butterfly in the stomach moment

[back_it_in]

hey all! a little bit about me, I'm just your regular guy with a girlfriend. sometimes, I take public transport if I'm lazy to ride/drive to work. what happen to me today was a first time for me.

all of us have always seat beside a girl, a lady, an auntie and etc and it's always normal. unless you get to sit beside a beautiful female, that's when your hormones start raging. anyway, just now, I boarded a bus and a lady sat beside me. I am about 25 years old but this chinese lady looks good around 30-35 years old. she was just a pleasant looking lady with poise. I noticed a Bonia shopping bag and I'm guessing she's just a lady with class.

the moment she sit beside me, I begin to feel a bit uncomfortable. her presence seems to overwhelm me. I check her out and she look just like a normal office lady. I wonder what's wrong with me. I took out a book from my bag and began to read to throw off that overwhelming feeling.

As I was reading the book, I struggled to concentrate on reading the content even though I was making the effort to read the words carefully. thanks to the uncomfortable bus ride, her arms brushed against mine sometimes but she didn't make the effort to move away her arms while i kept my arms fixed at my side of the seats.

the bus journey was just about 15 mins but it felt so long!!! i noticed a diamond ring on her finger, she must be married right? every once in a while, I take a good look at her, I find her just pleasant looking but that lusty feel over her is just too overwhelming!

anyway, when I was going down at my stop, she was even kind enough to smile at me while allowing me space to get out. i was a nervous wreck as I walk to tap my ezlink out of the bus.

anyone ever had that kind of moment? even after seeing thousands of girls in the bus and train everyday, this is the first time a girl made me feel this uncomfortable. and this girl is like almost 10 years older than me! what's wrong with me? i'm not even attracted to those MILF type but this is an exception.

[Absolute]

You are reading too much into this lah. Don't be too sensitive and too self-absorbed.