refused. Not at all the same when the two of you probably had so much fun before marriage..

These two most important factors are enough to drive you nuts, resulting in overly obsessive, undue care and attention to your new-found-angel, due to the "water-dam" build up, courtesy of your wife..

But after all the things that happened, now that I reflected back, I should have just walk away and don't look back after the "angel-experience" starts to fade.. If the feeling is still good, enjoy while it lasts.. But the moment it fades, time to end it amicably and knowing that you cannot go thru with these kind of turmoils in your life..

What you have experienced with your "angel" and the state of your wife are two separate issues. Do not let one affects the other when you are handling the situations. Be clear and be strong in your heart when making decisions. Do not falter..

If you need further advice I'll be glad to help you out whenever I can.

Cheers and regards.

Thanks bro. From what you say, i can tell you experienced all that first hand. Just wondering how your angel experience ended? If you wanna share that is. I fully understand if it is something you just wanna put behind you. Before this gal, i another lover. That one really cut so deep that it is a memory i bury deep under. Somehow i guess i saw alot of similar traits in both. Both had a tuff life and both are very independent gals who accepts no sympathy or charity.

It really makes me wonder if its gonna take as deep a cut for this gal now to inflict on me before the heart dies.

[Fl2lover]

bro OP...

thankfully got yours thread... my first time booked a lady today... and i was feeling so complicated... she gave me her number.. i gave her mine..
looking at her.. i also feel like protecting her... try to turn her straight... :(

guess we are all humans afterall...

my advise to u... is to ..take a step back and see clearly...

we are not u.. we cannot see what is really going on.. but we can only ask u to step a big step back, and see clearly for yourself where is this leading to. got any future? got any flower blossom possibility? Cheers!

Bro simon, like i said in earlier post, i never intended to "save" any fl coz its like bros here say, its their choice what they do. Rarely is there a case of absolute no choice. Especially i know my own limits financially. But you are right. I am a sucker for hard luck cases.

My gal was different becoz she quit on her own accord before i stepped in to give my assistance in terms of knowledge. Monetary wise she never asked and it was my own accord to give.

Looks like you could be in a similar case as me so becareful too bro. Dont offer to "rescue" her. When they are really ready to quit fl they will on their own and that i think is the only way it will last. If you have to persuade her to quit, tat means shes not done fl-ing yet and there will always be a remaining temptation for her to go back.

[scir]

fls....wls.....they are only humans too......

[Fl2lover]

fls....wls.....they are only humans too......

Couldnt agree more. They do fl for different reasons and will ultimately stop for different reasons as well. Even when they are still doing fl it also doesnt mean they cannot actually like someone beyond a customer relationship. Just that the chances are slim and very difficult to tell if it is genuine.

So I guess its just a wait n see situation and let things happen naturally for my case.

[niceboyatsg]

Fl can only be good as display set.
It won't work into a relationship.

[lovemachine]

ts i have been thro this before and my take is a bit different, you allready have a family, if this is a short stint, go for it, but dun fall for it. after life is short. whether real or not, you do have this deep feelings and when we are old, all these will become memories.

for anyone, wl or not, people come and go in and out of your life. even for decent girls, you will meet a few of them in your lives and thro the exchanges, outings and smses, you will feel a strong feeling for them and if things do nt work out, you move on too.

for wl, the difference is you have the sex right in the first place in the human relation equation, so it will feel more intense. but with more of these experiences, the subsequent feelings will not be as strong as you become more seasoned.

but please take care of your family first. and enjoy your romance while you can, as long as you dont get kc too badly (whether you can kc or not is a matter of affordability), as long as you enjoy it, think of it as a life experience as long as it doesnt consume you. after all, all things in life comes with a cost, as long as its a cost you can afford - my take is - why not?

[Fl2lover]

ts i have been thro this before and my take is a bit different, you allready have a family, if this is a short stint, go for it, but dun fall for it. after life is short. whether real or not, you do have this deep feelings and when we are old, all these will become memories.

for anyone, wl or not, people come and go in and out of your life. even for decent girls, you will meet a few of them in your lives and thro the exchanges, outings and smses, you will feel a strong feeling for them and if things do nt work out, you move on too.

for wl, the difference is you have the sex right in the first place in the human relation equation, so it will feel more intense. but with more of these experiences, the subsequent feelings will not be as strong as you become more seasoned.

but please take care of your family first. and enjoy your romance while you can, as long as you dont get kc too badly (whether you can kc or not is a matter of affordability), as long as you enjoy it, think of it as a life experience as long as it doesnt consume you. after all, all things in life comes with a cost, as long as its a cost you can afford - my take is - why not?

Couldnt have said it any better bro. Life is a Journey where u get to experience many different thing and memories of all that is ultimately what makes us who we are.

Absolutely agree with your take on the difference in relationships with fls. In my previous lover case, we started as co workers, then as friends then gradually when the affection was so intense then we made love. When it builds up that way, you never doubt the reason for the sex because you know it is because you really want each other.

With my current gal, because we started with sex first as customer n fl, as time and relationship progress, whenever we do it, it always linger in my mind if to her i am a customer whom she have to have sex with or someone she really wants to make love to.
Thats why recently i have been keeping some distance between us because if it is the former, i really dont want to have sex anymore and add to her buren. If it is the latter, then she will come seek me on her own accord.

I dont know if this is the best way to tell if she really have feelings for me but i really cant think of a better way already. And not knowing what she really thinks of me is killing me insdie.

[Fl2lover]

After seeing bro lovemachine's post i decided to check out his thread and i must say i understand now how is it that i can so relate to his post. Regretted not having read it earlier or i may have had a better idea of how to manage this relationship all this while.

So anyone with similar prob checking out this thread, for your own sake, dont miss his.

For my situation, i guess i am still trying to adjust my feelings, my hopes and what i expect from between me and my gal. We still meet often for me to send her home or go out for dinner. As for sex, its pretty low season for a while. Not that i dont yearn to make love to her but the opportunity just doesnt come up and i am still too self aware of the fact she is still working. Its not that i mind her working but really coz i dun want her to have the feeling of "haiz, have to do it again" or "thats whats he really after". Thats why i didnt initiate anything.

Often i think back to the times we had during the 4 days we spent together afetr she had previously quit fl. All that love making again and again, how intense and loving it all was. After she returned from her trip, i got a sms from her telling me a piece of good news on something that i was helping her to achieve. It was a promise i made to her that i would help her and now that promise has been fulfilled.

Found out that she was having probs with the bf and she was finding ways to improve their relationship. Couldnt help feel alittle sad coz while i always knew she meant alot to her, i really didnt need to hear it upfront to reinforce my place in her life. I was also telling myself its ok since i have a family and really can never give her what her bf possible could.

After reading bro lovemachine's thread, i know he been thru the same. If she really could make it work with her bf, i know i would be happy for her. For me all i can do at this time is to find a distraction. In one of those days where it reslly got to me, i did something after some drinks that i am not proud of. I looked for another fl in attempt to "get even" and "get off". But in the end, i just couldnt do it. Not anymore.

"luckily" work is becoming another hell for me and taking up most of my time. between the 2 hells in my life, One i can grow to hate and leave for a better one, but the other, as much as it hurts i linger on and love.

[Fl2lover]

Oh yea, for bros who up me, many sincere thanks. Am not really here for points but just wanting to spill the guts out and to share. Really appreciate all the comments put forth no matter what they are as i believe all of them come from each bro's personal experience.

[lovemachine]

welcomed. one way is to go date different girls (decent and wls) and trust me it takes your mind off the love and put your little bro's head to work (lust).

but if you are emotionally charged, just enjoy the romance, anyway, at the end of the day, have fun. :)

[Fl2lover]

These days i cant help but keep thinking back on the times we shared. Recalling the first day we met was something i will never forget. After making the arrangements, i went to the hotel and waited for her. Had informed her of what i was wearing so she'd know who to look out for. Saw this super sweet looking gal waiting and guessed it was her. As i approached, she looked up from her phone, smiled the most beautiful smile and said "i thought i was going to be meeting a zebra". I was puzzled for a moment then to realise i told her i was wearing black n white stripe shirt.

We laughed and joked as went up to the room like totally comfortable with each other. As we walked, our hands brushed against each others and without a word or moment of hestitation, we held each other's hands with fingers locked like lovers. There was No awkward feeling, no stranger silence, just simply enjoying each others presence.

When we got into the room, i was kinda tired from work and slumped onto the bed. She came up to lay beside me and cuddled close. She didnt smell of any soap or perfume but had a natural scent on her hair that smelled so fresh and alluring. I hugged her and my hands slipped down to discover..... Nothing underneath that little black dress but a smooth tiny little kitty. I gave her a cheeky look and she responded with a kiss.

As we kissed, it felt completely different from the fls that came before. It was a familiar kiss like that i got from a lover years ago. A kiss that i have missed terribly. Rolling her over, i slid down to cover her with kisses all the way until i reached her kitty and what a sight it was. I couldnt help lashed at her with my tongue until she was sopping wet. I jumped to the shower and when i came out, she was in bed with her bra and bottom under the sheets.

As i climbed into bed, she rolled me on my back and started to attack me. Not wanting to be just on the recieving end, i too went on the offensive. Not going into the particular details, but u get the picture of what it entails. When we merged into one, it was unbeliveable. The way we made love was like we known each other for ages, every stroke was in sync, fast or slow, deep thrusts or quick shallow ones, the combination was always bringing me closer and closer to the peak.

In my past experience with fls, this is where it goes downhill and i become too self conscious and just cant come. But with her, the block never happened. Somehow her moans were of such genuine pleasure that it really felt like i was making love and not just sex. I was soon over the edge and with a final thrust, i pressed myself into her as deep as i can and came again n again. I felt her clamped down on me and we couldnt let go of each other for quite a while.

Before i left, she kissed me at the door while i held her in my arms. She asked if she will see me again and i told her " u bet ur life on it u will."

Little did i know i am the one who is betting my life now for her. Such irony.

[Fl2lover]

Just finished a bottle of sake. Helps to ease the feeling of emptiness. One more week. One more week before the final end or better times ahead.

In a weeks time it will all be clear what i mean to her. If not, it ends then and there.

[sammyboyfor]

In a weeks time it will all be clear what i mean to her. If not, it ends then and there.

Don't worry. New stocks of whores arrive by the planeload daily. When you've finished fucking one, all you have to do is move on to the next one. :D

[alan0338]

gd luck, camping for updates :D

[Fl2lover]

Bro Alan, the previous version of your post was absolutely right. Mine is a self kced case. Never intended it to become this but I guess it all started with her attempt to quit. In the process of helping her, feelings developed and being a sucker for hard luck cases, knowing more about her only made me fall deeper.

She never really tried to kc me and was clear upfront she had a bf. Never ask for anything but I just give. I put myself in this mess, no question.

To the boss, this is really a good site. Got so many bros to share the best of times and the worst as well. Should get public service award at nxt national day. Seriously.

[alan0338]

Bro Alan, the previous version of your post was absolutely right. Mine is a self kced case.
She never really tried to kc me and was clear upfront she had a bf. Never ask for anything but I just give. I put myself in this mess, no question.

dun worry la, judging from ur experience,guaranteed u will be ok for sure and when things are over ( not so soon though ), u will be looking at the next kc chapter, tis type of games is addictive ... :D

[Fl2lover]

I dunno if it was a game that i was looking for..... Perhaps love n maybe intimacy as one of the bros said. Something which i had missed for a long time. Nowadays life is just work n work. By the time i finish and reach home, everyone is usually asleep. Shower, cold dinner, tv and sleep. If i come home earlier, kids are awake, wife will give a black face smelling the tobacco smell and tell the kids to stay away from dad as he smelly.


I guess it reminds me of how i started with my previous lover. Perhaps i shall use this last week to share a bit of that past.....

Jil was someone i got to know a couple of years after joining the company. Working together on some projects, we became good friends who would steal some time from work to go for coffee and chit chat. We share alot of gossip, some about colleagues and some about ourselves. There wasnt really anything romantic at all until she left the company.

For sometime after she left, life was normal. A few months later, she was out for a mtg that was near our office. We met for coffee as usual but had a lot to catch up on. Life for me was busy as hell. For her, the new job wasnt as great as she thought. Her love life wasnt doing that well either. Her bf is a mr goody-2-shoes but his folks & sister were obnoxious. She told me that they never liked her from day one and always said nasty things like he should find a better gal or he was too good for her. Finding fault with her whenever they can over the most insignificant of things.

Months passed and we frequently met for dinner n coffee and even went for a korean RA movie once. She didnt have friends in the new company n she missed our old colleagues. To ease her transition, i started to meet her for lunch almost everyday travelling half way across the island and back. I guess that was when feelings started to develop.......

[Fl2lover]

Things started to change when her job became another dread and she had to work super long hrs in the office and at home. Slugging a laptop n taking the train from one end of sg to another, it was taking a toll on her. Her bf drove but for some reason doesnt send her to work even though they lived across the road. One time she fell ill and was weak even after few days of mc. Seeming how the bf doesnt seems to mind her taking the train in her condition, i decided to drive her to work instead. We stayed really far part, east west kinda far but still every morning, i would drive to her place, and send her to work which is near where i stay and then back to office again.

Even when she got better, i continued sending her every morning. In time i started to get signals that she felt something for me too. One day in the car, it was raining and cold. She felt chilly and her hands were cold. In a daring move, i reached over with one hand and took hers and started rubbing it to keep her warm. Then i just held on and she didnt resist!!! The following days i just went ahead to hold her hand in the car, cold weather or not.

One night after dinner, we were chatting in the car as she poured out her grief that the bf's parents brought her. I held her hand and kissed them as a console but the moment my lips touched her hand, what we both felt was far more than that. We kissed for the first time that night. A kiss so gentle and loving... A kiss that started a whole lot more in time to come....

[Fl2lover]

Weeks passed and one day we were at her place for lunch. Everyone was out and we had the whole house to ourselves. Up till that day We had still been only as far as kissing. We were sitting on the sofa watching some boring tv programme after lunch. She leaned over and laid her head on my shoulder. I put my arms around her and draw her close to me. We started kissing and my hands moved from her back to her side but didnt dare go further moving only from her slender waist up to the edge of her tits, dying to slide over her tits and cup them in my hands. Control..... Control.....

She could sense my hesitation and Suddenly she took my hand and placed it right on her tits, closing her hand on mine to wrap them over her delicious tits squeezing them. I was in cloud nine and our kiss became more intense, taking turns to let each others tongue explore. With one hand never leaving her breast, i decided to try advancing alittle further and slid the other down to the hem of her skirt. As i slid my hand back up under her skirt, inching closer and closer to her love spot, she grabbed my hand and stopped me.

Dang! I thought. Not gonna get more today i thought to myself. She took my hand back up and placed it on her lonely tit and pulled me down on the sofa on top of her. After securing my hands to her lovely tits, hers moved down and grabbed my already hard dick. With one hand stroking him, the other went missing..... And then........i felt my fly being slowly unzipped!!! Her hand released my cock for and instant and the next time i felt it, it was in my underwear squeezing my bare hard dick.

All this time our lips remained locked together and my hands continued to massage and squeeze her breasts. She freed my dick from its confines and let it hang in the cold air. She broke our kiss for just a second to whisper in my ear......"come into me". My mind was so far gone by then and all that is left was an insatiable need. I reach down to remove her panties but she stopped me again. I thought to myself, "what the...." and asked her "how am i gonna enter you with your panties on?"......

[Fl2lover]

... She whispered to me again "you figure it out" and gave me a sexy but darn cheeky smile. Took me a few moments before i realised what she wanted. I reached down and brushed my fingers along her tender thighs all the way up.... Pulled her panties to the side. She grabbed my dick and started rubbing his helmet head on her love hole.


Damn she was dripping wet!! I squeezed her panty that i was holding to the side and it was SOAKED completely thru. Her moans made me yearn to slide into her and when she lodged his head right on the entrance of her pussy, i leaned forward and my dick started to stretch its way into her. While i could see what it looked like down there, i can feel it and imagine what a sight it must have been... Her groans of pain n pleasure combined was intoxicating..i pressed forward pushing hard. I felt my dick stretch her little pussy to the limit before the head suddenly just slipped in making both of us let out an uncontrollable "Ahhhh..... Oooooohhh..."

I had to pull out alittle before pressing onwards with each stroke penetrating her alittle more until finally i was hitting the end of her tunnel. She wrapped her legs around me and with one forceful move, she pulled me down and forced my bro to thrust into her, pushing the end of her love tunnel even further back in and streching it to the limit. We made love with great furiocity, thrusting my dick all the way into her with every stroke.

I suddenly realised we are all fully clothed and i was fucking her bare with no cd. I got worried about where to deposit my load when i am about to cum??? Inside her???

[Fl2lover]

In the end, after bringing her to a few highs, i stopped and pulled out. I saw a huge wet mess on her panties but it was all hers only. btw, She was always so amazingly wet i once took a vid of it while we were making love to show her how much juice she made. :D anyways, She wanted me to continue until i cum too but we were outta time as lunch hour was over and we both had to get back to office.

Back in the car, our hands never parted for a sec till we reached her office. It didnt matter to me at all not cumming because i knew we had taken the next step in our relationship and there will be plenty more love making to follow. True enuff, the very next day we took the afternoon off and it was one helluva day with many climaxes for both.

In the days that followed, we used every possible moment to make love in one way or another. Sometimes before dropping her off at the office we would stop at a mscp to kiss and she would want me to enter her even if just for a few deep thrusts just to satisfy her need for me to fill her up. Other times after work, we would have the whole nine yards or she would just blow me.

But oher than the physical type, the other type of lovemaking i really treasured was the sharing of every aspect of our lives by just talking, honestly, truthfully and without any kind of reservation. Whenever something bothered her or made her happy, she would sms or call me first to share. I too did the same and we were really physically and mentally as one. I guess thats what i really missed about her.

[swakoo1409]

There we go again, kee chiu those who have heard this line.

I have heard this line probably a million times, first she will say i want a normal job, next she will say i need money to study.

-kee chiu-

[alan0338]

TS, almost 1 week liao, any updates :D

[swakoo1409]

TS, almost 1 week liao, any updates :D

wah now become story thread LOL

[Fl2lover]

Naah, i cant write hot steamy stories like other bros can. Just wanted to remember someone who meant alot to me.

Sorry i wasnt very accurate about time. Shes only coming back end of the week. Should be in italy right now. Her bf is rich and always takes her only long holidays. Anyhow, i've been reading alot of threads, stories and comments by bros in the forum. Learnt alot and my thoughts are clearer now. Basically concluded the following points.

1. having a family means family must come first.

2. that means i can never have a normal relationship with her whether she is a fl or not.

3. If her bf can give her what i cannot, only right for her to pursue it with him.

4. As the boss said, whores are whores, fuck n forget.

5. But maybe..... Just maybe...... There is a chance that not all fls are whores.

6. It may have been the best of times or the worst of times. Just treasure the best and bury the rest.

7. You can guess all you want but you will never really know what others want from you or feel for you. just make sure you know what you really feel for her and what you really want for yourself.

8. at the end, it doesnt matter what you given or what has happened. You will have no regrets if you leave with a clear conscience.


Imho.

[Fl2lover]

Well, shes back today. Or at least she was suppose to be. Her flight landed hrs ago but till now..... Nothing.

Feel fine.

I think.
Actually, not gonna think. Not much point right? Gonna go sleep.

[sammyboyfor]

Well, shes back today. Or at least she was suppose to be. Her flight landed hrs ago but till now..... Nothing.


For the life of me I never realised there were so many naive souls in this world.:rolleyes:

[joew2005]

Well, shes back today. Or at least she was suppose to be. Her flight landed hrs ago but till now..... Nothing.

Feel fine.

I think.
Actually, not gonna think. Not much point right? Gonna go sleep.

hello,if u kept monitoring here whereabouts hw can u get over her ?

[Fl2lover]

Hahaha... Sorry boss. Dont mean to be such a whiner.

Anyways, this be the last post here for closing....

I was waiting for her return to get an answer but actually i already realised the answer doesnt lie with her return but is somthing i already knew.

So thanks to all the bros who shared their experiences coz it really helps.

I wont be looking out for news on her anymore and will be moving on. Also gone into retirement from fls since the last experience already proves it to be pointless and a waste of money. Gonna focus on making money now.

Best wishes to her and bros. Will still drop in once in a while to kaypoh here n there n see if i could be of any help to other bros.


Clear throat... In the nasal voice of Mr Y A M: I declare this thread to be now closed.